Why did she " Divorce Me " novel Chapter 44

Varun's Pov.:-

I reached to my parents house at next morning .. my head is hurting very badly due to too much consume of alcohol at previous night .

I came inside the house and went to my room ... I got ready in my office outfit and came down to have breakfast .

" Good morning everyone " I greet them ... And kissed my sister's head ...

She is four month pregnant now , .. and her bump is showing now .

I set on my place to have my food ... Although I don't have appetite but still I am  having food so that , I can sit with my family for these 15-20 minutes ..

" Ohhhh my ... It's Amoli right !? " My mother said .. looking at a picture in news paper .

I stopped.. for a minutes and went in flashback .. how beautiful she was looking yesterday .. although she didn't spare me single glance like she spared everyone with smile and respect.

I know I don't deserve it from her as I know my place ..

Maa showed it to others ... And I also looked at it .. with the headlines ... ' Miss. Amoli Anand ex-wife of known businessman Mr. Varun Arora , spotted in business award function with her date Mr. Grayson Wright ' .

There is her pic only as Grayson don't like his pictures to publish on news papers so , his picture is not on it ...

" Yes it's her .. she is back in her house .. " I said ..

" Okay than I want to meet her .. we all are going to her house .. " mother said ..

" Okay ... Kashvi do you also wanna go with mother ? " I asked her .. she nods her head in yes and I sighed in relief .

" Okay today your doctor is coming for your check up .. " I said her and she nod her head .

She was never like this before .. she had  never  given small replies .. she was a talker machine .. but now she only says one or two words ... All day quite . No smile nothing just an robot .

I sighed and everyone got ready to go amoli's house .. I also want to see her but I stopped myself because she hates me ..

And her this hate towards me is killing me but at the same time my good side says that I deserve it ..

Doctor came to check kashvi .. I was escorting her to Kashvi's room when she suddenly asked me " who is she to you ? "

" Who ? " I asked to which she motioned her finger towards my left at amoli's pictures ... Her these pictures are our engagement's .

" She is my wife ... Hmm .. I mean ex-wife " .. I said ..

" Ohhhh " she mouthed this ohhhh sound ... To make me confused do she know her ? 

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She left house after checking kashvi ...

Everyone went to amoli's house to meet her and I am the only one who is in this big house all alone .

To kill my time I went to library .. as my mind is running in amoli's thoughts .. and what that doctor has told me about her ...

After listening that doctor's words my blood boiled and I wanted to break something hard .. either my head or amoli's ..

How could she do this ? .. she faced this much alone and didn't tell me ..

I would have saved her .. but no she took other path .. she ran away after handing me divorce papers .

I will get her back .. either by hook or crook because she won't going to marry me again by her will .

' but don't you think it's wrong and she will hate you more ' my inner self said ..

' right but I can't live without her .. ' I said to myself pulling my hairs ..

I picked out any book in my hand and it was story of beauty and beast ...

I read it and .. soon I felt hungry , so I went to kitchen and had my lunch in all silence .. this silence is making me insane .. I am feeling suffocating here ..

I just want to cry ... So I cried and cried ... *Weeping* ..

My phone ringed ..

" Hello " I answered my phone .

" Hello bhai .. we are not coming today .. we are staying at amoli's house .. okay bye " Kabir said and cut the call after hearing my reply ' okay take care ' .

I layed on my bed to look at amoli's pictures ...

I again remembered how was our first meet .. she was always a kind woman .. but I was a fool to see her ..

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Soon it's evening time and .. Parth and Wright's brothers came to my house .. as decided

They settled themselves comfortably in living room and talked , I gave them privacy to talk .

I came out through back door in garden where I have planted lot of flower plants because every beautiful thing remind me about her ..

And these flowers plants remind me about her body fragrance and her pure nature ..

She is as beautiful as this beautiful nature .

Smile came to my face but it disappeared with a thought ' I am her life ruiner .. I don't deserve her .. she was right that I have ruined her beyond repair . '

I made a quick call and planned a gift for Amoli .. it will make her happy .. why I planned gift for her .. because I want to see smile on her face because of me ..

I am not doing this to bribe her .. like making happy with gift and gain her thrust through it and I couldn't gain anything from her by giving her gift because she not some gold digger ...

It just for her ... 

We all had our dinner while me hearing them .. Parth is telling them how he is handling all tantrums of rooh's pregnancy .

I chuckled but got upset when I thought about amoli's pregnancy ..

Only if he have behaved humanly with her .. and given her respect to with our marriage .. than maybe she will be with me today with our baby ...

Again my mind run its imagination where I am seating playing with my baby and Amoli is scolding us for making mess in cleaned room ...

' hold your imagination ' my inner voiced mocked me .. stealing away smile from my face .

I am sad while happiness is around me but still I can't be happy because my happiness is my wife .. and I am soreness in her eyes .

Soon they bid bye and went to their house ...

I went to my room .. but when I closed my eyes ... Amoli's shouting , her crying all the things came rushing infront of my eyes to scared the soul out of me ..

I sighed and took my sleeping pills .. they are the only way to make me sleep and other is alcohol ...

Both are not good for health ..

Soon .. I lost in deep sleep ..

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' dada ' .. I heard a little child's voice ..

' dada ' this time I felt slap on my face and wait over my body ..

I opened my eyes to see beautiful blue eyes like me ..

' dada ' she again said ... Aww my baby .. she is saying dada in her cute baby voice .

' my baby ' I said and was about to kiss her  forehead but someone pulled her away from me ..

I ran behind my daughter who is going away from me .. by a person who I am unable to see ..

' no please live my child .. please give me back my child .. please ' I said while running ..

I saw Amoli in my way I went to her .. she is in tears .. she is crying ..

' we will find her .. ' I said to her but she slapped me saying ' no we couldn't find her anymore .. because she is not anymore .. she died all because of you .. you are a murderer .. you kill my child .. '

' No '

' No '

' No '

' I am not a murderer .. I didn't kill my child.. no I am not a ... ' ..

* Panting *

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I calmed my uneven heartbeats ... My body is all sweaty ...

That was one of the most horrible terrifying bad dream .

I looked at the time it's 5 in the morning .. I got up and did my workout ..

" Hello maverick .. I want a favour from you .. " I said over my phone .

" Hello to you too , yup tell me what do you want ? " He said from the other side of phone ..

" Can you .. can you ask Amoli for a lunch .. actually I want to have some words with her but as you know she is my ex-wife and our relationship was not in good terms .

So, she won't come if I call her .. that why I need your help " I said ...

" But dude she will kill me if she got to know your plan and me being involved in it .. sorry man I can't help you in it " he said ..

" Stop being coward .. can't you get some punches for me ... " I teased him ..

" Hahaha .. very funny .. have you seen her those big scary eyes .. they hold power to kill a person itself by one look " he said ..

" Please dude please man help me .. please " I literally begged him   

" Okay okay " he said .. and said " finally " .

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I arrived at the given address to see , she is seating alone waiting for maverick and he is not going to come as planed .

Restaurant is booked my me and it's all silent and only we both are here ... With complete privacy .

Hearing my steps she looked at me .. first she became shocked but composed herself in snap of seconds to show me her emotionless face .

I placed her smile which she kicked away with her attitude and didn't care to returned it back .

She looked around for her person for who she came here ..

I smiled at her innocent nature .. I took seat at her table .. to make her raised her eyebrows at me in questioning .

" Leave this table before I make you " Amoli said to me with hard glare and pointing her index finger to me in warning way ...

I hold her finger and pulled her hand through it to move it near my lips .... I kissed it and said " no greetings nothing .. huh ... Directly started to scold your husband huh .. "

She pulled her hand away from me and slapped me enough hard to eco it's sound in whole pin drop silent restaurant .

Although it hurt but I moved my face back at her with smile ... She looked at me with disgust and she cleaned her back of hand with napkin with unpleasant face .

" Stupid still living in his imagination .. your husband .. huh .. husband my foot .. ex-husband .. it's ex-husband .. can't he get it " she mumbled .. with puffed face ..

I couldn't hold myself but laughed at her cuteness ... I moved towards her to make her move back with frowned angry face ...

I pinched her cheeks and said " you know you looks cute when you do such childish things " ...

She again pushed me and moved her hand to slap me but she didn't slapped me .. she stop her hand in mid way .. she huffed and said " what do you want and how you got to know that I am here ...

Don't tell me you're spying me ? "

I chuckled at her red face ... " No love I am not spying you ... But truth is that you are the one who is spying me "

" What ... I am .. I am spying you .. look at yourself Mr. .. when did I spy you " she said putting her hands on table an banged it with answer demanding way .

" Yes you're spying me ... You always comes in my dream .. don't you think it's bad .. Amoli .. after saying that ' don't show me your face ' to me ,  .. you yourself came in my dreams .. very bad love very bad ... " I said to make her eyes go in more big and round in shock with my flirting way .

" God ... You know what this cute cute innocent act didn't suits you okay .. so , stop it and I am not your love dove ... Don't tell me you're have become deaf now " she said with red angry face ...

God I affect her and way to hard I think ..

" So , you found my this act cute and innocent huh " I said with raised eyebrows with intimidating look ...

She cleared her throat and said with hard face " what do you want ? "

" I want to talk with you and wanted to give it to you " I said ...

" Well as we both know we are talking and about your gift .. I don't think I need any gift special from you " she said with anger dripping voice to clenched my heart in pain .

" I know .. hmmm... But at least you can look at it first then you can decide that you want it or not " I said and she stated to think ..

" Okay " she said ...

I gave her , her gift ... She opened it ... And read the papers ...

" Are you serious.. is it really for me .. " she asked me with surprised face ..

I nod my head as yes " it's for you .. I know I can't bring back our child to you .. but I can give you this .. this child orphanage is on your name now .. all the children in this life house is yours .. " I said to her and she nods her head in happiness ..

" If you think Varun , by giving me this gift and playing with my emotions you can win my heart than let me tell you you are .. although .. I don't want to accept it but I think if I didn't accept it then .. these children will live under your shadow and maybe they will become like you .. " she said all these words to me rudely ..

Her these words really bring tears in my eyes .. I know that I have done wrong to her but it doesn't mean that I will do wrong to those innocent kids ..

I didn't said to her and out her head low and closed my eyes .. where I saw her smiling face .. when she is playing with Vahini .. her smiling face at our engagement function dancing with her family.

Suddenly she got up from her seat and said " let's go I want to meet them all " ..

I nod my head and went with her to see ' life house ' which is child orphanage house .. I was its owner before but now I named it on amoli's name ..

I introduced her to the staffs who work there in life house ..

Amoli played with kids , she showered her mother love on all the kids .. she made calls to some people's and soon three vans come at there to delivered toys , sweets and clothes for kids .

" Okay you can go now .. I am saying here for today .. " Amoli said to me with irritating face .. making my heart break in pain ..

Because I don't want to leave her , I want to be with her but she is pushing me away from her ..

My face turned low in sadness ..

I deserves it ..

" What are you looking at me like this Varun .. please leave from here .. don't stick with me all time .. because your presence makes me puke over our this irritating face ..

So , before I kick your this pretty ass .. go " she literally shout on me and disrespect me infront of all staff members but it didn't affect me ..

Her words has affect me .. beyond my knowledge.

I turned to go but one hand stopped me .. and it's none other than Amoli .

" All though I am still hurt and hates you but thank you for this Varun .. " her these words gives some peace to my heart as she said all this to me with her genuine smiling face.

I nod my head and went out from there without turning back because it really hard to go away from her for me and if I looked back at her than I might do something to her which I shouldn't .

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Amoli's Pov.:-

I did my dinner with all these kids , they are so adorable ..

Some kids are in their teenage, some are in 7,8 year old .. only two kids are small one is 2 years old and one is two weeks little infant girl ...

She is beautiful .. I have decided to adopt her , but for that I need to be financially strong and I need a house .. which I can call as mine .

I have thought name for her which I had thought for my baby ..

Soon I slept with little girl beside me ..

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It's morning and I am going back to my parents house as they are calling me without any brake ..

I had met Varun's parents day before yesterday .. they were sorry for Varun's deeds and for their carelessness .. and my parents are calling me to come early so that , I can meet before they leave for their house .

I said bye to everyone and took my new baby with me .. don't be surprised .. I have adopted her today itself ..  how then it's a game of money simple.

I start my car after putting my baby at her baby trolley and locked her seat with seatbelt properly and drove to my parents house ..

Soon I arrived and before arriving at house I had called my mother to said to her to come with Arti .. and she stood there with shocked filled face with Arti in hands as she saw little baby in my hand ..

I waved my one hand infront of her eyes as other hand is carrying baby ..

Maa absent mindly did my and my baby's Arti and then put god luck and good wishes red dot on my and my baby's forehead.

After stepping inside my house .. "maa and everyone .. meet my daughter  Quasar " I said to everyone and first they gasped but when they saw seriousness on my face .. then they all understood that I am very serious .

Everyone shared looks and talked eyes to eyes ..

" Congrats bhabhi " kashvi said to me and hugged me ..but i felt her stomach touching me or we can say poking over my stomach ..

It made me confused .. all though I thanked her and after her everyone congratulate me for becoming mother .. I tell them everything from Varun gifting me to how I adopted her ..

For a while everyone got scared that I meet Varun alone .. but I ensured them that now he even can't touched my single hair as I am confident strong woman not any lamp whom he can eat like a lion  ...

They sighed in relief but parents will be parents they fight with Varun's family members saying that ' they should stop Varun to meet me and follow me around as they can't trust him with me ..

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He can do anything as he is well famous in hurting me .. it doesn't matters that I am not anymore his wife but still he is same as he was before .. '

There fight put brake when suddenly kashvi lost her consciousness ..

Her whole family became shocked so as me and my family and afraid when they saw her shaking ..

I quickly called doctor for primary treatment soon in two three minutes one doctor came who is our village's doctor .. she give some injections to kashvi to calmed her body .. and pulled out her from her panic state ..

Her mother told me everything about her and she is pregnant ..

Here I used to thought that I am only one who face a abused but no .. what kashvi faced is beyond my imagination ..

But she is strong that she survived .. after all this and she is fighting for it ..

I am feeling bad for her .. and I literally want to kill that bastard whoever has done this to her .. but the poor thing is that she herself don't know anything about that man ..

We took her to hospital and make sure .. no one will got to know her ..

" Where is she ? " I heard a shout and panting of a man ..

And here stood non other than Kashvi's elder brother .. Varun himself .

He is in his lower shorts with loose t-shirt ..

Kabir narrate him everything .. from fight to admitting kashvi in hospital .

His nose flared in anger and he punched his hand over wall .. he mumbled some curses .. but they are not audible for me ..

He came to my parents and said .. " I am sorry .. I am sincerely apologising to you all .. specially to you Amoli became I am your culprit , I am sorry for what I had done to you .. and to your family . I had cheat you all with my lie words or faking promises that I will take a good care of her but instead of treating her well I abused her ..

And I am guilty for my sins .. please forgive me and my family is not responsible for what I had done to her .. so please don't blame them for my deeds ..

And if you are worried that I will hurt her or I will ruin her life again so , don't worry .. I gave you my words that I won't do such things to her never ever .. 

Once again I am sorry .. " he said and went to meet kashvi .. he talked with her for good 15-20 minutes then he left from there without saying anything to anyone .. and without stealing glances of my face ...

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