She belongs to the Alpha King novel Chapter 46

Chapter 46*** outside world!

King Valdo pov***

I know that I was too harsh and I just spoke to her coldly, I felt so sorry for her. I know that was too tough and unbearable. She looked so broken and I admit that I wanted to hug her when she said she remembered everything and she was sure that it wasn’t a nightmare.

When she said she won’t leave me and she will accept whatever I want, even to be a slave to me or my maid and even so if I really decided to take a second Luna.

She looked so innocent and clingy as if I was all her world and as if she was attached to me and leaving me will be her death.

Me too to be honest, I couldn’t imagine living my life without her.

I was so confused.

I didn’t know if I was doing that because her father was the rogue king and she was one of them.

Or because she was able to mind link with Derek and she used to suck his dick.

Or because she was too innocent and needed protection and that I wasn’t able to protect her!

Seriously I didn’t know to whom I was throwing the blame and my tantrum, to her or to me.

But all I was sure of, that me and her need a break. But not from each other. But It’s more like a new start. To get to know each other and to let her know the outside world and my business, to meet other human people and discover her interests and learn something new.

Maybe she will figure out what’s her real supernatural powers and that will give me space to be close to her. Because recently after too much things that happened made me feel too far from her.

I feel so cold as I wanted to take her in my arms as much as I feel that I don’t even want to touch her. Feeling disgusted?! I don’t know.

Maybe I hate the feeling of being always lost because of her, maybe I hate that weakness in front of her.

And her past words about killing her in the future started to pop out in my mind as if I really want to kill her to end my mental and emotional suffering.

Could it be the thing that every mate feels? Could it be normal? Maybe I just feel so because I have never knelt in front of anyone. Maybe despite knowing that I’m the most powerful creature not even just among werewolves bothers me.

Or maybe because I feel that everyone wanted a piece of her! Derek wants her as his mate. And her real father who appeared from nowhere wants to kill her. And something was hiding in between my beta recently! I couldn’t tell why he cared about her that much and why he looked so concerned about her. I just wanted to be alone with her and away enough to find out what we will do later.

All I was sure of, that our relationship was blur and I didn’t lie when I said I was thinking of having a second Luna. Yes, it wasn’t certain yet. I didn’t process it in my brain yet. But if I didn’t clear my mind within a month then I will just choose a new Luna.

I left the castle back to my office and I locked myself for hours in private meetings with some ministers to finish all issues that were held in the last couple of days. I was especially intending to go away that night or at the dawn as maximum of time.

About 18 hours had passed and finally I had finished. I was already suffering from strong headaches like hammers making me swing right and left.

I opened the door after everyone had left and I found no sign for Pink. I asked the maid “where’s the Luna?”

The maid bowed respectfully “your majesty, she is in her room. She didn’t leave at all and she refused to eat anything and—” she paused and then trailed off in concerned tone “she looked so pale and her eyes were so red, I’m sorry I didn’t mean to eavesdropping but she was crying for hours. I checked on her an hour ago but she didn’t answer me and when I tried to open the door, I found it locked from inside.”

I yelled in a worry “What the fuck?! And why didn't you tell me that!”

I pushed her from my path and rushed climbing the stairs with my heart pounding in my chest hardly, I was almost losing the ability to breath. I tried to open the door but as the maid just said, it was impossible because it was locked from inside.

I knocked on the door several times but there was no voice at all nor even steps and she didn’t reply. I started to yell loudly and bang on the door “Pink! Open the fucking door now.”

I repeated and repeated but nothing! My heart was telling me that something could happen to her.

‘or maybe she just ran away!’ fuck my wolf was scaring me to death by his thoughts.

And when I decided to smash the door by my shoulder and with the first push, the door was opened and Pink was standing in front of me yawning with half sealed eyes. She asked innocently “What’s wrong?”

I dropped my jaw “you were sleeping all that time? What are you? A deaf!”

And I regretted saying that to her because when she opened her eyes, I figured out that her eyes were so red that almost blinded her from crying too much. And she started crying again and choked in her unstable breathing.

I pulled her to my chest and patted her head gently, then I pulled her inside the room and helped her to sit on the edge of the bed.

I walked to her closet and to mine as well and grabbed a bag to pack up our clothes.

She stared at me in curiosity confused “what’s going on? Why are you packing my things? Are you going to throw me away?”

I wanted to chuckle but I suppressed it, I just said blankly “no, we are going on a trip. I’m taking you to the outside world.”

She trembled and stuttered “Why? Please don’t. what if I lost my way there and couldn’t find my way back?! Please I didn’t get out of our pack territory and then from your castle. Please don’t.” she pleaded and that hurt me. She hated being out. She felt safe in her cage!

She didn’t know that even me was so worried, maybe more than her. The idea of losing her by way or another was killing me but that was the only thing I can do for now to let our bond become stronger or to end all of this awkward string between us.

I finished all the packing and then I took off my clothes and she was airing at me cornering herself to one of the walls like a baby afraid to go.

I said sternly without even glancing at her “change your clothes now or I will just go with another woman and leave you alone here forever.”

And that was enough for her to hurriedly change her clothes, she even finished before me.

I hid my smile. Sure I was happy because I was sure from her reactions that my baby Pink loved me so much. It was just my evil thoughts that didn’t want to stop from giving me one after another idea.