You Kissed My Soul novel Chapter 48

Dylan Pov

I could hear my heartbeat rising as I placed soft kisses on her neck. I bit down on her skin slowly and teasingly wanting her to enjoy it but she wanted nothing but to get me off her. She kept on struggling beneath me while I kept on tightening my hold onto her keeping her on place. I kept placing soft kisses on her skin and tried to find the perfect place where I could put the mark on her. Finally, when I found the place I sucked on her skin and felt her tremble under me.

“Dylan please stop! I don’t want to do this. Not right now” she cried and wiggled her hands trying to get it free.

“It won’t take long” I said as I prepared myself to puncture her skin with mine teeth.

“Stop! Please” she cried and I stopped when I heard what she told me the next “I don’t know about the future but if you do this, you are going to lose me forever” my head shot up to look at her.

“Do you know what you are doing?” She asked

“It’s called being selfish. You are only thinking about yourself right now. What about me? What about me Dylan?” She sobbed

“You are running away from the truth. Why are you even believing upon that vision?” She said and suddenly I could see her fear subsiding and it was replaced by anger. Her anger flickered on her eyes and I heard my wolf sighing.

“When I told you I want to stay than it means I want to stay and I am not going anywhere. When I said that I genuinely and honestly meant it” she said and closed her eyes taking deep breaths and opened it back and said “Do you really think that our mating can change everything?”

“Do you really think that nothing would happen to me if you do this to me?”

“Fine! Give me hundred percent assurance that nothing will happen to me and I promise you that I will give you permission to do whatever you want to do with me” she challenged me with rage filled in her eyes.

“Give me assurance” she said with determination filled in her voice.

“She is right!” Black spoke for the first time interfering our conversation.

“She is hurt” he whispered and lowered his ears down feeling guilty.

I glanced down at Aderyn. As much as she looked angry upon me I realized that she was sad and hurt at the same time because of my action.

“As much as I want to mate her I don’t want to not at the cost of hurting her” he said and I found myself losing my hold on Aderyn.

I sighed as I felt my teeth going back to its normal size. Regret washed over me thinking about the way I treated her. My eyes began to get watery and before she could see my eyes, I put my head on her chest and heard her weeping finally losing it.

“I am sorry” I whispered.

“My intention was not to hurt you” I said feeling guilty.

“I am sorry” I said with a hoarse voice and soon I felt her wrapping her hand around my head.

“I never wanted to hurt you” I said and she whispered back “I know.”

“Forgive me” I said and felt her stroking my hair.

“I don’t want to lose you” I said truly.

“You will not lose me” she said and I felt her breathing coming out in shorts. I realized it was probably because of my weight. I got off her just enough to let her breathe properly but kept my head on her chest and wrapped my arms around her waist not wanting to let go.

“Promise me that you will never leave me” suddenly my voice came out in a plead.

“Dylan I-”

“No! I don’t want to hear anything. Promise me that you will never leave me” I said stubbornly tightening my hold on her.

“I promise you that I will never leave you” she said and all of a sudden I felt as if a weight was put off my shoulder.

“Did I hurt you somewhere? I mean physically?” I asked recalling shoving her against the wall.

“No you didn’t” she said and I felt little relieved.

We kept quiet for sometime I felt my hand on her bare skin. Then only I recognized what really happened. I averted my gaze downwards and saw it.

She was in her bra and as I was lying on her chest I could get a clear view of her cleavage.

“I used to think that you were flat chested” I muttered to myself.

“What?” she heard me

“But you are not” I said and smirked when I heard her gasp.

“You pervert! Get off me” suddenly she began to struggle against me as she tried to push me away.

“Dylan! Let go” she yelled.

“No!” I exclaimed.

“What no? Get off now! And don’t forget that you just tore my shirt away. It was your fault that I am like this now. Bare!” she pushed me hard on my chest.

“I don’t have any regrets on that” I told her smirking when I heard her muttering something like ‘pervert’ to me.

“Get off!” she snapped.

“No! Why would I? I am enjoying the view here.”

“Urg! Fine! Do whatever you want” she struggled for some more minute but eventually gave up.

“I love you” I blurted out all of a sudden.

I heard her heart beat growing and her breath coming out in shorts.

“And I regret confessing to you at a time like that” I said as I recalled the time when I confessed her.

“Do you feel anything for me?” suddenly I grew curious wanting to know about her feelings.

I hovered over her and balanced my weight on my elbow as I looked into her eyes.

“Why are you asking this all of a sudden?” she stuttered a bit and I could feel her getting nervous all of a sudden.

“Just want to know” I said

She stared up at me and then lowered her gaze. I felt her fingers playing with the hem of my shirt.

“So you don’t even feel anything for me” I said feeling little low about it.

“No!” she exclaimed.

“I mean I do feel something for you” she told me and a smile formed on my lips.

“What do you feel?” I asked curious to know.

“I umm every time you touch me I feel all these tingles in my body. Every time you look at me I feel my heart fluttering, my breaths coming out in shorts, and every time I am in your arms” she paused while she looked up right in my eyes.

“I feel safe and protected. And I think I like you” she said softly and I could no longer stop myself from smiling.

“I guess I have to hope for little steps from your side” I lowered my head and placed a kiss on her neck.

“Can I ask you something?”

“Hmm?” she hummed.

I began to trail my finger on her neck and placed my hand on there.

“Can I mark you?” I asked which made her look at me with confusion.

“I just want to keep you safe” I said and heard her fastening heart beat.

“I promise I won’t hurt you or cross my limit” I said with hope filled in my voice.

She kept staring at me for some minutes not uttering a word.

“It’s okay. Relax!” I said smiling down at her.

“You don’t need to if you don’t want to. I can wait” I said and tried to get off her but stopped when she put her hand on mine that was previously on her neck.

She got hold of her hand and took it to her face and leaned against it closing her eyes.

“You may” she whispered.

Her words immediately brought back smile on to my face.

“I promise you won’t regret” I said as I lowered myself and captured her soft lips into a passionate kiss.

Immediately she wrapped her arm around my neck pulling me down to her. I kissed her lower lips first and then her upper lips. I licked her lips asking for entrance and fortunately she after much reluctance she gave me entrance. I invaded her mouth and we fought for dominance which I won easily.

Then I began to place kisses all over her face making her giggle. I loved hearing her giggle. She was enjoying and was being comfortable to what I did. It was all that I needed for her to be comfortable around me.

I trailed down to her neck and began to suck every part of her skin. I heard her moaning and it was enough to ignite the flame inside me. I began to grow my pace of kissing and sucking her. I found my wolf pacing around in my mind. He seemed excited.

“Just do it already” she groaned.

As my teeth elongated into canines and I felt a part of my body being controlled by my beast, I looked down at her and saw the fear in her eyes.

“The pain won’t last longer” I said assuring her and she looked up giving me a small nod.

I lowered my head and bit down on her skin. When I found the spot for my mark, I kissed it and with one swift movement punctured her skin.

She screamed out of pain and dug her nails on my arms. I dug more inside of her skin while she screamed and winced because of the growing pain. Her nails dug inside my skin through my shirt fabric and I could feel blood oozing out of it.

The blood taste in my mouth didn’t last longer as I began to start the process to mark her. Soon I could feel her pain subsiding and I heard her moaning.

Then I felt it.

Her emotions flooding into my body as I began to feel each and every emotions that was growing inside her.

Most importantly I began to hear what she was thinking. And she was thinking “Do I love Dylan?”