Born For The Alpha

That evening, it was quiet inside the reading room as the occupants, Arda, Karina and Jacob minded their business, their heads buried in their books. They were seated around a large square table with wooden partitions above it that provided privacy for each reader.

The table could accommodate about six persons, which was useful in case they had friends over.

A combination of green and burnt orange paint beautified the wall and several inspirational quotes graced it.

Arda’s mind was far from her studies as nagging concerns disturbed her mind.

She sat there, attempting to start writing her thesis but she just could not concentrate. Flashes of Luke’s headache episodes haunted her and replayed before her eyes.

Memories of the children interrupting her first expression of intimacy with Luke also flooded her mind. Why it bothered her, she had no idea but she did know that the incidents bothered her.

Memories of the handsome guy at the restaurant also haunted her. She had felt a pull towards him that she had never felt with anyone before and she just could not explain it.

Her joy was that she probably would never cross paths with him again. After all, he was a stranger and she didn’t need that kind of distraction. She had a thesis to write and her life was already full of bottled up drama that she felt was on the verge of pouring out.

Arda forced her mind off her troubled thoughts and tried to focus on her task.

Picking up her pen, she opened the long notebook before her and wrote Dedication as a title at the top of the page.

I dedicate this thesis to my dear family- The Grays, she wrote. After that, she put the pen down. That was almost nothing but she knew that she had to start from somewhere, no matter how little.

Arda stared blankly at the wooden partition before her as Luke’s words about Jacob and Karina replayed like a tape to her- Karina has a boyfriend, I tell you…Jacob…your flat mate, friend, pal, whatever.

Arda drew a deep in and exhaled it. The time to confront them was now.

“Jacob and Karina, are you guys seeing each other?” she asked aloud and the silence that had already enveloped the room seemed to intensify. Were they shocked at her question? she wondered.

“What?” she heard both of them ask.

Arda rose up to her feet so that she could look at them and speak.

up as they stared up at her

she confronted them again, glad that she was getting this off her

not respond immediately but they looked confused or perhaps they were acting confused, she

makes you think

you even think that? Is this some kind of a

to let it go

why you’ve both kept your relationship from me.” She said solemnly, unable to hide the disappointment from her voice. “I

and rose to her feet. “Who have you been

rose to his feet. “What has gotten into you?” he

both dating. I don’t care about your relationship. But if I as a friend do not know about it then, a matter of trust and betrayal is

draw conclusions

Jacob said. “I

said. But

hearing us out.” Said Jacob, “Who the hell told you

important. The campus is full of mutual acquaintances. People talk and you’ve

preposterous.”

for three years. Why would they lie about such a thing? Besides, they were like cat and mouse in the house most of the time. She had never

and Karina were saying at face value but still open

the current drama in her life, she had begun to feel like secrets were being kept from

told them. “I am so sorry that I listened

“It’s okay.” Said Karina.

“It’s fine.” Jacob said.

she completely believed them even

them return her smile as she circled over to join them across the table where they shared a group hug. When

distraction.” She said and they just

have a thesis to write.”

you have