Ascension of a Gamma

~Anna~

I found solace in these early mornings – alone and covered in darkness. The deafening silence comforted my soul as the cold gnawed on my skin. Music flowed in my ears, the soft pitter-patter of rain outside and the constant dripping sound of the droplets that leaked from the roof’s tiny holes.

In these moments my thoughts would drift from one to another, often a recollection of the past. I remembered everything as if it all happened yesterday.

I made a promise and after the passage of roughly three years, this day has finally come.

And like every morning since, I silently prayed to the Moon Goddess for strength.

Afterward, I forced myself to get off the dirty rag, groaning as pain shot through my limbs like lightning. I stretched for a bit to relieve myself of the stiffness in my back and stepped into the bathroom. I took a freezing shower, dressed myself with old clothing, and made my way to the kitchen.

As usual, there were pills in one of the cupboards left by an anonymous person. In a pack of around three hundred, this kind soul chose to help me. I downed the pills, burned the plastic, and started to prepare the pack’s breakfast.

Around two hours later, the Omegas came and took out the food to serve to the pack. I skimmed through the menu for today’s lunch and dinner. It’s going to be a long day.

While everyone was in the dining room, I drank as much water as I could stomach to ease the hunger and started prepping the meals. The same Omegas came back later to drop off the dirty dishes and their usual words of insult before leaving me to man this kitchen. They worked on another kitchen, so they wouldn’t have to mingle with me, not that they wanted to.

From time to time, some Omegas would walk by and I’d overhear their conversations. Some talked about the awaited Luna and others about finding their mate. Sometimes they’d gossip about other packs and they’d usually fawn over the Alpha.

Of course, who would pass up on the opportunity to bed an Alpha? Sheesh, most of these Omegas are thirsty.

At least they could sense their mate while I lacked the ability to sense mine. When I turned twenty last month and not a single male of my pack was drawn to me, I concluded that he would come from another pack.

I suddenly heard excited screeches outside, the guests must’ve arrived. A girl sounded panicky saying, “It’s Alpha Liam. He’s here. He’s here. He’s here.”

Seriously girl, you need to calm down. And of all the bachelors out there, you’d choose that psycho?

With ten minutes to spare, I managed to have everything ready. Unlike this morning, a number of Omegas came to take out the food while I stood in a corner with my head turned to the side, lending a deaf ear to their insults.

I still have my pride as a Gamma, girls.

When the Omegas left, Alpha Flynn came in, his musky cologne filling the room. Wearing a pale blue tailored fit suit, it accentuated his electric blue eyes. I would’ve swooned right there and then if it wasn’t for the aura he gave off.

His stare sent shivers down my spine as his eyes met mine, aflame with hatred, and I knew why. Then he turned around, rummaged through the kitchen, and sternly said, “Sit.”

Keeping my head low, I squatted on the floor. He placed my food in front of me – leftovers from this morning in small portions and a glass of water.

“Eat,” he ordered, and I did, using my hand to scoop the food into my mouth as fast as I could before gulping down the water in one breath – he didn’t like to wait.

today is, don’t you?”

“Yes, Alpha.”

expect you treat her the same

“my”, to remind me that I did not belong. The same thing had repeated itself over the years, but it

“I understand, Alpha.”

he left, and I started to work once more. By eleven-thirty in the evening, the food and refreshments have all been served. The celebration of the Alpha’s twentieth birthday could be heard all the way to the kitchen and of course, I wasn’t invited. They didn’t

for what I planned to do. Everyone should be at

looked around today’s workplace and let out a long sigh. That was when I felt exhaustion land on me like a ton of bricks. The scene swirled in my head and my vision became unsteady. Before I could register

urged that I hurry. It was way past my curfew, and I should already be in my room. If anyone found me, I’d be locked up. Then I wouldn’t have a chance to execute my plan –

legs were unsteady. They wobbled at

ticking of the clock resonated within the walls, sounding louder than it should.

I remained still, taking my time to gather enough energy. My skin numbed after having been

that the room was pitch black, if anything, it was comfortable. But the silence was broken when sounds of heavy footsteps

my ears and I breathed slowly in an attempt to not

louder as the person approached

space between the door and the floor. The corridors were lit, and light seeped

Louder… closer…

indicating that

No…

my back. I tried to crawl into a corner, but my arms were too exhausted that I barely moved from

silence, but the person wanted to enter. The door swung open and light parted the darkness, revealing

but he spoke first in disgust and anger. “You? The Moon Goddess fated

and the same cold voice; both were something I’d recognize in the middle of a crowd. How could I not? Both were attributed to none

Fated? Moon Goddess?

must’ve

wrap around his statement, his

think I would gladly accept

mate? The…

heart out in joy and thanking her stars. But I could only curse mine

and now that he was, I didn’t want it.

to suffer instead of banishing me. Sometimes I thought of whether it hurt him too, but I didn’t want

be held but there was no point in waiting for it now. I thought my mate would be one of the guests and he’d find me then, but the Moon Goddess

I screamed, silenced by the slaps that landed on my cheeks. His arm swung back and forth, his hand never missing its mark, landing a painful blow over and

me to look him in his cold and unforgiving eyes. He sneered. “You should’ve never been born. You don’t deserve to live, and you don’t deserve love. You are a

and hurt, I closed my crying eyes – this wasn’t an image

seared in my chest. It sent me crashing on a wall before I