One mate and a Rejection novel Chapter 35

PART 1 Chapter 35 — 01

The second our lips touched,! felt an indescribable wave of pleasure that shot throughout my whole body,electrocuting every blood cell that it touched.

I would have gasped at the enduring force if his lips hadn't captured my voice.

I was sure I had never felt anything this pleasing.

Yet as filling as it was,it also left me desperate for more.

I couldn't seem to get enough and just knowing that I would eventually have to pull back to breath send my brain in denial.

Maybe this once I wouldn't have to breathe.

I dropped my bag and climbed into his lap,never breaking the kiss.

All my thoughts were thrown out the window and my common sense didn't exist.

What was my name again? I didn't know.

All knew was the outline of Blade's lips.

His smell,his eyes,his touch.

It was like a poem to me.

A poem that I knew by heart,mind and soul.

Our lips played games together.

Games that I never even thought I knew.

My arms went around his neck and he gripped my waist.

My fingers tangled in his thick brown hair and it only made the kiss more passionate.

My mind refused to believe that this was as close as we can physically possibly get.

I needed to be closer.

He pulled back to breath for half a second and his lips were back on mine.

My back rested on the steering wheel as he worked his magic.

We surveyed each other's resistance and needs.

Our moist bodies now laced with sweat and we pulled back,breathing hard and rested our forehead against each other.

“You've got talent,” He choked out.

I smirked, Than let's not let it go to waste.” Soon,I forgot about needing to breathe and focused on moving my lips in syne with his.

He bit my bottom lip genitally as if demanding entrance.

Without a second thought, let him through.

The kiss became more heated by the minute and I lost track of time.

All that was going through my head was how long I've been wanting to do this without even knowing.

It seemed impossible to me now,that I've gone so long without feeling this captivating pleasure.

My body literally buzzed with enthrall and compulsion.

His conjuring lips traveled down my face until reaching their desired destination.

His hands grasped my waist with more compressibility and I found myself liking it.

It added more to the needy atmosphere.

My body,as heated as it already was,grew hotter by the second.

I didn't care if being this deprived was healthy or not,nor did I care.

A loud BEEP startled us and caused us both to jump up.

We looked around frantically searching for the originator that interrupted us.

I soon realized it was the steering wheel that I was resting on.

“It was just the steering wheel,” I muttered,regaining my breath.

He looked at me as if just waking up,” Uhh sorry.

I dont know what came over me.” He was apologizing for giving me the best kiss I've ever experienced in my life? I would have laughed but all my energy was drained out,’ No need to apologize.” "I'm serious.

I don't even,you know,like you or anything.

I don't want you to get the wrong idea.

That was a big mistake,it won't be happening again."

It was amazing how one sentence can literally break a person's heart.

One or two misused words that you didn't want to hear had more power than anything else.

It wasn't fair really,that we were built with strong bones if we ate right,healthy red blood if you made sure to exercise but no matter what you do,you can't physically make your heart stronger.

It would always be the most fragile thing in your body and the thing most capable of emotional pain.

I gazed into Blade's regretful golden eyes and saw that he meant what he had said.

It was a mistake to him.

Something that he did with all girls he probably drove home.

Had I forgotten so easily that he was the biggest player in our school? He knew we were mates and still slept with other girls.

I pictured the girl on the balcony and thought of how depressed I had been.

Pathetic.

lost my voice somewhere within the chaos of my hurt.

Without a word,I got off of Blade's lap,picked up the bag that I had dropped and exited the car.

I walked to my door without looking back at him.

Rejection pumped in my veins and this was worse.

Much much worse than when I witnessed Jared mating with someone else.

Someone that wasn't me.

They say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

But what happens when it does kill you? Sleep was beyond expectation.

I rolled around and fidgeted as if it would knock me unconscious but I didn't get so lucky.

All saw was golden.

Dark and light golden.

Soft golden.

Almost amber.

I felt his lips still on mine.

My whole body tingled with anticipation.

I couldnt help but realize how pathetic I was being.

While he was out,probably making out with every girl he could get his hands on,I was lying on my bed,crying about it.

It hurt even more to know that I meant nothing more to him than a girl he can just kiss.

Does the word mate mean nothing to him? Probably not.

As much as he's concerned,having a mate meant one more girl to add to his list of booty calls.

I glanced at the time.

11:21 I had been trying to sleep for two hours now.