A Girl’s Diary

Did you ever wake up but felt like the day is full that so you wanted to sleep it off? Well, that's the zombie me right now! That's how I woke up today. 

How did I manage my life between being a star and a senior high schooler? 

I didn't! 

I had a schedule telling me what exams, assignments, training, concerts... and all the blah blah blah shit I had. Why you ask?  

The answer was simple... 

To keep me on my toes, ahem, even though I do nothing at the end and probably end up late... as always! 

School was a total fail but at least out of the list. I mean it was the thought that counted, right? 

Next was homework! Yay, that was the fun part, not! 

I was trying to do my homework quickly. To be honest it was almost too easy. I was such a smart kid. Damn, I could totally envy my big brains! Well, until I started doing my math homework. I was pretty sure I was failing this subject. I'd ask for help later. Probably from some hot nerd... or not! I still had lots of stuff to study... maybe just not for today. 

Aurora would murder me if I was late... again 

I got up to get ready for rehearsal in a sloth-like motion feeling too content with my laziness. Wait a second, was that my phone ringing? I asked myself when I heard my latest song! But I didn't put the ringtone! I'd never put since I told everyone I hated Cinnamon! Ironic, I know! I checked my pockets, no it wasn't my phone. That's when I remembered. 

My manager, Aurora, gave me another phone.  

She said that Cinnamon should be another character from the real me if I don't want my identity to be revealed or exposed. Well, now she's ringing on that phone. 

It must be an emergency to call me now! And why would she put that ringtone if I was supposed to be not related to Cinnamon? So instead of letting her get mad, I answered the phone. 

Act cool! 

"Heeey" Not that much, stupid! Ugh! 

"C, baby where are you?" Her tone robotic, was she mad or worried? I had to know to tell the right lie! 

"I was about to get ready and come." I decided to go with the truth. Whoever said truth is the best strategy was a liar! 

late. And now you're still at home" Calm down Aurora, I still

be here ASAP!" I guess I was

She purred, her voice surreal. Now, I

than enough." That was the optimism I

was an awful lie, I needed at least an hour... I was so dead! So, I put on one of the outfits I had for these kinds of situations. (Mom's suggestion btw!) I ran downstairs to get my mom's car key. Call it my

I called him and he came to my rescue. His exact words were 'You better know pretty well, you owe me' In seconds, he was

less actually!" I

grabbing me to the

It was all hazy grey scene making me scarred for life. That guy was

arrived, I checked my watch.

panic, took off his scarf and wrapped it around me and then put the motorcycle helmet on my head "Now you're safe. Don't pump

calm life!

go in there. I entered from the back door to find her standing there, commanding everybody. The moment she saw, she pointed to my dressing room, so I went there and so did she. I was definitely going to

movies were just playing with

was definitely a bad sign, so I started talking! Waiting for the scolding was even worse than the scolding itself! Always be the one to break the ice! (If you didn't mind getting your

my most

what time it is?" She scolded. Guess I used it on her too much. Ugh! Now I would have to find another way

sorry?" This was definitely a question. I was not even that late! Well, technically, I was since I was already late when I was at home but... ugh! That was so beyond the

got me. Well played

late, or the fact that I missed some guitar practices, or it's about the fact that I broke your favourite glasses... or you're trying to guilt me because you did something!" Now that I

broke my glasses?"

Why are you changing subjects?"

"Did you?" 

and I bet you did

Hmm... suspicious! "Now now, no excuses, you can't be a superstar if you're late all this time."

was her way of showing it. And I appreciated it . Plus, she always made a lot of effort to let me stay mysterious. I wanted

didn't want them to

because of me, the real me, the nerdy Elena me. So to show her that I was really sorry about being late and that I was grateful for everything she did to

my costume?" I raised a challenging

chuckled and hurried out. Again anyone smelling something

to fetch my

blue off-shoulder dress, knee-length with pearls from top to bottom, I felt like a real princess in this or even a fairy... wait a second... that wasn't all the costume! This explained the flower tiara,