You Owe Me, My Love novel Chapter 256

Chapter 256 His Trust Melts Her Heart

It was late at night.

Standing by the window, Bai Rong gazed at the countless twinkling stars in the night sky.

From her perspective, people strived to live not for the sake of enjoyment, but for responsibilities.

If I breathe my last, I can no longer take care of my parents. What about my child? How’s my spouse going to live afterward?

Her parents were still around, but her father had his own family now, which was completely unrelated to her. On the other hand, she had put everything in place for her mother. At least she could stay in the nursing home without worry until she passed away.

Although she had a child, he might’ve died a few years ago. Even if he was still alive, she would never be able to find him.

Gu Mingchen was once her life partner, but he resented her deeply and had someone else in his life now.

At the same time, she hated Su Xuyan so much that she wished she would never see him again.

Now, all that was left was the two responsibilities she had on her shoulder.

First, she promised Lu Xingzhou to watch over his son. She even received the money already.

Other than that, she had yet to find out the murderer behind Tangqian Village’s massacre.

However, she probably didn’t have the capability to crack the case.

I’m sorry, Tang Xiaojiu. Even if I can’t do it, I still have no intention to live anymore. As for Liu Yan… Previously, I thought I would disappear. Even if I die, I will not let them know of it. My life has more sorrowful moments than happy ones, and my heart can bear no more anguish because it only aggravates my condition.

Even though Bai Rong was aware of her mental disorder, she still tried her best to hide it from everyone else.

I can’t stand if anyone looks down on or sympathizes with me. Even more so, I refuse to let anyone talk behind my back about my condition. I can’t afford to go through such humiliation.

Knock! Knock! Knock!

Just then, someone knocked on the door.

Bai Rong turned around before walking over to answer the door.

Standing at the doorway, Cheng Jinrong asked, “Can I talk to you? I’ve been feeling down recently. Chen Wei’s parents moved out. I think they’ll never forgive me.”

“What are you going to do if they don’t forgive you?” Bai Rong asked in a gentle voice.

“I don’t know what to do. It’s all my fault,” Cheng Jinrong answered with remorse.

“It’s common for couples to break up and look for new partners in their lives. You’re not at fault for making such a decision. If you feel guilty or blame yourself, it only means that you’re a responsible person who is willing to change and improve yourself. Let me ask you. Since Chen Wei’s parents refuse to forgive you, what do you think they want you to do?” Bai Rong asked him in return.

“I guess they moved out because they didn’t want to see me.” Looking down, he seemed disheartened.

“You’re right. Many people think that once they’ve done something wrong, it’s a must to seek forgiveness. But Chen Wei’s parents lost their daughter. If they can’t find the strength to forgive, why do you feel the need to force them then? If you admit that you’ve wronged them, you should do whatever they want you to. Do you understand?” she asked.

“Do you mean that I shouldn’t see them or beg for their forgiveness? Should I disappear out of their sight just like that?” Cheng Jinrong asked with confusion.

“Yes, the incident is indirectly related to you, but you’re not the actual cause of their daughter’s death. On top of that, getting someone’s forgiveness is doing what they want you to do, not the other way round. I’m sure they’ll contact you when they’re ready to forgive you one day. For now, stay healthy and alive, so that they can get in touch with you in the future,” Bai Rong suggested.

“I understand. Your words have shed much light on my current situation. I feel so much better now,” Cheng Jinrong complimented her.

Just then, someone knocked on the door again.

Peeking through the peephole, Cheng Jinrong saw a man who was exuding a domineering vibe. Mystified, he opened the door.

“Ask Bai Rong to come out,” Gu Mingchen commanded straight away.

Cheng Jinrong eyed the man suspiciously.

Right after hearing his voice, Bai Rong came out of her room instinctively.

“You may leave now,” the man instructed Cheng Jinrong.

The latter found Gu Mingchen so authoritative that he felt compelled to submit to the man’s demand.

He looked at Bai Rong to seek for her opinion.

Though Bai Rong was reluctant to see Gu Mingchen, she knew Cheng Jinrong was no match for him. Besides, she didn’t want to drag the latter into this mess.

She nodded at Cheng Jinrong, and he went out.

Bai Rong dropped her gaze as shivers ran down her spine.

Finger crossed! I hope I won’t get as insane as I was the last time.

“What is the meaning of this?” Gu Mingchen questioned the woman, tossing the diary in front of her.

Puzzled, Bai Rong asked, “Why is the diary with you?”

“Didn’t you mail it to me? Stop playing the fool. I’ve checked the security footage of the post office. It’s you who mailed it. You even threw your bag into the rubbish bin afterward,” Gu Mingchen interrogated.

“Where’s my bag? Is it with you now?” she asked.

The man narrowed his eyes as he stared intently at her. “Bai Rong, what are you up to?”

“How did you find me?” Bai Rong brushed his question aside and asked.

“Didn’t you turn off your phone and threw your bag away just so I can’t track you down? Then you shouldn’t have shown up at Jadeborough. I have spies all over that place. What the hell are you trying to do? Just tell me already!” Gu Mingchen said in a stern voice.

Even Bai Rong herself had no idea what she was trying to do.

She had no recollection of the things he was talking about.

“No matter what I do, just ignore me. If you hate me or want to go against me, bring it on,” she said decisively.

Gripping her shoulders, Gu Mingchen pinned her against the wall and scrutinized her with bloodshot eyes. “If I had ever wanted to go against you, you would’ve died the day I came out. Did you make any deal with Su Xuyan? Did he threaten you to divorce me? Otherwise, he wouldn’t have let me off, am I right?”

Bai Rong’s eyes reddened and she could feel tears welling up.

I’m so glad and thankful that he still has faith in me. With his unconditional trust, I can die with no regrets. My condition is so bad right now. I don’t want to take him down with me or make him into a laughing stock. That’ll certainly ruin his bright future. My life is in Su Xuyan’s hands now. I will not let myself become Mingchen’s weak spot, which Su Xuyan can use against him.

“Don’t be silly, Gu Mingchen. If that’s the case, why didn’t I get together with you now that you’re out? Stop your wishful thinking. I’m really with Su Xuyan now, and there’s no turning back.”

“He must be threatening you with something. Is it our child? Tell me what it is. No matter what problem you’re facing, trust me, I’ll solve it.” As Gu Mingchen spoke, the grip he had on her shoulders tightened.

I do believe he has the capability to do so. That’s why I chose him over our child. But now, it isn’t about his capability to solve problems. No one will be able to cure my disorder. To love is to not dominate, but let go.