The Vampire Teacher (GirlxGirl) novel Chapter 63

Lucia's POV

I'm so tired of just sitting here and study. My head was still hurting from the breakdown. I put my head down on LJ's desk taking few slowly breaths feeling the hurt in my throat.Mrs swartz had told me that its going to be hard for me to breathe because my lungs was infected by the less oxygen I had received while going into the breakdown.

"Mommy you okay? LJ asked me. I lift my head and sight trailing my hands through my hair as I look at her smiling.I don't know what I will do without this little kitten's in my life, she was so adorable and I love her.

"Yes darling I'm fine is just my head is hurting", I told her with my head between my hands looking at this small figure siting opposite me.

"You want me to get you pain killers?" she asked me with a sad frown on her face making me sad to see her like that.

"Just some water darling and your mother should be home by now", I spoke picking up my phone to check for the time as a message coming through. My eyes widen in shock seeing Norman's name on my phone screen as I open up the message.

Norma:Hi Lucia I know you may hate me by now and I'm really sorry for putting my hands on you, but I was so angry and I'm really sorry I miss you, can we talk when you have time, please I miss you.

I was so shocked I really didn't believe this, I thought she wants nothing to do with me but I'm not exactly angry at her but somehow yes I'am because we both didn't know and she shouldn't have act that way towards me. I really don't know what to do, I'm also missing her so much. So much has happened that I have forgotten about her and my work. I wonder if I still have work there.

I look at LJ pouring me some water making me smile as I look at her she is really something special she is the nicest person ever.

"Here mom", she said giving me the glass full of water as I take it from her.

"Thank you baby girl", I smiled at her drinking the water down.

"You done study? she asked me.

"yes I think that's  enough for now my baby girl and I wouldn't have done it without you helping me, thank you okay." I told her with a smile on my face.

"It's Okay mom, that's why I'm here." she said smiling at me.

She is so nice and I'm glad having her as my daughter even though she is not my biological daughter. She had help me study while I had study through the notes she make up some questions we thought they going to asked in the paper making me laugh as she tries to read. She was smart because for a fove year old she was really smart.

"You hungry?I asked her while she's busy coloring her drawings.

" Now that you asked yes I'am", she answered looking at me as she put her drawing pencil down.

"What are you coloring?" I asked her bending over the desk to look at her drawings.

She pick up her drawing book and show me the page, "this is you", she said pointing with her small white pale finger on the page making me chuckle as I look at the drawing which is me a very thin person with my black mix hair, "and this my mom", she said as I look at the person next to me with her yellow hair making me laugh at how big she had draw her mother which is not confusing because Brenda was a big build person making me blush as I think about her sexy body against mine, and this me. "she said pointing to a small drawing little girl having the same yellow hair.

There was all counts of drawing, hearts with different colors making the page more beautiful and attractive as I smile loving the background and her mind of thinking.

" Is so beautiful my baby", I told her poking her cheeks making her chuckled.

"I want one of that to hang it in my room?" I spoke.

"You can have this one", she said tearing it out of the book as she give it to me making me smile.

"Thank you", I said taking it from her while examining it again smiling at it. I'm feeling so happy seeing all the hearts all around us showing that we love each other so much.

"Come here", I spoke as I take her into my arms hugging her so hard expression my love to her.

" I love you so much." I told her as i kiss her on head.

"I love you and mommy a lot", she said.

We pulled out of the hug when I was kiss on my cheek by her off guard making me smile as  we left to get us something to eat.We close the door behind us when chrissy walk up the stairs with a smile crossed over her features seeing us.

"There you are", she spoke walking up to us and kiss LJ on the cheek smiling at her.

"I'm glad that you guys are okay", she said looking between me and LJ.

"Thank you darling, how was the paper?" I asked her when her gaze met me.

"It was nice and if you had study you will know what I mean, you ready Brenda is in her office waiting just for you." she told me smiling at me as she caressing my cheek.

"Yes but first I need get something for my baby girl to eat and then I can give that paper her mother", I spie hearing LJ choke next to me making us laugh.

"Okay then I will see you when you done love, I'm just going to get a small nap okay love you", she said kissing me on the cheek as we left.

"I also want a sister." LJ spoke as we walk down the stairs making me froze on the spot as I look at her smiling face.

"When the time is right", I told her shaking my head at this girl.

"When is the time right mommy, time is short and its now the right time. I'm bored been so alone", she spoke looking down at the ground making me Sad to see her so sad about having a sister.

"Darling." I spoke bending down to be the same level as her. I lift up her face so that she can face me, "You really want a baby sister?" I asked looking at her.

She look At me Nobbing her head with a huge smile on her face making me frown in sadness knowing that it is not possible to have a baby with me and Brenda not talking to each other.

"My baby you know that I'm still a young adult and I'm going to school when I'm done with school me and your mom will bring you so many sisters and brothers okay but darling not now okay", I told her seeing her nobbed her head making me breathe out.

"But when you done with school, I want that many brothers and sisters", she said smiling at me as I nobbed my head at her walking into the kitchen. I asked one of the house workers where both of my mothers were and if they can prepare for us something to eat.

It was shock to hear that they went out together making me just smile to know that they were getting close which I like but sad that I want to leave this house as soon as possible.

After having lunch with LJ the same house helper told me that Brenda called for me to come and write making me nervous to think I'm going to be with her. I can't stop thinking about her I just miss her and wanting to have sex with her like she has suck my flower that morning making me blush. I was so nervous my legs wobbly as I try to let them dragged me to the office where Brenda was waiting for me. My heart was beating so fast and I knew she must hear it by now.

I sight pulling my hands through my tight pony as I put the lose ones behind my ear taking few deep breaths before opening the door as I hear whispers and laughs coming out of this room making me frown in guilt and sadness. My heart start to pomp so much blood as I can't stand the view in front of me. A woman with black curly hair I don't know siting between Brenda's legs looking at me with a shy smile.I stop frozen  with my hand still on the door handle looking very shock and confused as I blink my eyes a few times trying to keep my tears away feeling a pain running down my knuckles that was still holding the door handles. Anger, jealous consumed me immediately as my hold on the door was very tight. I calmed myself as I try to relax and not fall for this, Brenda did it on purpose and I'm not letting her win and if this is the way of her showing me that's its over then fine.

I was take out of my mind hearing her call for me to take a sit seeing her gesture for me where to sit. I breathe out deep deep breaths and trying to calm my fast beating heart feeling how my hands shakes a little. I walk so fast to the place she told me and sit down not looking at them.

I can do this, I can do this I'm not weak, I'm not going to show her. "I speak myself trying to get this shakingness out if me.

"Okay so you already knows the rules of the exams, which I'm not going to Go over it with you as you can see I'm using my time to do this for you and I'm exactly busy so please miss Riet." she spoke with a huge monotonous in her voice making me sank in my sit being so emotional embarrassed by the one I thought exactly love me. Please just write you paper as long as you want, I'm Going to be right here when you need help okay." she told me as she bend down with her hands resting on the desk exposing her boods.I lift my head to look at her seeing a huge smirk on her face as a tear roll out of my eyes just hearing her chuckled.

She is really hurting me so much and I can't take it, I can't. I felt a lump in my throat feeling the pain of breathing take over as I try hard to breathe slowly breaths not letting her words get to me. I know she is angry and that it hurts her to do this to me, but I did it I'm the cause of it and I deserve everything she throws at me. My eyes was getting wet and I was so embarrassed to lift my head to look at her.She throws the paper down on my desk and told me to start. I couldn't write this paper my mind was playing jokes with me everytime I try to answer a question I hear them laugh making my heart cracked slowly and little by little.

I would glance at them every now and then feeling the warm salty water running down my face as she and this woman was into each other's arms and faces. I try to forget about what was happen around me as I try to finish up my paper as soon as possible to leave this place and never came back.