Call me Alpha

"Let's talk." His deep soft voice was heard behind the closed door.

He tried to open the doorknob but stopped when he found that it is locked.

"Ashira." He called on me when I didn't respond to him. The way my name escaped his lips make me want to open the door and throw myself in his arms. Slowly, another wave of heat rose again within me. Making me groan softly. Damn it. The heat in me is present again.

I clenched my hand on my chest, the breath heaving that is making me huff for more air. I hate how I feel when he's around, its confusing me.

"Open the door." His voice echoed on my head like I must heed on what he was saying. Is he using his power as the Alpha with me?

I closed my eyes tight. Not anymore fighting the effects he sent to down my spine.

I walked to the door and opened the lock. Slowly, I was met by the most beautiful golden brown eyes and I felt suffocated instantly.

Everything around me blurring. Rewinding the kiss we had shared just a moment earlier. I still can feel his soft moist lips on mine and the thought of it makes butterflies flutter on my stomach up to my chest.

He's no longer naked. Wearing only blue denim pants with his bare chest. The sight is glorious and my mind can't stop complimenting the perfection I'm blessed to be with.

"W-What?" I gulped. Hating how my voice croaked then swallowed the lump on my throat.

"Can I come in?" He asked after a short pause, his eyes looked at mine intensely. My knees turned jelly again before I slowly open the door, letting him in.

He took careful steps inside my room, stopping at the edge of my bed and took a sit on it. Looking at me again.

I followed him and headed towards the other edge of the bed. I sat and lean on the headboard, hugging a pillow in front of me. I'm just wearing a loose shirt and shorts, not comfortable with some of my visible skin.

His wide back was facing me. My mouth waters with how his muscles flexed on his arm and back whenever he moves. But he's not trying to face me.

"I'm sorry for leaving you in that state." He started, talking about my heat. So he knew what I'm going through. Is that why he rushed home that way? Is he worried about me?

No words came out of my mouth, not knowing what to say anyway. A short paused from him made a long silence between us. Plus his scent that's spreading everywhere and lingering inside the room is suffocating. A sweet torment it is.

"Aurea told me what happened at the center." His body shakes a bit as he said that. I can feel the darkness wrapped in his aura. He didn't like what happened.

"That happened because you haven't claimed me yet." I managed to blame him. It's true anyway. Will I continue to undergo the same heat whenever I'm around any guy? Trying to stop those quirky feelings just so I won't give in from the lust's pull is so damn hard. It's killing me.

Why would he let me experience the same thing over again when he can make those go away with just fucking biting me!

He did not talk. He just sighed and stopped his body from shaking. Then he stood up and faced me, his eyes wanders on my body first before it landed on my eyes. A soft groan escaped from his lips.

"That is why I apologize." He said with sincerity, his features even softened. Okay then if he really is apologetic, will he finally claim me?

"Will you claim me now?" I asked even though his words last night are clear in my memories.

His jaw tightened with my question and his lips formed a flat line. I don't know what he was thinking so I waited for his response. It took him a while before he opened his mouth.

"Not now but I will."

My brows met as my forehead come to a knot. Okay. He did change his mind but when?! Every time he delays the claim, my life is taking a step closer to trouble!

I gave this mate shit a shot, okay? I thought I'll be happier this way than to be snatched by some lonely wolf but everything that's happening was beyond my expectation.

Anger is starting to build a fire inside me. My wolf is starting to hate him for his delay, not being assured of his plan on claiming me.

"It's okay for you if I jumped to any guy, then." I stated, crossing my arms in front of my chest and glaring at him.

He let out a loud growl as he gritted his teeth. "You're mine!" He exclaimed, emphasizing every word.

I stood up hastily that the pillow I'm hiding my body with had fallen on the ground. I'm trying to level my eyes on his and failed because of his height.

"You can't say that if you can't act upon it!" The last words tasted bitter on my tongue that I wanted to spit. "I don't know what your problem is but if trouble comes our way, I expect you won't blame me!"

"No trouble will come for you. From now on, you are forbidden to go outside the house." He said in a low voice. My jaw dropped when I heard that. What? That's what his plan is?!

"Are you serious? You can't lock me here!" I shouted, frustrated with everything that is happening right now. Its already hard the way it is, and he's adding fuel to the fire?!

"I will not lock you in IF you obey my order. You stay here and I won't lock you up, literally." He managed to be sarcastic with me, huh?

That's when my anger reached my head. I can't control my body from trembling, my wolf is trying to take over, wanted to cause havoc.

"I'll better be back to my pack than to be on lockdown inside your damned house!" I said through gritted teeth, letting out an angry growl. My eyes turned pitch black as my vision blurring everything around me. Focusing my anger on him alone.

I no longer felt affected by him. No ounce of backing down. Even when his eyes turned red and probably using his Alpha power over me.

I'm so angry at him right now.

raised his voice as well. His eyes showed unpleasantness from my behavior

Only you can walk away from me?!"

anger but towards his order. It seemed absolute that I can't go against him but I tried my best to resist. I growled as I straightened my body which started curling down, ready to obey

if I had not heard him. I wanted to laugh so hard with how fate is trying to play

Everything is so unfair.

down on the inside. A smirk was formed on my lips that

is so close to mine as his nose touched

voice is low but firm. My wolf wants to back off but I

had the chance, I'm gonna release this heat

its fullest. I can feel it deep into my

hand on my jaw tightened its grip, a low whimper escaped my throat when the

If he wanted me to go through hell, then I might as well

are shaking with fear. He growled at my words then he

His words are not what I

was replaced with confusion when he lowered his head on my neck and his

sensation that his simple action

grazed his

true? Was he lying to me last night? I wanted to ask but I'm drowned with what he is

hand loosened its grip on my hair. His

"N-No one's stopping you..."

My eyes met with his once again and it's back to golden brown color. I don't know what changes his

on my waist and slowly stepped away from me. "Give me more time to think." He looked at

Or am I able to go out? Can I at least have a run? More time to think if what? Of the date when he'll claim

mostly fighting and nothing was

me now. Far from last night that he said he will never put his claim on me which reminds

I'd like to know more about him. If he can't do that, I guess I'll get my answers myself.

I saw a guy stepped out of the car as Aiden got out of the house. They talked for a minute before

I'm angry with him but I can't stop myself to feel sad

I was feeling and decided to head downstairs

at the end of the stairs

said,

something fun. What can you recommend?" I said, beaming. If she'll

eyes saddened and a weak smile formed her lips. "Alpha Aiden's order is

That answered one of my

him." I shake my hand and bit my lower lip. I'm can't feel any anger for him right now and it is

sorry, Luna. But he said he'll

Last night, he didn't even come

picnic in the garden. Will you

gave it a thought and figured I can ask Aurea some questions about Aiden. My eyes

Just enough for the both of us. Some snacks and bread with two bottles of different flavored juice were placed on a basket together

mouth kept open the moment I saw

come I never see this? Wow! This is so relaxing!" I said cheerfully as I sat on the blanket Aurea already laid

of my head when I realize

have! But everything here is so lively! The flowers,

looking at nowhere. I immediately figure out that she's mind linking someone. And I knew who that someone

message to Aiden?" I asked, careful not to scare

gave me an embarrassed smile. "Yes, Luna. Sorry, but

far and put the snacks in my mouth. What does that guy want to

blushed on the thought that Aurea might tell him how naive

longer interested in the 'report' she's

Alpha Aiden's house is big. This is the ancestral home of his late parents." Aurea

said that. Oh, I forgot I need to gain

from the war with the Ravenous pack a few years back but that's

The war, I mean." I tried doing the puppy eyes that always work with Cruz back home.

full story but I'll tell you what I

nodded and sat properly, eager to listen to

in the North. First was the Ravenous pack, Shadow pack was

North before? Well, we've ranked fourth now. But

born from the Ravenous pack. Her brother,

father, right?" I corrected it. Sometimes I'm messing up

"Yes, Luna."

kid who's attentively

on pack lands. Wolves of the North were known

Prime had a war?" If it's so peaceful back then, what's the meaning of

in the history of the North that an Alpha

What? Someone like me? I got nervous hearing the story and my hands started shaking. I hide my hands so Aurea would not notice