The Vampire Teacher (GirlxGirl) novel Chapter 103

Chrissy POV

"But why can't I came with you guys Im going to be bored and alone." I whine pouting at Jacky who is busy getting ready in front of the mirror.

"Babe please, don't be like that it's just us and we do it exactly for Joan. Go check on Lucia or LJ."She told me.

" That's not fair but what if  you stay with me? I asked walking up to her and put my hands around waits kissing down on her shoulder.

"You know I can't, we haven't been out lately as friends and we need it and now is a good time to go out together. Lucia needs you now." she spoke turning around and peck me on my lips.

"Who says she needs me ever since she changed she don't care about me." I spoke feeling sad to think about her. I really miss her missing our times tog. Maybe I should check on her she was crying the hole day in her room both she and LJ. LJ didn't even left her room today but how could Lucia what happened to her.

I still can believe that my friend is pregnant her hole life an our dreams is crashed just like that and now she is using drugs. I know what Joan did hurt her like hell she love LJ so much and now that she can see her mush have been very hard for her because she is like Lucia own child. I think this is for the best maybe she will stop with this drugs of her. How couldn't I saw that something was wrong with her its because she always push me away.

"Chrissy. "I heard someone call for me but I just couldn't stop thinking why she lost it and went to do drugs.

" Chris."

I was shaking by someone as I look up into the most beautiful blue eyes looking at me with so much love." Are you fine? She asked looking worried at me.

" Uh, I fine really, are you leaving now? I asked her looking at her.

"Yes I'm fine, but you don't look so okay. I can stay if you don't want me to go." she said kissing me.

"No no no, I was just thinking about Lucia that's all I'm fine, please go and have fine I will go and check on her." I told her.

"Okay then but please call me when something came up okay everything." she said looking at me seriously.

"Yes babe I promise." I said and peck her on her lips.

"Love you." she said and walk out of the room leaving me alone to think.

I sight and walk out of the room to my vampire sister wonder what she's up too. Im also consider to be turn but I'm so confused about everything. I stop at Lucia door hearing some sniffles and noises in the room as I knock on the door feeling so scared about out come. Since Lucia was found she is the way she is now different but i understand what she being through. She was brutally attack by Joan brother and that stupid man who is just gone like in vanished.

I knock again but there was no answer nothing and the noise suddenly stops. I open the door walking into the room and switch on the light but no one was here in the room. The room was a mess, clothes was fold nicely on the bed as I look around seeing a broom standing at the door of the walking in bathroom.

"Lucia! I call out walking to balcony when I saw a shadow down here.

" In here. "I heard her soft voice following it to the balcony where I found her dusting of the railings.

" What you doing? I asked looking at her.

She turn to look at me with a smile on her face making my jaw drop to see her smile." cleaning. "she said happily.

" But why are you doing it? I asked feeling so much joy in my heart. I wish someone could see how happy I was to see her like this . I didn't know what went through me as I run into her arms hugging her and crying as I hold tightly on her.

I felt her tens up but I know she was surprised and I'm  glad so glad. I couldn't stop my cries feeling her hug me back just as tightly. "I'm happy to have you back, you don't know how much I miss you. "I told her.

She caressing my back holding me close to her  "I'm sorry for everything." she said kissing me down on my head.

"It's okay," I said looking at he beautiful face holding it tight in my hands smiling down at her still with tears in my eyes.

" You can stop crying now babe, please I hope you will forgive me for everything I put  you guys through but is just so hard. "she said when tears fall out her eyes as she falls down to the ground crying as I bend down and hold her in my arms.

"It's okay it's okay now, but you should have told us you should have talk to me. You know when I lost my parents you was the one to help me through all the pain. I couldn't forget I couldn't stop seeing how they were killed in front me I just couldn't but you stick by my side no matter what.

"Please talk to me, tell me what bothers you. I'm here for you you can't hold everything inside you should talk out and it will make feel better." I told her.

"I'm trying chrissy and Brenda wasn't even here to help me get thr..ough everything she should have been here with me and I'm sorry for doing drugs. I didn't thought about anyone and everything at the moment not even about this child I'm caring. I don't think of keeping it how could I. How will I look at it when she is born knowing how she was con..ce..iv..ed it will always rem..inded me of what I have been through and I can't take it its so har..d and it hu..r.ts." she told me crying.

I know I couldn't say anything at the moment as I just listened to her to get everything off her chest. It was hard to know what she went through and looking at her and seeing her so broken breaks my heart. I took her cold hands in mine shivering. It's so strange everytime I touch her I wouldn't receive that warmness of her touch but this coldness. She is not my Lucia she is now a vampire but I still love her so much.

"I can't forget Chris's it just doesn't wanna go away it's like they follow me where I go, where I turn its there. I see him I see Jerome." she said through greet teeth seeing her eyes flash red making me flinched but she just holds my hands tightly.

She felt me tens up as she look at me with concern and a worried face. " I'm sorry." she said wiping her tears." I'm sorry for making you feel so uncomfortable." she told me.

" What,  o no its fine is just im not use to the fact that you a vampire now. "I laugh at her seeing her smile and wipes her face.

" You live with a house full of vampires but you still not use to it." She ask and wiping off her track pant looking at me.

"No no not that." I spoke.

"What then? she asked but I couldn't answer her.

" Is it because I'm one?she asked smiling at me.

"Kind off." I responded.

"I understand you. "she said smiling af me but you will get use to it I'm still your sister she told me shoving a duster to me. Come on help me this room won't get clean on it own she said happily.

"Lucia! I called out for her.

" Yes babe. "she answered looking at me with furrow brows.

" I love you and I'm sorry for everything you have been through. "I told her.