Taming The Casanova novel Chapter 80

Manyata's POV

" Will you tell me everything about you, please?? I want to know everything about you. "  He said.

I told him, " My parents never stopped me from doing anything. My dad wanted me to study business but I didn't want. He let me free, to do whatever I wanted. Though he never approved of me, being a photographer. " I also told him about my professional journey and experience.

" Did you ever thought about getting married?? "  He asked.

" No, I never gave it a thought. "

" But you must have thought something about your would-be husband... " he asked looking forward into my eyes.

" No, but like any other girl, I wanted that he should love me unconditionally. He should always be there with me in everything. He must be absolutely loyal to me. " I said and he looked away.

" You must have been very disappointed with me then. Because I was such a jerk and was not at all like that." He said in a slow and sad voice. He seemed to be feeling very guilty.

" Let it be... " I said.

" I am sorry, Manu. I was forced then... but now, no one is forcing me. I want to be your husband in every sense. Please trust me... Since I met you, I have never even thought about another girl. I started getting attracted to you when you were staying with us in Chandigarh. Even then I was feeling guilty that I was married. I have never felt for anyone, what I feel for you. All I can think about is, you... You are the first one, I think about when I get up and always the last one before I sleep... if I am able to sleep at all. No one has ever been so important in my life. Manu, I am sure, I am in love with you. " he said holding my hands.

Oh my God !!!!! Did he say that???

" What?? "

" I love you. " 

" Sahil... "

"  You don't have to say all that. I know you don't love me... But one day I will make you fall for me. Just give me a fair chance. I love you.... And I don't want to live without you. " he was very serious now, he hugged me.

My heartbeat increased manifolds. My heart wanted to launch itself out of my body and go to him.

Did he really say that he loves me?? He loves me ?? Does he want to spend the rest of his life with me??

I am the first one he thinks about when he gets up in the morning and the last one before he goes to bed?

Oh god!!! Oh, God!! Oh God !!!

Mr casanova just confessed his love for me??

I was literally going to faint. But was feeling elated that he said all that.

Just then a song started and Sahil smiled.

" Just listen to the song, you will realise my feelings for you. "

Kabhi Khwab Mein, Ya Khayal Mein,

Kabhi Zindgani Ke Dhar main...

Main Adhura Sa Ek Geet Hoon,

Mujhe Arth De do Sanwar Ke...

Kabhi Khwab Mein Ya Khayal Mein

Wo Benaam Si Koi Jusatju,

Wo Apne Aap Se Guftgun...

Tujhe Chhoo Liya To Mujhe Laga,

Din Aa Gaye Hai Qarar Ke...

Kabhi Khwab Mein Ya Khayal Mein.

" You know, I was always restless whenever you were around, as I was getting attracted to you.  I was always arguing with myself trying to make myself understand that I was not falling for you. " He said.

Then the female singer started singing.

Mere Dil Ki Nagari Mein Bas Bhi Jaa

Tujhe Bakash Doon Zamin Aasma

Mujhe Dar Hain Teri Aawargi

Kahi Do Jahan Na Ujad De

Kabhi Khwab Mein Ya Khayal Mein

Oh, God !! That was one of my biggest inhibition regarding our relationship. I was scared that he would go back to being a casanova again. The song was beautiful.

Na Mili Thi Tum To Tha Ji Raha

Na Milogi To Na Ji Paunga

Meri Trishnagi Ko Jaga Diya

Tere Sath Ne Tere Pyar Ne

Kabhi Khwab Mein Ya Khayal Mein

" I was living my life earlier without you. But after meeting and falling for you, I don't think I would be able to live without you. You have awakened such feelings in me that I can't even imagine my life without you. It seems this song was written just for me. " He said with a smile.

The female singer started singing again...

Go Aaj Pahli Ye Raat Hain

Tere Hath Mein Mera Hath Hai...

Tha Bahot Dino Se Ye Fainsala

Tujhe Jeet Lungi Main Haar Ke

Kabhi Khwab Mein Ya Khayal Mein

Amazing, he told me about his feelings in such a beautiful way...  that song was absolutely beautiful, he is right.

I wanted to give him a chance, I would give him a chance.  Because recently,  I have realised that I feel something for him too. I think I was falling for him as well.

By the time the song got over, we both were absolutely emotional.

" Sahil, I want to give a chance to our relationship too. "  I said and he was shocked. He pulled me in his arms.

Sahil's POV

" Sahil, I want to give a chance to our relationship too. "  She said and time seemed to have stopped.

Did she really say it?? Or was it my imagination and wishful thinking??

I looked at her, her eyes were a bit moist too. I pulled her in my arms and hugged her tightly.

Was my ice queen melting?

" Thanks a lot, honey... I swear, I love you. I would have died without you. "

I said and buried my face in her long fragrant hair. The fresh fruity smell was affecting me.  I raked my fingers in her locks. They were softer than the finest silk.

I tilted her face by pushing her chin upwards, looked into her eyes. I saw that they mirrored almost the same emotions as in mine. 

I bent my head and took possession of her soft and plump lips. I kissed her with all the passion that was in me. I was going crazy about her.

I was holding her very tight as if she would vanish into thin air if I release her. I wanted her to love me the same way I loved her. I deepened my kiss and earned a moan from her.

That small sound made me lose my control. I kept kissing her like she was the finest wine in the world and I wanted to savour her.

For the first time, she willingly snaked her arms around my neck and raked her fingers in my hair.

Oh God !!! it was such a heavenly feeling. I had never felt like that in my entire life.

I was literally out of control. I knew I should have stopped but could not convince myself. I was gathering every single ounce of self-control in my body when she finally responded to my kiss and started kissing me back.

Oh my God !!! What should I do??

I was trying to control my emotions and desire to make her mine forever but that thought jumped out of the window, the moment, her sweet lips kissed me back.

I was still trying to be sane as I didn't want her to angry with me again and just then some phone buzzed. We pulled apart from each other.

Both of us were panting hard. She seemed to be embarrassed by her response to my kisses as her cheeks were red and she didn't even look at me.

She picked up her phone from the table and saw that it was from her parents.

She smiled all of a sudden.

" Hello ?? .... Dad ?? How are you, dad??  How is the treatment going on??  I am missing you and mom a lot.....but how are you, dad? ......  Great! You even sound better than last time get your self treated completely and come back soon, I miss both of you.......  Wow !!!  I am so happy to hear dad..... Yes,  I am fine, dad....   Yes, Swati is getting engaged on Sunday, I am in Delhi........ Sahil is here,  I had some work in Delhi, so I didn't go, we would go on Saturday...... Do you want to talk to, Sahil? " She said and looked at me.

I nodded and took her phone.

" Hello, uncle?? How are you now? "

" Beta, I would like it if you call me dad, baba or papa. "

" Ji, of course, baba sa. How are you now?? Vikram told me that you were responding to the treatment very well. "

" Yes beta, treatment is going very well. But I am happy that you both are happy with each other. I am sorry that because of my illness, you both were forced to get married like that. I was very scared that my only child would be lost in this big and mean world. I knew my brother and Vikram would have taken care of her in case, something happened to me,  But still, I was desperate to settle my daughter to a young eligible bachelor. Who could take care of her? I am glad that Sushant suggested this marriage alliance. But If you ever felt that it was forced, blame it on me, not on your dad or my daughter. "

" No baba sa, please don't say like that. It was forced on us at that time, but I swear to god, I love her a lot now and would always take care of her till my last breath. Just don't worry about her and take the treatment and come back soon. She misses you a lot. "

" I will son... Very soon. Take care. " he said and disconnected the call.