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You Owe Me, My Love novel Chapter 151

What did he mean by that?

The way he said it sounded so inappropriate!

Bai Rong felt awkward and tried to push him off but to no avail.

She helplessly explained, “It was your subordinate who told me you haven’t been sleeping well, so I didn’t want to disturb you while you rested. Since I also had some things to take care of, I left without waking you.”

Gu Mingchen held her face by the cheeks, forcing her to look at him directly.

He was so furious that even his breath felt warm on her face, “Right, so you only made me sleep and didn’t do anything to me?”

“I did want to do something to you, but you were sleeping like a log, so I couldn’t do anything either.” Bai Rong tried to brush his hands off, but he only leaned in closer.

“What did you want to do to me?”

Bai Rong pushed at his chest and raised her voice, “Treat you, of course! What were you thinking?!”

Gu Mingchen pursed his lips as he stared at her without saying a word, and Bai Rong felt even more guilty as his gaze seemed to penetrate her soul.

As she shifted her gaze down to break eye contact, he commanded, “Look at me!”

Bai Rong felt that she would be surrendering if she backed away now, so she mustered up her courage and stared at him straight in the eye.

“You admitted previously that we have slept before, right?” Gu Mingchen asked coldly.

Bai Rong did not expect him to bring that matter up, and it caught her completely off guard.

She couldn’t deny it, “What are you trying to say?”

Gu Mingchen smirked as he recalled the same dream he had been having for the past three years.

The woman in the dreams was missing a pinky finger, and although he couldn’t see her face clearly, he could tell that she was sad and in pain as she repeatedly cried out, “Gu Mingchen, where are you? I miss you, please come back! Gu Mingchen!”

He had always suspected that the woman was Bai Rong.

From how strange she acted the first time they met, to the confusing relationship they shared, and to her attempt at suicide and lastly, her working hard studying abroad.

She might not know it, but he had been to her institution many times to observe her.

Her personality was cold, antisocial and she rarely spoke. If not for how she confidently gave speeches in class and had a terrifyingly great sense of logic when handling her cases, she would seem like a person with autism.

Perhaps it was because of her that he had been to America often and came in contact with his cousin’s family and had escorted her back home.

Otherwise, he wouldn’t have possibly been the one to escort her, given his status and busy schedule.

He was now certain that they had a past relationship, and even had sex.

He didn’t even have sex with Zhou Hailan nor Su Wanning, but he did it with her.

That meant he must really like her.

“Why did we break up?” Gu Mingchen asked directly while staring into her eyes.

“Our personalities, lifestyle habits and family backgrounds weren’t suitable.” Bai Rong said coldly in an attempt to hide her true emotions.

“Are we not sexually compatible as well?” Gu Mingchen frowned.

Bai Rong paused and clenched her fists as she pondered over the best way to answer him.

She would anger him if she said no, and would encourage him if she said yes.

“I don’t want to talk about the past anymore.” Bai Rong evaded his question.

Gu Mingchen lifted her off the floor with ease and Bai Rong couldn’t struggle free as he was simply too strong.

He placed her on the bed with his palms pressing down on both her sides as he stared into her eyes, “I want to talk about it, so tell me how our sex was like. The more detailed the description, the better.”

Bai Rong was getting anxious as she felt he was being too intimate with her that it was suffocating her.

“We are not in any sort of relationship now, Chief. Don’t you think this is a bit too much?” Bai Rong refused.

“What kind of relationship do you want, then?” Gu Mingchen asked.

“I don’t want any!” Bai Rong pushed at him.

Gu Mingchen grabbed her hands and pinned them above her head, “I want to make a few things clear. Firstly, what is the story behind our missing pinky fingers? Secondly, what is the reason that we broke up? Thirdly, what have we been through before? If you tell me everything, I’ll let you go.”

Bai Rong gave up on struggling.

What’s the point of struggling? What am I afraid of?

He’d let go of me once I told him everything anyway.

He isn’t interested in knowing about our relationship. He is interested in his lost memories.

Gu Mingchen only has Zhou Hailan in his heart now. I might have been overthinking a little.

However, her heart still hurt and her eyes teared up as she recalled their tale.

“We met because a pregnant woman was held hostage. Then, you were drugged, and we had sex. You felt guilty for what you did to me, so you treated me very well. Later on, we were both abducted and had our pinky fingers cut off. Your job was simply too dangerous for me, so I said I wanted to break up with you. And just like I had expected, you had an accident in one of your missions and lost your memories.” Bai Rong said coldly as she observed Gu Mingchen’s expression.

Even as an expert in psychology, she couldn’t tell what Gu Mingchen was thinking at that very moment.

“Who drugged us?” Gu Mingchen questioned.

His tone was cold and decisive like a chief, unlike the Gu Mingchen that she held dear in her memories.

“I don’t know. You had a lot of enemies and would never tell me anything, so I wouldn’t ask you about this confidential information either.” Bai Rong said calmly.

“Who abducted us?” Gu Mingchen pressed on.

“I don’t know that either.” Bai Rong continued to play dumb, as the more she said, the higher the risk of her making a mistake.

Gu Mingchen was growing impatient by her attitude, “What position was our favorite?”

She didn’t want to remember those memories as they were too painful for her.

“From behind.” Bai Rong casually blurted out an answer.

When he raped her back then, he did it from behind, that’s why she couldn’t even get a good look at his face.

Gu Mingchen frowned, “Have I ever……” He paused, as he found it awkward to put into words even as a guy, “Had oral sex with you?”

“No.” Bai Rong answered without even thinking.

Gu Mingchen grabbed her chin, “You’re lying.”

Bai Rong was getting angry from embarrassment and brushed his hand off as she shouted, “It’s been too long, I’ve forgotten it long ago!”

He was only testing her at first, but her response had indirectly given him a direct answer.

So they had done that before, and he would never have done that if he didn’t love her.

She was lying to him!

Why was she lying?!

“Then let’s relive the moment.”

Before Bai Rong could react, he had kissed her on the lips……

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