You Owe Me, My Love novel Chapter 137

“Doctor Fu, her heart’s beating,” Said a nurse, pointing to the machine.

Su Xuyan held Bai Rong’s hand agitatedly and kissed her deeply. Warm tears rolled down his cheek and landed onto the back of Bai Rong’s palm.

“Rong, as long as you survive… As long as you survive.” Said Su Xuyan as he choked up.

These words were meant for himself.

He gazed at Bai Rong’s pale face wistfully. She was pretty even when she was asleep.

Her beauty was so exquisite and… unique.

Bai Rong was awakened by the sharp and burning pain on her wrist. She opened her eyes and her gaze as still as a motionless lake.

The first thing she saw was the white ceiling.

The smell of antiseptic wafted through her nose.

She knew where this was too well.

She did not feel any pain when she died.

However, when she woke up, her heart and her wrist hurt.

There was a saying from Buddha: To transcend from the mortal world, one needed to repay one’s debts and mistakes first.

Did she commit too many mistakes in her previous life, such that she could not pay them off in this life?

“Rong, you’re awake! Are you hungry? I’ll ask someone to buy your favorite osmanthus cake and century egg congee.” Said Su Xuyan with a smile.

Bai Rong’s indifferent gaze swept towards Su Xuyan and she was unusually calm. “You… shouldn’t have sent me to the hospital.”

Su Xuyan’s eyes reddened as fear surged through them.

He was afraid that she was determined to die.

Although the hospital could rescue a severely sick patient, it could not save those who were set on dying.

“Have you forgotten about your child?” Asked Su Xuyan as he sobbed.

“The person I want to forget the most is myself.” Bai Rong gazed at the window.

The sky had already darkened. Nothing outside the window was discernible except for darkness.

“Your child might be suffering now! Don’t you want to rescue him?” Su Xuyan asked worriedly.

Bai Rong remained expressionless.

He was scared that she would not be emotionally affected at all. He turned around and walked towards Bai Rong. He grabbed a chair and sat in front of her bed.

“Rong, I promise that I’ll definitely help you find your child. I don’t need you to marry me. I just need you to be happy. I’m saying this sincerely. If I ever force you to do anything again, I deserve to die.”

“Even with your abilities, you still can’t find my child after such a long time. He’s probably dead, right?” Asked Bai Rong with cold rationality.

“No, the child’s not dead yet. I’ve already made some headway. When you gave birth to your child in K City, those people came prepared. It was not a sudden crime. I suspect that it has something to do with Gu Mingchen,” Su Xuyan said in a deep voice.

“He doesn’t know that the child exists.” Replied Bai Rong.

“I discovered that he had been drugged by the terrorist organization. Coincidentally, he ran into you, who was escaping like him. So, he forcibly had sex with you.”

“When you fainted, he fainted as well. The critical part is who brought him away after he fainted. The person who took him away knew his relationship with you. Could it be that the person has been constantly keeping an eye on you?” Su Xuyan hypothesized.

Bai Rong lowered her eyes, her long eyelashes covering them.

So, Gu Mingchen only forcibly had sex with her because he was drugged.

“Since the person saved Gu Mingchen, he or she would treat his son well. On the other hand, the person would not treat me nicely. This might be a good thing for my child.” Replied Bai Rong lightly.

“Don’t you want to watch your child grow up?” Asked Su Xuyan as his brows knitted together.

The corners of Bai Rong’s lips lifted into a smile and her gaze landed on Su Xuyan’s face.

“There’re lots of things that did not go the way I wanted them to. With Gu Mingchen losing his memories, no one would know who the person who took him away was. Even if we know, do you think Gu Mingchen’s parents would entrust the child to me? It’s just another stab onto my heart.” Her calm tone made it seem like she was not talking about herself.

“I’ll help you get your child back.” Said Su Xuyan sincerely.

“Every favor needs to be repaid. What do you want from me after helping me?” Asked Bai Rong shrewdly, not trusting Su Xuyan at all.

“I don’t need anything! I love you, Bai Rong. I really fell in love with you.” Su Xuyan sobbed.

“Go out. I need to rest for a while.” Bai Rong closed her eyes, looking extremely detached from everything else.

Su Xuyan did not dare to leave.

He was afraid that Bai Rong would do something foolish once he left.

He called someone and ordered them to buy osmanthus cake and century egg congee.

However, Bai Rong did not eat anything.

He called Liu Yan again.

He hoped that Liu Yan could convince Bai Rong.

After hearing about how Bai Rong tried to commit suicide, Liu Yan rushed over.

She saw Bai Rong, who was lying on the hospital bed.

Her left wrist was wrapped in bandages and the IV bag hung over her right hand.

Liu Yan’s eyes immediately reddened and tears gushed out.

“Rong, why did you do this? What would happen to me if you die?” Liu Yan walked in weeping.

When Bai Rong opened her eyes and looked at Liu Yan, her eyes became much gentler.

If there was something left in this world that she would not bear to part with, it was Liu Yan.

“I’m sorry.” Bai Rong whispered .

Liu Yan sprawled on the bed and started wailing.

Su Xuyan exited the room. However, he did not dare to leave. He just leaned against the wall.

The incoming call was already the twelfth call from Xing Jinnian. He did not want to pick it up, so he hung up directly.

“Rong, you can’t leave me just like that.” Liu Yan begged. “You’re my best friend.”

Bai Rong looked at Liu Yan steadily as she wiped away Liu Yan’s tears.

Liu Yan was still crying as she pleaded, “Don’t do anything stupid in the future, okay?”

Bai Rong remained silent.

Liu Yan grabbed Bai Rong’s icy-cold hands.

If she did not reply, it meant that she had not promised yet.

“Rong, you won’t have anything after you die. It’s a pitch-black world there. There are no people, no light, no water and no friends. It’s freezing cold there. Don’t die.” Said Liu Yan as she sobbed.

Bai Rong stared at Liu Yan with a gaze as deep as an abyss.

“You aren’t even scared of dying. Why are you scared of living? Rong, if you die, I’ll be very pitiful. You know how I’m usually like—boisterous but too straightforward. No one would be willing to be friends with me. They’d say that I’m too tactless and it’s too pressuring to interact with me. I only have you.” The more Liu Yan said, the sadder she became.

Bai Rong’s eyes rippled and they became reddened. She finally promised, “Okay, I won’t die.”

Liu Yang hugged Bai Rong tightly. “Rong, I’ll accompany you to do whatever you want. I won’t make you feel lonely. I was wrong to have let you go to Jinyang City alone. I’ll follow you everywhere you go in the future.”

“I want to go overseas.” Said Bai Rong.

Liu Yan looked at Bai Rong in surprise. “Where do you want to go?”

“I just want to find my direction in life.” Replied Bai Rong indifferently.

Liu Yan was concerned. “You won’t be going overseas to commit suicide, right? The security overseas is really poor.”

Bai Rong shook her head. “I promised you that I will not commit suicide again. I always keep my word.”

“I’ll accompany you.” Liu Yan was still worried.

Bai Rong smiled lightly. “With a phone, it’s like we’re still neighbors even if we’re worlds apart. Even the entire globe is like a small village. I want to travel alone.”