Call me Alpha

Aiden's POV

The bond between mates is the best thing any other wolf can ask for. It completes us, filling us with unthinkable happiness. And that's happening to me now.

I can feel it.

Every bit of me can't ask for more when I'm around Ashira. I'm an Alpha yet I can only control to be away from her for hours. Far from what I expected.

I denied to claim her. I want to know her first, to see for myself if she has an ounce of greed for power.

Just like how I see my mother.

I grew up with her words, 'to be the best'. She came from the top wolf pack of the North and she expects nothing but best from me and my father.

When Raekon takes over her previous pack from her brother, Uncle Zeuracious, I saw how bewildered and uneasy she become. For her, only our bloodline can be the best. And it should stay that way.

When her brother was thrown off his title as Alpha, she did not like it. I witnessed her thirst to be the first. To be on top. To give the crown back to her own blood. Her hunger for power dragged my father down with her.

And my father who I looked up to, became someone no one expected he will turn to be. He let his love for my mother to eat him whole. He made the decision to start a war with Raekon's pack but not for peace, not for any sound decisions but ONLY for her.

Hundreds of our wolf died, their family mourned, we lost some of the greatest fighters, the best trackers, and yet, my parents disregard that it was the possible outcome of the war. And for what?

Kristina, or known as Luna Tina, used her influence to my father as his mate. She knew she can manipulate my father's head, that she can find her way through his decisions. That he won't let her down.

And that resulted in the destruction of peace of the North. Not just that but that war cost her, own life, and my father's as well.

My wrath towards her greed made me push my feelings for Ashira. Trying to waive the pull of the mate bond calling to me.

But even if I try to stop myself, I knew I won't be able to. Now, I don't know if I can reject her even if I'll saw her flaws. Even if she will be like my mother.

I want her and I knew it. I can feel that my wolf started breathing solely for her from the moment we saw her. And even if it will end my life, I'd still want her. That's how I feel right now.

It almost killed me to suppress it the first time and the thought of her being stolen from me kills me the second time. I'm torn with mine and my wolf's choices.

I'm jealous. I'm petrified. I want her for me and only mine.

But I'm hesitating. I can't have a mate that may drag me down just like my mother. I need to see her goal, her intention, her objective of life.

Though whenever I see her, every time she's close to me, my mind is clouded by her. I can't think clear of my intention and can only focus on how perfect her eyes were, or how beautiful she was made. My mind screams to never let her go, to never let her out of my sight.

When some guy comes near her, I get protective, anxious, angry even. I don't want any other scent lingers on her perfect body but mine.

I'm aware of my possessiveness for her, one of the changes that I can't bend to break. But I can't blame myself.

She gave me a gift from the moment I met her.

She gave me life.

She made me feel alive again.

She granted me another purpose in life that I thought was just to protect the pack.

I never forget my responsibilities for the pack. I knew they needed me. But since I haven't put my mark on Ashira, I can't focus on anything aside from being with her.

I'm on my way to my house, to where she is now. I'm riding my car and stepped on the brake abruptly. Just a few minutes away and I'll be home. Home to her.

But something yelled at the back of my mind.

Something is wrong.

make it right, but I'm ignoring the fact that I can

Nick's POV

few rang and Seth answered my

the pack building, inside Aiden's office. Aiden's been gone for a while now. He must be

got a mountain of papers in front

your survey over?" I said, massaging my temples with my

actions of Alpha Elon. The renewal of the peace treaty with the Ravenous pack is near. We need to take precautions and keep an eye if they are preparing for battle.

Nick but we'll stay for a few

Seth for this mission. They will study the pack's movement outside the border of Ravenous so our

said that. Seth is the best tracker next to Jeron. He is also skilled in fighting and for me, he is the right one

so how will

be sure there will be no harm from

needs you here. Alpha had found

before a long pause. "I'll

the Gamma's duty to protect the

He asked

stead. Leave the others there. How long

our Luna in

sighed. To be honest, I'm not sure. If the Rogue who attacked us is the one who

"We're not sure. Yet."

so probably in one day and a half in my

anyone

Wait, she's not

"No. Not yet."

"Oh. Okay."

goodbyes and I turn off the call. I faced the stack of paper works at the

a lot of whining as I start

which was gathered upon their arrival. There are two folders. One is thick and has written "FOR

folder contains the details of she-wolves who met their mate at the annual mapping and the other are the ladies who

to have knowledge of his packs' new members yet he's

I sighed.

look for Ashira's paper on the

AB, 5'5" tall, and

She's an orphan? Why didn't she put her parents' name then? Well, it's not that

to save it on

Ashira's POV

almost out and I can't take these feelings

I miss Aiden.

I just locked myself inside my room. I'm not in the mood to do anything and I miss the short

are not shouting at each other's faces and without him

the pack comes first. He's an Alpha and I understand that. Though no matter how hard I told myself to stop missing him, I end up

dying every second he's away. It's irritating that I wanted to smash everything around me but I also

for someone who's insane but damn! I

looked around trying to hear where it was placed. I haven't touched my phone since I've arrived

up and went to my luggage where the sound was from. I saw my phone and there's a lot of missed calls and

it attention at all. I'm guessing that everyone from home is worried about

the messages starting from the

reached my future mate's pack! Why

message was delivered the same day I arrived at the Prime. She left a day early though because Shadow pack

opened the next one and

your letter. What are you, five? Anyway, take care. Update me when you'll come home

his message and I can imagine his face as he texts that. He sent the message the night I

was from Ophelia. She's asking if I'm safe and told me a little sympathy advice if ever I won't meet my mate. I smiled at her message. Ophelia, I just met him. She

I started typing,