The Vampire Teacher (GirlxGirl) novel Chapter 68

I groan feeling something very heavy laying on my chest as I move my hands up feeling that it was a cold body laying on me.My head starts to hurt as I flick my eyes open seeing just darkness around me. There was hair all over my face. I push it away slowly not to wake up this person sleeping on my chest.

I move slowly and lift the person's head from my chest when my mind click that I was laying in LJ's room and that Brenda brought us to the bed.

I push her down slowly on the bed. I move to lay on my side when I was startled sewing two red glow eyes looking at me. I touch my heart that was beating fast realy not use in seeing Brenda like that.I look up to her face again still looking into the red eyes finding it strange why her eyes was red and not her beautiful blue.A  deep dark laugh coming out of her mouth as I blink my eyes trying not to feel scared by the way it sounded so evil. "you scared of me because I look like a monster? she asked making me frown in sadness as I look down to LJ.

"I'm sorry." I told her looking at her.It was very dark in the room making it impossible for me to see her face expression but surely I could see her glowing eyes through the darkness.

"Why you sorry you all ready did told me how you feel about me and now you sorry, didn't you thought about that huh? she asked standing up from the bed and throw her self on the couch.I really wasn't in the mood for her. I look around trying to find the clock to see what time it was. It should be still late but why was Brenda awake I asked myself.

"Brenda please", I said siting up straight to see LJ's tablet to make some light.

"What Lucia huh tell me, exactly why were you angry is it because I fight Norma or is it because you didn't like it when we had fight?"

I sight and exhale before I could answer her "Because you guys fight" , I told her.

"And you think I must believe that, tell me isn't because you two love each other because I saw her message on your phone you going to forgive her instead of me who is your mate."I was fucking protecting you from her damnit Lucia She could have kill you, do you know how strong we are and that you humans are fragile we must be so careful around you guys just Norma's hold on your throat she could have easily rip it off that's how easy it its to hurt you because you fragile!.

I can't believe she really thought that about me and Norma no she can't why does she makes things so worse why couldn't she just accept that I have made a mistake and move on. I don't care anymore if she doesn't want me anymore it's fine really but why make things worse.

"So you went through my phone and now you accuse me of having an affair with my sister because that's what's she is to me and she was always just a friend." I try hard not cry to think about her words as I breathe in and out, Brenda please if you are busy doing things like in cheating, keep me out of it because I'm not going to let you humiliate me like that." I told her.

She get off from the couch and walk back and forth running her hands through her hair while I bit my lip loving it when she does that."I didn't mean to go through your phone but I just couldn't understand what's wrong with you and now everyone thinks I'm at fault here", she said sighting and sit back on the couch with her head in her hands making me sad as  a tear drop down my cheek.

"It's not truth Brenda , you give them that reason to think that." my voice softened as I stand up to go and switch on the light in the room making my eyes hurt by the Change of the room.

"You the only one not forgiving me and that lady you brought here. So tell me what was that, you two all over each other faces tell me aren't you giving them the reason to think that?

"You push me to do that." , she shouted making me flince as she walk up to me.

Tell me didn't you told me to leave you alone so that's what I did."she said.

"Did I tell you to go and run to every skirt you see, tell me and now you tell me I'm cheating, fuck you Brenda you not going to accused me about cheating just to get your way. Why just reject me and let me live with the pain which I'm already feeling.! I shouted when she as we stand face to face.

She freez when I was done telling her my point of view as she look at me not blinking one eye making me feel confuse by her stare. She don't even move a muscles. A tear roll down her face making me gaspe seeing her like that, my heart crash to see her like that. I didn't mean to make her cry as the guilt of calling her a monster and now I tell her to reject me making the pain to came back.She walk closer up to me saying nothing. I back away from her with tears running down my face as tears seem to run out of hers too. I freez when my back hit the wall as my eyes never left Brenda's. She did it again running her hand through her blond hair seeing her build muscles making me bit my lip to keep the sobs in.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to push you to this point where you feel to be rejected." she spoke crying.

My mouth fell open as I blink my eyes few times trying to recall her words. Did she really just told me she is sorry. I look at her with a confused expression not believing it.

"Lucia! I didn't know what to say. My mind drift back to her and that lady kissing and holding each other in my presence. Did she really think of me that moment that when she said how she miss her, did she think about me at the time. I couldn't think straight my head was spinning and my heart start to beat fast just thinking of what more they could have done the moment I left the room. Its hurts, I couldn't take this out of my mind just thinking of her having sex with that woman having her tongue run down that woman's tights, her lips kissing her and her fingers that was supposed to make me feel pleasures making me scream, she was doing just all that with that lady and tell me she is sorry. I couldn't take it anymore, the pain, just to think about that, all the things they did together my chest was tightening my heart was beating very fast. I couldn't control the tears that was running out of my eyes the pain that runs through my head, body everything it was hurtfull.

My eyes met hers as I couldn't hear her speak nor say a thing but I know she was saying something as I see her mouth moves.I couldn't breathe my throat was hurting very much as I try hard to breathe in and out but something feel like it was stabbed hard through my heart blocking my lungs to get some oxygen.

"Mommy Lucia." i heard LJ's sleepy voice she should have heard my cries as I try to move my head towards her holding onto my chest and throat.

"Lucia ple.. ase look at me", I heard Brenda's panic voice. As I felt her hands on my face as she hold my face to look at her. I couldn't look at her because everything just floating back and the way she use to smile having that woman in her arms. I close my eyes trying to breath but I couldn't my legs give in as I felt weak into her arms hearing a panic LJ's telling me not to do this to her.

"What did you do? I heard LJ asked her mother making me flince by how she had asked her mother with so much authority running down her voice. I try to rearch out my hand to touch LJ but I couldn't take my hand from my throat as I try hard just to touch my baby girl, the flashes of seeing Brenda with that woman keep flashing down in my head.

LJ took my hand in hers seeing that I wanted to hold her as she kiss it and caressing it, "we need to get her to hosipal",Brenda said.

I didn't know what happened but I couldn't hold my eyes open. I try so hard to breathe just for the sake of LJ. I felt a cold gust of wind knowing that brenda is using one of her strength.

"Mommy please you promise to bring me a sister", was the last I heard from LJ as the darkness took me over.