Alpha Loren

Chapter 25 And They Had No Light

October 16th

During breakfast, Leo was still very quiet.

It unsettled me.

"You're still thinking about what Antonio and Blair said, aren't you?" I asked.

"How long are you going to make me wait?" he asked leaning back and sighing.

I shrugged.

"And why?" he questioned, "So you don't want to please me because I'm a 'bad' person. Are you nervous about losing your virginity too?"

I swallowed.

"It's normal to be nervous because it's your first time and that won't change whether we do it now or in ten years," he said. "But it's not just the sex you're nervous about."

I looked down at my plate.

"It makes it real, doesn't it?" he asked.

I didn't move.

"Right now we haven't finished the mating process. We have a connection but it's not solidified yet. But as soon as you sleep with me you are well and truly my mate. No way out. That scares you, doesn't it?"

I shrugged.

"The thought of being eternally bound to you, Alpha Loren, is unsettling," I replied. "I can't imagine loving you...you're dark and immoral...and what's a life and partnership without love?"

"You think that not completing the mating process means you have an escape route?" he asked.

He then looked at me with a raised eyebrows and stony expression.

"Because it doesn't. Whether you like it or not, you are stuck with me so you might as well enjoy your time here," he said. 

"Enjoy my time here?" I asked, "I can't just stand by and support you as your Luna as you kill people."

He clenched his jaw.

"So I will not become your Luna until you become someone I can support.  I am not going to give in, Leonardo. If you ever want that sex or that baby, you will make an effort to be a good person."

He let out a short laugh, "You're gonna bribe me into doing what you want? You know, my father is right. You are messing me around."

"I'm doing what is right," I said, "I'm fighting the evil in you."

"You're defying nature," he replied.

"Well you said it yourself...I'm unconventional."

I then folded my arms and glared at him.

"But your wolf isn't," he said, glaring straight back, "I don't know if it was growing up a rogue, being raised by Nicolos Jones or living in the human world that messed you up but your wolf will never be able to resist her mate. And that is your weakness."

"Fuck you," I growled.

"Yes, please do."

"If you are so desperate for sex why don't you just sleep around again?! It's not like you saved yourself for your mate anyway!" I shouted getting to my feet.

"I was a virgin at 17 too."

"So its okay for you but if it was me, you would have murdered someone," I spat.

"You can murder every girl I've ever slept with if you like," he said. "But you wouldn't."

"I'd be there for years," I replied beginning to walk away.

"You're really gonna get upset that I'm not a virgin?"

"How would you like it if I went out tonight and slept with another man?" I said pulling my hand out of his hand and marching to the door.

"You would never do that," Leo growled coming closer. 

"What makes you so sure?" I asked as he pushed me up against the wall.

"Because you know I would kill them without a second thought and you don't want that blood on your hands. There's another one of your weaknesses, Ella. Remorse."

I clenched my teeth together and shoved his chest.

In response, he grabbed my wrist and pinned them to the wall.

"I'm going to the Southern territory tonight on business," he said, "When I get home in two days, we will mate."

He then slowly took his hands off me and stepped back before he turned on his heel and walked out of the kitchen, leaving my slightly shake and alone.

Four hours later at 3:00 pm, Mateo arrived and Leo left pretty much without saying a word.

"What's got his knickers in a twist?"Mateo asked.

"He wants to mate, I don't," I said.

"Why not?" He said getting a carton of orange juice out the fridge, "He's your mate, he's attractive, he's-"

"Because he's Leonardo Loren and I have more respect for myself than to just let such a bad man have me."

Mateo nodded, "Are you sure you're not overthinking it? It's just sex."

serial killer who I consequentially become the Luna of and potentially get pregnant with

will not pin you down

is..." I said with a grimace, "He has a way

turning to me and examining

"He can make my

Mateo cringed, "I

in a couple of days and he wants sex, I'm worried my wolf won't resist him," I said, "And she'll betray the human side of

"I see," Mateo said.

some leftover pancakes in the fridge, "Do they not feed you at the

brothers you learn to take whatever you can get," He said getting some chocolate sauce to put on the pancakes. "And

causing him to

"And?..." He said.

hungry,"

walking up to the TV with a bag of popcorn. "Let's watch a movie to take your mind off you're issue. What does Leo has in this mystery box of DVDs then...Horror, horror,horror, horror...a comedy?...no wait it's a horror, another horror, yet another horror and finally some romantic high

a soft

He said reading a label on the back of the DVD. "Right...that makes more sense." He said laughing. "So what do you

horror but since the only other option is...My Senior Prince...I don't think we really have a choice," I said.

horror movie?" Mateo asked. "I would recommend The Axe Massacre or Alone

sound equally terrifying so whichever one you

decided putting the DVD in the player. "Are you sure you want to watch

that can happen?"

finds out I let you watch an

of a chicken! I'm not going

if anyone asks

head was burrowed into Mateo's shoulder and I

watching a film if you are going to shut your eyes?" Mateo

I screamed. "I'm kind of wishing we watched My Senior Prince now!" I

film finished I was shaking from fear. Mateo had put his arm around me a bit when things got really scary but never anything to touchy touchy. I guess he

Again," I said

as I walked past

one out there. Chill,"

I said, "Logan Wilson

that crazy dude that Leo killed the other night?"

turned in shock to look

him!?"

that's where he went when we

say that?" Mateo said looking a bit guilty. "I'm sorry I thought you

I'm just surprised that he's actually dead and that

Logan Wilson could possibly break into this house are you gonna get some sleep? It's

the staircase. It was dark up there and I

walk me to my

rolled his eyes, "Come

got into bed quite quickly and tried to get to sleep quickly. I didn't want to dwell on the thought of the horror movie or Logan. I kind of me wanted Leo to cuddle and comfort

October 17th

Leo to be beside me. He was always warm and snuggling into him this morning after what was a terrible night sleep would be

in the morning, Mateo took me on a run

it filtered through the spindly autumn branches and although Mateo was right

a lake that glistened and sparkled in the

were here, someone would have been

not see that thin

when he was in

Mateo taught me to make a type of Italian bread which was delicious and after that, Lia came over and we watched her dreadful chick flick and it was dreadful just to confirm. And then when she left

way back," Mateo said

said, a whole mix of

night but equally the words and mood he left me with still

good?"

and forced a

wolf, of course, was thrilled and I wanted to see him too but I couldn't help but be worried about the very thing

hours later and Mateo

Leo asked, his hands

shit," I replied,

shit," he said hugging

leant down

make you some coffee?" I asked quickly as I felt myself begin to be drawn into

nodded silently

brought it over to the table where

arm around my waist and

did you do with

made pizza. Not much," I

a sip

seem on edge," he observed wrapping his arms around me.

"Nothing," I replied quickly.

the mug was empty and I was still on his

go and put the mug in

go. But as I placed the mug in the washing up water,

he flipped

warmth absorb into me, the warmth I'd been craving all day, I enjoyed the taste of

Oh shit. 

ground and sat me on the counter as he got between my legs, gripping my thighs tight as he kept

slightly on his chest, trying to ignore the

said weakly as his hands squeezed

in my ear before his kiss

shivered at the deep, husky

graced my mark and I accidentally let out an uncontrollable whimper.

hand behind my head and

shot down my spine and I

neck. His hand then pressed into my lower back as his other engulfed my neck with one huge hand and pulled

was powerful and carefully designed to sent shock waves of

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