A Mysterious She-wolf

Kavi's POV

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I was standing on the seventeenth stair of a dark place. I can't see anything except the seventeen stairs that I ascended with minimal light from what seems like a door. I was smiling at something above the stairs. I could feel my lips moving but I can't hear anything.

It was like my soul was pushed out of my body and I was seeing me in the dream from some other person's point of view. Suddenly I felt my hair on the back of neck raising and a cold shiver ran down my spine. I felt a dark shadow engulfing my physical form and I felt something soft and wet on my forehead. My physical form was being kissed by that dark shadow! But what was that surrounding me?

Then I heard a faint whisper of 'I have been waiting for you, Cupcake' from the one who was hugging me.

The other me who was watching the scene want to get out of the place as I was struggling to breathe.

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I sat up with drenched clothing from my sweat.

Same dream!

I was having this same dream on my every birthday nights as long as I could remember. The difference is I would be in my own appearance of that age and I would be standing on the stair which was equal to my age. My Grandpa told it might be some deep illusion embedded in my heart during my childhood. But it was haunting me exactly on my birthdays?

I shrugged it off and noticed the time blinking 04.45 AM. I freshened up and went to my mini gym room to spend the remaining time until hitting the training ground. I reached the training ground and everyone wished me. I felt overwhelmed with their showing of love. I felt very guilty to see Mithun as I learnt that I was the reason his son wasn't in this world anymore. I killed someone's mate. I hesitantly went to him.

"Mithun, can I talk to you alone for a minute?"

He looked in confusion but agreed anyway. I took a few deep breaths to calm myself.

"I want to apologise to you, Mithun."

I looked up at his face and his face was in a deep frown.

"I.. I was the reason.. for.. for your son's..."

I bowed my head down as tears stared flow as I couldn't bear the weight of his loss and it was as if I was experiencing the whole thing. I felt his hand on my shoulder giving a slight pressure.

"I know. My son told me that he was visiting a beautiful pup daily at the top of the mountain. Never blame yourself for what happened that day. Nobody knows that rogues were gonna attack that day. You were injected with silver and you were so young. It's his fate. Don't feel guilty about it. He used to stay at my sister's home at our neighbouring pack without transfer. And brothers tend to help each other. No one is to blame on that incident. So leave the past and concentrate on your future. Don't spoil your day, dear."

He spoke softly and lightly stroked my hair affectionately. And I understand why I could mind link him as he was part of this pack but stayed at another place.

"Why aren't you angry with me? I don't deserve your kindness, Mithun. I kil.."

I broke down but he shut me off with his hand before I could complete the sentence. I composed myself and looked up at him.

"What's his full name? He has sacrificed his life for me but I didn't even know his name."

I muttered the last part.

"Amudhan!"

internally muttered his name again and again much to my wolf's dismay as she knew even though he was not alive I have my

each other and I wish I was in wolf form now. Wow, I got the company of future Alpha, future Beta and third in command. We ran a few rounds and I need to stop soon as I was supposed to act like a human. I registered the faces in patrol and also the space between each wolf as I have

smile faded away and I knew

"Are you okay, Alpha?"

wolf just in case. He swiftly turned at my side and

and I need an important

connected from power cable outlet showed slight damage. I found there was an idle circuit wire plugged to the motherboard, so I cut the damaged part and connect it with the disconnected wire. I temporarily taped it but it needs to be soldered properly yet the best is to change the

is best to

started the CPU and the monitor turned on. He sighed and smiled

my favourite girl has grown

me with a big adoring grin. I smiled in

to ask you

dragged purposely to make him think I am

ask me

was so

I mean I am not a perfect replica of anyone from my mother's family. Do you find

aura which tensed for a millisecond but soon his aura calmed. I knew he composed himself but I learnt he must have known something. As

was in past. Leave it as it was. That's good

internally and let him continue his work and went to the kitchen as my stomach was reminding me to feed. But I almost lost my appetite when I saw Rakshana and Pooja talking with Luna. Luna sensed me and told me to eat but I excused myself

me as her daughter I will show her who I could be even without my wolf. I will make her realise her mistake. It was one of the pack traditions to celebrate the birthday or

that heel tonight. So I opted for simple black flats and made my way towards pack house. Logan met me half way and he saved me from my awkward entry as I could just glue to him. I was never been to pack the party for the past five years. I locked my arm with him and ignored his teasing look. Ah! This is getting more awkward. Please save me Moon God! But much to my help, he stopped in the middle and started shouting loudly.

cousin. And it's

food and the sweat covered wolves from endless dancing at the other corner of the hall. Thankfully they didn't allow drinks here. I prayed Moon god to save me from this awkwardness. My prayers

party type

with a forced smile as I cursed my stars for

am not interested

I sighed out.

and have some fun. Make friends. Don't lock yourself inside a shell. I knew you are

asked with genuine

I found that I am

with raised eyebrow showed he

and we will surely bring back that cheeky Kavi back. By the

bit my inner cheeks to avoid the blush. He is undoubtedly handsome and his dominance nature will be like a cherry on top of the frosting to

have a

had the perfect timing to ruin the moment.

with others. It's not fair to keep you here with

stair and looked at the woods. It was so calm. I wish

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what I have learnt all this week. I did well as most of our classes were like some kind of interaction and I took everything with my undivided concentration. The training was very good at learning more

was almost got caught when a wolf heard my slip and he let out a low growl from below. But thankfully the density of leaves and darkness helped me to escape. I masked my scent precautiously. The fighting tournament will be held at certain three places

place in this regional tournament. I found a tree hole far away from the tournament and changed into a different shirt and jean. I put the mask on and paid the entrance. Right when I was entering, a husky look-alike black with white wolf made a brown wolf submit. I have seen that winner wolf before. I

to my wolf and she told me that I could absorb the energy from living things just like how I could give my energy to heal others. I scolded my wolf that was an unfair move to that grey wolf. But she shut me up by telling it was survival instinct to save one at death situation. I could use this new power in the future. Hiding these things seems to get a burden for me. Because if I could

I feasted a deer on my way and it was almost dawn when I reached the pack territory. I was behind a tree and waiting for the right