Second Assault — Bond And Treason — novel Chapter 29

Wednesday, April 17th. Alexei & Xander's room, 6:10 a.m.

ALEXEI

I missed this. Not just making love to Xander again, but not being afraid of hurting him physically or damaging his fragile emotional state even more.

After I was able to get him back to my side, thanks to Angelo's help, I had to be very careful with him. I needed to take care of the way I behaved, talked, and even cautioned about touching him.

Despite I never felt any distance from him, I preferred to keep things at a safe level, because for me to receive a rejection from him would be devastating. It was like walking on thin glass as the only form of protection to avoid falling into a pool full of hungry sharks. Every step carefully analyzed and prepared. But no more. I finally feel like I can breathe comfortably again.

His words last night gave my heart the relief I so desperately required, and renewed strength to ensure, by all means possible, his safety. And now, here, holding him in my arms as I watch him sleep and knowing that he loves me as much, or even more than I love him, is the most wonderful thing that could ever happen to someone like me. I will never consider myself worthy of his love, but I will do everything in my power to repay him.

—I am surprised that you woke up before I did — his hoarse voice from the snooze took me completely out of the trance in which I was immersed, catching me off guard. I lean on my elbow so that I can observe him better.

—Yeah, well — I shrug —. I think you're succeeding in infecting me with your obsessions — I smile mockingly and he pouts.

—Hey, it's not an obsession. It's a habit, it's very different — I bow and leave a kiss on his forehead, with my free hand I caress the golden hair. He sighs and starts purring, squeezing the embrace on my body and passing one leg over my waist.

—Are you okay? — I can't help but ask.

—Better than ever — smiles and kisses me gently on the chin —. I told you, Magnus. You could never hurt me for loving me.

—Yes, but still...

—Nothing — cuts me off immediately before I can continue —. But still nothing. We're together, we love each other and even the moon has decided we should be together, Magnus — the determination in his eyes only reinforces my admiration for him —. So don't overthink things. Being here, like this, with you, I wouldn't want to be anywhere else.

—You're everything to me, kitty. I'm just worried about you.

—And I appreciate it —- assures, raises a hand, and caresses my cheek —. But I promise you, I'm fine. I still find it hard when... — reveals in a whisper —. Someone else touches me, but I just need time to take it all in. Okay? — I nod and lean to his touch, kissing his palm —. God, I love you so much, honey. There's no way I can feel in danger with you.

—Xander... — I pant and press our lips into an intense kiss, full of the desire and passion we share for one another. His words touched me deeply and I could sense the sincerity in them. I love him so much. With every little particle of my being, with each breath I take, I am all his. With my body, my heart and my soul.

—Make love to me again, Magnus — whispers over my mouth with shortness of breath, my pulse races and I find my dick hardening in response —. I need you, please.

—You have me — I mutter back, then I kiss him. Xander wraps the arms around my neck and moans as the kiss progresses in strength and depth.

I press him closer to me and, with one of my hands, I begin to probe his narrow entry, already moistened by the lubricant. Slowly, I insert a finger, feeling that it is being sucked in gently. Xander shakes and his tongue moves avidly inside my mouth. I notice the tail beginning to waggle from side to side, so with my free hand I hold it firmly, stimulating it from top to bottom, enjoying the silkiness of the fur.

—For God's sake, Magnus — he breaks the kiss, panting and tilting the head back, exposing the delicious skin of the neck that I soon assault. With the tongue, I trace a long and sweet path from his collarbones, through the Adam's apple, under the chin, to the sensitive spot under his ear, where I plant a wet kiss with my lips half-open. He groans and squirms in my arms as I suddenly insert two more fingers, moving them in a circle and purposely ignoring his prostate —. Stop playing with me — mumbles with a slight frown.

—Play? — I ask with a feigned innocence —. I don't know what you're talking about, kitty — at that moment, I reach for his sweet spot and press it hard with my fingers.

—Magnus!

His hands buried in my hair, moaning uncontrollably on my mouth as I continue to stimulate him.

—That's it. Open up for me, Xander — I bite and suck on his shaky lower lip —. You like it when I fuck you with my fingers, don't you? — He nods frantically and I sense his walls squeezing my fingers.

Fuck, seeing him like that, all blushing, disheveled, and moaning my name makes me so hard it's starting to hurt. I gently pull out my fingers and let go of his tail, which makes him grunt in frustration. I place the hands on his waist and with one fluid movement, leave him lying on his stomach. He immediately spreads the legs, leans on the knees, letting the buttocks in the air and his narrow, pink entrance completely at my mercy.

—Do it, Magnus — his hands hold the sheets firmly and the tail sways from left to right in a sensual way —. Take me, come on.

—You're so fucking hot — I'll give him a light slap on his bubble ass and get ready. I take my erection and give myself a few pulls before approaching and lining up in his entrance. Xander raises the hips a bit more, anticipating my movements. Slowly, very slowly I push, making my way inside him.

—Magnus — moans breathlessly and rests the forehead on the mattress —. More... I need more.

—Patience, kitty — I smile as I continue to nudge, until finally I am completely inside and stop.

—Shit — grunts and moves in circles, urging me to fuck him —. Please.

—Do you want it, kitty? — nods furiously again, trying to propel himself backward, but my hands on his hips prevent it —. I'll give it to you — I come out all the way and he whines in frustration, which makes my smile wider. I place one hand on his lower back and with the other, holding my cock, I penetrate him again with a powerful, fluid thrust. I start to move, burying up to the base, making my balls collide with his ass at every charge.

The skin under my fingers turns red because of the strong grip I have on his waist, pearly drops of sweat run down our bodies, and the smell of his excitement only pushes me to accelerate the pace. I bend my hip a little and feel when I succeed in hitting his sweet spot, his reaction confirms it.

—There, Magnus! — He stands on the hands and turns his face, looking at me over the shoulder —. Don't stop.

Stop? That word was erased from my brain half an hour ago. My moves are becoming frenetic as I experience the climax generating in my stomach. A pleasant chill runs down my spine and my dick thickens inside Xander's walls.

My fangs are growing, my animal side is taking more control over me. My knot slowly swells too, announcing my impending orgasm.

—Magnus... Just a little more — warns me, gasping for breath, making an effort to push himself back with each of my thrusts —. So good — I hold one of his ass cheeks tightly, with my free hand I subdue the tail again, squeezing and tugging it as I continue, digging the nails into the muscle, being careful not to hurt him. He screams with pleasure and twists under me —. I can't... I need to cum — I lean over him and whisper in his ear:

—Come on then, kitty — I feel his walls shrinking, squeezing my cock hard, dragging me to the edge —. Go on, cum for me.

—Magnus! — His thick, white rain falls on the sheets, small tremors take over his body as heavy gasps and moans escape from his red, swollen lips as the ecstasy sweeps through him. Soon after, because of the unbearable pressure of the walls on my dick, I let go too.

I keep pushing, again and again, feeling my liberation flooding inside him and he milks me to the last drop. My fangs pierce the sweet skin of his neck, once again reinforcing the mark and intensifying our orgasm with incredible power. The tail continues to wriggle in my grip and my knot extends, tying us in place.

Shortly after, I extract my fangs and lick the spot to close it. Xander collapses, breathing with difficulty, and I support myself on the elbows to avoid crushing him, giving time for the knot to retract. I kiss his shoulders and the nape, savoring the salty taste of his sweat and the sweetness of his skin at the same time. He smiles and begins to purr.

—I could get used to these pamperings — his eyes close and sighs deeply —. I love it when you do that.

—I know, kitty — I kiss his blushing cheek —.I enjoy every fucking second of it too — he laughs and I have to clench my jaw, trying to contain myself, as his walls contract around my still throbbing cock.

—Do you have to swear every time? — He scolds me, but the smile on his face shows that he doesn't mean it.

—A few minutes ago you weren't complaining — I plant another kiss on his cheek, this time closer to those sexy lips, he laughs again and opens the eyes to stare at me.

—I have to admit that it's a bit hot when you talk dirty — his face gets more reddish than it already was.

—I know that, too. You squeeze my cock hard when I do it.

—Magnus! — covers his face in shame and now I'm the one who's laughing shamelessly.