0 Celsius: To thaw a frozen heart
Chapter 27: 8 degree Celsius
Boulevard of broken dreams
My childhood was the one every other child dreamed of.
I never longed for anything neither did any of my demands were left unfulfilled.
Result of it being that I never grew up to be greedy.
When all your wishes get satisfied you no longer aspire for more and more.
You learn contend.
And that's what my parents desired me to be like.
Humble, sweet, understanding ,down to earth and a perfect gentleman.
A man who has strength of character.
Power of words
And heart of emotions.
A man who doesn't class people instead treat rich and poor equally.
And may be that was one of the reasons I Alessandro Romano fell madly in love with a poor orphan girl.
Who had nothing
No status, no riches ,no family name.
Nothing but a pure soul, a bright smile and golden heart.
Good looks backed by bank balance no doubt made large share of girls attracted towards me.
But those girls were nothing like her or so I thought.
She was different from all those I ever met before.
Different in an intriguing manner.
And now I know why she was like that.
While others were fake diamonds she was the real one who suffered the hardest blows of life to be perfectly cut to reflect back light.
5 th July
2004
Dear diary
I am feeling very lonely so I decided to talk to you.
Diary am I very ugly?
Today the children at my orphanage again bullied me.
They said I was so ugly that my parents decided to discard me in a bin.
They said they will not let me play with them as they didn't want to touch shit that came out of a bin.
I wanted to cry....but I didn't
I learned how to control my tears.
But not for much longer
I cried a lot when I came to my room.
Maybe they are right...
I am ugly
But I can't change it right...
I have to accept it.
I watched them play with the dolls...
I also wanted a doll for me so I went to the head ma'am.
She scolded me by saying that she was filling my stomach... wasn't that enough ...
Ungrateful kid was what she called me.
So with a heavy heart and suppressed desire I remained silent.
But then a miracle happened.
At the backside of the building while I was roaming around my eyes caught a glimpse of a dolls face in a box.
Gathering enough courage I opened the box to see discarded material in it.
The doll I found was broken
It's arm was not there and her leg was broken.
But luckily I found the broken arm lying in the box
I pulled out the doll and fixed it with glue.
The joints from where it was broken were visible but I covered it with a beautiful dress I myself stiched.
I got my own
beautiful one with blonde
in my lap
my first and most special possession and I will
and last doll...my one and
.............
16January
2005
dear diary
again a
They took Jasmine along.
her new mom and
have found new mom and
Then why haven't I?
not
I a bad child...but I
I do
have that's why I am
Right diary?
here
I don't deserve
But why diary?
Why don't I?
must be really
...............
15 December
2006
diary...sorry I didn't got
was
till my head
comes
around as I
at least they don't
it's better than getting hated by them
dishes they were
her boyfriend kissed her and they all
was blushing and her level
was ecstatic beyond
wondered how it felt
like she is blushing...would I feel
someone who will
was just a wishful thinking and I can't
will kiss
sure he will be disgusted by my touch
again
.........................
18 September
2010
leaving
they are throwing
was no longer useful for them they said...I was covering unnecessary space and
I am 16 now
I guess and I
problem was
I didn't had it.
it I can't even survive for 2
wanted to have that tasty
a roof over
wanted to go to
with money. Not even a single thing is free in
will make you indebted and mind me they will recover not
charged on interest and this is how one day you will
to earn money to
my first day
Bye.....
......................
21 November
2013
Money is very powerful...
make others lay everything on
make everyone worship you and kiss the floor you walk
a glimpse of it's
when an old
were applied but still the old man
a handsome boy with
been good but that was not
over to the old man..long
miracle and he instead
boy was gone with a arrogant look on his face and that smirk that showed that he
made him sit
treating his wound he was busy
smile lingered on his lips and on asking why he crossed the red light he simply
risking your life is worth it my dear
money can
buy human lives and take them
world.....this world was materialistic
even I became
..........
15january
2015