One Sided Love novel Chapter 31

  Kate 

' wow ... she is soooo beau... botiful....., im her big sister? ' emma asked in her child language

I replied ' yes my love you are her big sister ... n its beautiful ... ok.'

Emma make a oh face n said ' whats her name .. mama'

I replied ' I named her after your mother Emily ... her name is Aria Emily Robbins...'

Emma smile ' its so sweet ... so emma called her Aria '

I replied ' yup baby called her anything you want... ( aria started to cry a little I hold her n start rocking her) do you wanna hold her'

She beemed with happiness ' plz plssss can I hold aria'

I replied ' yeah sure come here we have to be very careful otherwise she will cry more n even get hurt'

I looked at my both daughters proudly ...emma was so happy to have a sister .... atleast some one is happy for aria...

Aria start crying loudly n bring whole house echo with her crys... I told emma its her feed time 

I undo my brest buttons n led aria feed my aching breast ... emma looked so confused .... n then she start giggling loudly ... I asked her what happen 

She said ' she is eating bobo ..'

I laughed ' small babies have food from mama bobos '

I felt Alex standing at the outside of nursery... he looked so intense n so quite that I dont know how long he was standing...

Emma saw alex n ran to him n said ' daddy ... Aria is eating mama bobo'

Alex looked disturbed n said ' Emma its your bed time ... why are you not in bed'

Emma looked a little embarrassed n scared of Alex tone ... even im a little he never used this tone with her

I said ' Alex I told her to sleep a little late its really ok... she already has slept till evening... '

He replied 'kate its all about routine... everything should be in order in emma life... otherwise her day will become hectic ... soon she is going to start school I don't want to disturb her routine... n you know that well aside from any distractions from you life emma should be first priority ... no one else '

And there is Alex golden words .... it still pain me a lot but I dont show it because I know he will use these words again... he called Aria distraction he have no idea what he is missing in his life 

I replied ' of course Alex I never forget it... cause you keep reminding me '

He looked ashamed but then he cover it with dominant expression n then he said to emma to get to the bed...

Emma hug me n Aria n then went to bed.

I looked at my little princesses n pray that Alex also start falling in love with ger like I did with her fir the first time...

A tear fell to my cheeks when I realized not for once he saw her face.

Alex

Daddy why I can't go to Aria... im her sister' emma pout n said 

I kissed her forehead n said ' its,late you have to sleep so your mama n ar... baby'

I don't know why I can't say her name... n it pains for some reason 

Emma said ' she name is Aria Emily Robbins'