0 Celsius: To thaw a frozen heart
Chapter 36: 3.5°Celsius
..."
I managed to say in between the kiss with tears running down my cheeks.
Yes I was crying again
Not because I didn't wanted it.
I wanted it like a dying man needs water but I couldn't afford it.
The cost associated with his downfall outweighs my personal selfish enjoyment.
"Sshhh just relax....listen to me....just look into my eyes..."
As I looked up and stared into his understanding and calm eyes , my heart relaxed.
"Good girl...now I will let you go but you will not move...stay put...okay?"
I nodded and his grip loosened on my arms .
I was laying still on the bed with my hands on my sides as he stood on the side of the bed staring at me.
"Here take these"
He placed my medicine on my palm as I sat back up and I gulped it with a glass of water.
He sat next to me and started playing with my fringe rolling it on his finger.
I don't know why but this action always calmed me down.
"Why were you pushing me away Saph...you never did it before.."
His eyes looked hurt and I decided to look at my lap instead of his eyes.
"I....I....just thought...."
Should I tell him. I am so damn confused right now.
"No...it was nothing....I just didn't feel....like kissing...I was ....I was not ready....a...nd....you suddenly... kissed...so...."
I lied trying not to look into his eyes
"You didn't feel like? Huh?"
He suddenly laughed and not a normal laugh.
was something cynical in
words not only hurted him but
know he gripped my neck with his rough hands and roughly placed
so dominating and demanding that
me and that was
He owns me completely.
my body blindly obliges to his every whim and command
to respond but I can't control this
gulped in air exhausted
I was shocked.
always so loving
What happened today?
I
course I did but
He just smirked.
Saph I won't be this gentle and your treatment won't be this slow....if I have to be a beast to bring you out of other beasts then mind it...I will be the most
seeing the
I was scared
what he will do if
"W..hat do you mean...?"
placing my flick
your insanity...now
he was gone leaving me
I was afraid of
of this unknown side of
bed
surprise his thoughts kept me so occupied that those voices
in my head
show you
..................................................
Alessandro pov
one.....soon the 1 st problem will no longer look like a problem and
was not
She was a challenge
was a
cure her even if I have to do what no
steel cuts
Let's test it then....
make her
kill
know it's