The Bride Of The Billionaire novel Chapter 14

You're the light

You are the night...

You're the color of my blood.

You're the cure,

You're the pain,

You're the only thing I wanna touch.

...

I'm currently cleaning the studio number 3 found near the movie room.

I sigh! He's my light, a light that was pretty bright for others world. To the world that really suits for him.

Last night was the weirdest night since I came here. I remember that we used to hangout by coincidence at the swing or at the outside around 9:00pm or dawn, I guess that wouldn't happen anymore.

I already start to take a steps away from him. Earlier, Erika was pretty happy as I let her to clean Raze's room, using my face, my voice and finger print she can get inside her precious Señorito's room.

I hope we can be friends since I do her a favor, I don't want her to hate me forever.

♪You and I can be Aladin and Jasmin, Let's make it happen♪

I wipe my sweat.

"Lorence come here!" it was mother Sharn who looks excited.

"I'm done here mother Sharn, what do you need?" I formally asked.

"Please clean the attic and please help Christian to assemble the telescope because señorito message me just a while ago that he has a visitor" she continue

"Star gazing?" I guess

"Maybe!"She smile and walk off.

Holding some equipments for cleaning, I immediately go at the attic and start cleaning and after that I can have my free time until noon, I can do what I want.

While cleaning I play a music with a dulcet tone that made me sway with the rhythm.

After cleaning I call Christian, the personal maintenance of things here at the mansion.

The time did run, I can't see how time did it yet as I check again, it's really like advanced.

We're done doing the assigned task around 11:30am so I stay at the kitchen with other maids to help the chefs. We eat breakfast around 12 and then I took a warm shower again,blow dry my hair and finally rest, I sleep at the cozy cushion nest swing at the backyard after playing with the huskies and I even sleep with a ragdoll named Cally.

"Cathrine! Cathrine!" someone's shaking my shoulders that made me slowly remove my eye mask and try to adjust my eyes at the light.

"Why?" I asked, creasing my eyes because I see things blur maybe because I just woke up.

"Señorito already arrived, he's mad. We don't know the reason but after he go outside his room, he's yelling your name in fury!" she explained, I suddenly felt nervous so I walk hurriedly.

"W-what's wrong?" I ask one of my co-worker but she just shrug.

Most of them were curious and just like willing to listen at any moment.

"CHUMP!" it's a loud mad voice that echoed.

He's really mad, what did I do wrong this time?

"R-raze?"

"CALL ME SEÑORITO!" Hell! What did you do? " I hurriedly go in front of him, calming myself not to cry, I'm not really used getting scolded infront of others plus my personal feelings were involved.

"Don't call me señorito. That's unusual if it came from you" his line suddenly popped up.

"S-señorito! Why you're mad? What did I do?" I asked like begging.

"What did you do to my Heiress Hero action figures Collection? You RUIN all of them!" His eyes were dark as he told me that.

My mouth were half open, I couldn't believe. I do nothing though.

"I-I do nothing señorito, I never do that!" I explain. What should I do? I can't tell him that maybe Erika ruin them because it's only a secret that she clean Raze's room instead of me.

"That's bullshit! You're bullshit! All of my collection were very precious to me! I trust you but what did you do? " can't he stop yelling? My tears will almost fall, only few bad words left then I can't hold any longer.

I look at Erika like asking if she did it but she looks innocent and fierce.

"I swear! It's not me señorito!" I mumbled

"Then who? This! Look at this!" he get a box

"You did this right? it's only you who clean my room! Don't fuckin' deny it!" He was really mad to the point that he throw the box at me and the box exposed a broken figures at the floor now!

"I-It's really not me señorito... Erika!" I explain and call Erika's name, hoping that she'll help me but instead.

"That's your fault, bitch!" she whisper that made me cry while picking up the broken pieces of his collection.

"Then you'll cry? STUPID!"

"Señorito! Hijo! You go too far, relax!" It's mother Sharn

"For what Masha! She ruin my collections" he reported

"But enough! Everyone! please go back to your work! Stefanie please get a broom and clean all the mess. Lorence! Come on, explain everything to me!" she said

"Mother Sharn, let me finish this!" I protested while picking up the part of his hero collection and put it back to the box.

"No, come on!" she insisted and grab me out there.

Do I have to cry hard? I was very happy earlier though.

Why Raze accused me so sudden? Why he didn't asked me first about it? He's being irrational! Why he didn't make sure about it first? Why I let Erika to clean his room anyway?

I'm completely fool and I thought Erika was nice yet she just show me her true colors.

I feel being played and rejected.

She bring me at the quarters area.

"Mother Sharn!" I utter between my sobs.

"I-It's not me! I-I'm really sorry!" I cried, trying not to make a loud sound.

She's groping my back...

"Shhhh! tell Raze about it!"

"Mother Sharn! I can't, he'll hate me!" I cry and look at her like begging.

"Sorry mother Sharn, I let Erika clean Raze's room because she wants it! I can't tell Raze that or else he'll hate me even more" I don't know but I'm crying hard.

"Enough crying, let me explain it to him"  She's very nice, she's acting like a real mother and the balance between two things but I can't let her involved, it's all my fault.

"It's fine mother Sharn, let me handle this. I'll talk to him if he's no longer mad" I continue and wipe my tears.

"Sure thing, for now don't do anything that can make him mad. His future fiance  was with him" She spoke that made me realize that the sweet yesterday's were just a sweet accident.

Luckily, I never hold back at those time so I never regret that I may always see him with another woman starting now.

Why I'm saying this?

I really sound like I'm letting go someone I owned which is not anyway. He just give me a false hope that made me suffer later.

What was the kiss last time?It's just a joke?

His warm hug?

His heartbeat?

His smile?

Everything he do?

What was that for?

Is he playing around?

Why I didn't notice it from the start?

I hate myself for letting him hurt me.

"Lorence what's wrong?" yeah! She was still in front of me, witnessing how ugly I am when I'm crying.