You Owe Me, My Love novel Chapter 191

From her provocative and resentful gaze, Bai Rong could tell that she would definitely be sad if she saw the photos in the album.

Since she would be sad, why would she still look at them?

Knowing how to refuse was an important lesson in life.

Bai Rong placed her phone aside and asked with a smile, “Aren’t you here for consultation? Tell me about your symptoms.”

“My man doesn’t love me.” Su Wanning smiled coldly and looked straight at Bai Rong. “He loves a dead woman.”

Bai Rong understood it clearly now. Hence, when Su Wanning told her that, she was not very surprised.

“And then?” Asked Bai Rong without blinking.

“He has a secret room which I entered secretly once. It was filled with pictures and belongings of that dead woman. She had already died for many years. Despite waiting for him for so long, I can’t even get him to look at me. I’m not willing to accept this.” Su Wanning exclaimed agitatedly as she glared at Bai Rong.

“You’ve lost a man who doesn’t love you. But he’ll be losing a woman who loves him. You’ve wasted more than ten years of your youth. It’s meaningless to waste it further.”

“Without him, it’d be a pleasant day for you each day. You can meet a lot of outstanding men and do things that you’ve always wanted to.”

“Yet, with him, all your days would be gloomy. You’d complain, you’d be depressed, you’d be reluctant and mired in denial. Giving up is also being kind to yourself.” Bai Rong said gently, as if she was talking to her actual patient.

“What I want most is to be with him. I’m not interested in other men at all.” Su Wanning replied with a cold expression.

“That might be what he’s thinking too. However, not all things will go as you wish and that’s the most tormenting part. You need to adjust your own mental state. The therapist will only tell you how, but no one can force you to do it. You need to be the one forcing it upon yourself.”

“It’s easy for you to talk. What if it’s you? If your fiancé or your husband is in love with a dead woman; if he is constantly obsessed with her, what would you do?” Su Wanning stared at Bai Rong fixedly.

“No matter how sad I am; no matter how unwilling I am to concede defeat; and no matter how indignant I feel, I’ll chase this man out of my heart. Since he doesn’t love me, why do I have to love him? If I’ll never enter his heart, I’d rather leave a man who’d only break my heart.” Bai Rong said plainly.

“Can you do it?” Su Wanning’s eyes reddened.

“Why do you think I went to study overseas?” Bai Rong threw the question back to her.

“Then why did you return?” Su Wanning pointed at the ground resentfully.

“Because… I’m already immune to love.” Bai Rong stated clearly as she side-eyed Su Wanning and smiled.

“I remember that when I met you three years ago, you were arrogant and mean, but also youthful and pretty. You’d make one’s eyes light up and be the most dazzling person in a crowd. What about you now?”

“Your face is sallow, perhaps because of poor skincare or your abuse of cigarettes and alcohol to counter your foul mood. Wrinkles have crept onto the corners of your eyes. You’ve started growing pimples and speckles. With such a sickly look, you look like a woman suffering from domestic troubles. Are all these worth it for a man who doesn’t love you back?” Bai Rong asked.

“Are you saying it so lightly because you have never gotten the man you love?” Su Wanning asked angrily.

“Do you think I’ve never loved Su Xuyan? I loved him very much. Even when I discovered that he hired men to kidnap me, I still married him without any hesitations. Why else do you think I’d married him?” Bai Rong asked with a smile as a misty look shrouded her eyes.

Su Wanning looked at Bai Rong fixedly.

Although she was not clear about what happened between Bai Rong and Su Xuyan, she knew Su Xuyan had a lot of girlfriends.

She even wondered who would be so unlucky to marry the man. It would be like marrying a common property.

She then discovered that Bai Rong had married Su Xuyan.

In an instant, all her previous fury disappeared. She lowered her head and tears flowed out from her eyes.

For such a proud and stubborn girl to cry in front of her love rival, it was either she had completely broken down, or she was being extremely brave.

“There are different kinds of love in this world, Kinship, friendship and romantic love. 80% of people don’t have romantic love, friendship or even kinship.”

“They might fall out of love with their lovers; Their friends do not truly care for them and they only became casual friends due to a common interest or enemy. This friendship can be broken anytime.”

“Because they spent too much time focusing on love, they have less energy to spend on other areas. It’ll still be fine if two parents only have a child. If they have many children, it is unavoidable to be more intimate with some children, and less with others. Some will be resentful, some will complain, and some will even hate them.”

“Su Wanning, you’re actually very lucky to have parents who love you and a brother who adores you. The only mistake you made is loving a man who will never love you back. Is it worth hurting your loved ones, your friends and yourself for such a man?” Bai Rong asked gently.

By then, tears were streaming down Su Wanning’s face. She lifted her head and looked at Bai Rong pleadingly. “How should I walk out of this? Teach me, Bai Rong.”

“One’s life is really short. You need to look within your heart. If I give you fifty years, can you make Gu Mingchen look back at you?” Bai Rong asked cruelly.

Su Wanning shook her head. “It’s impossible. There’s only the dead Zhou Hailan in his heart.”

“The average life expectancy of our citizens is 72 years old. You’re probably 30 this year so you have 42 years left.”

“You had a crush on Gu Mingchen since a long time ago, so you have never truly enjoyed love nor have been adored by a man who’s not your relative. Su Wanning, forget about the past and find yourself a good relationship. If you can’t find a man whom you love the most, find a man who loves you the most.” When she said this, Bai Rong’s eyes reddened.

She was actually speaking to herself.

“I, I…” Su Wanning frowned tightly and found it difficult to speak. She wiped her tears away, glanced at Bai Rong and said after mustering up her courage, “I have syphilis.”

“It’s not incurable. If you cherish yourself and others, find a man who loves you, and take necessary actions, you can cure yourself slowly. It’ll be like curing your heart. Everything’ll be fine,” Bai Rong said lightly. For some reason, her tears flowed out too.

Su Wanning and her were in the same boat. They both loved a man who only loved a dead woman.

When she was treating Su Wanning, she had also found a way to cure herself.

She should find a man who loved and cherished her. At the same time, she should cherish others and cure her lost and broken heart slowly…