Chained by a possessive mafia's love

* Blaze’s Pov *

Sudden changes in Anna made me happy and frightened me because I knew she was showing her emotions.

But as soon as she remembers these painful five years, she will hate me for doing this to her, my Anna always a sturdy girl, as long everything goes on her desire she will stay calm, but sometimes the opposite can also happen.

But seeing her catch me tightly as if I'm going to vanish if she loosens her hold on me, it hurts me, how badly I hurt her, she felt so insecure.

My body was feeling every part of her as if she melted herself against me. The wild desire kicked me once again,

But I didn't want to force her, so I flipped the position, and now she was on top of me; I covered us with the blanket tight.

She was silently crying as her tears wetted my t-shirt, I also wanted to cry at that moment, but I don’t want her to bore my pain too; she already has enough on her plate.

“ why? Anna whispered on my chest, but I heard her. I gritted my teeth; I knew what she wanted from me; at that moment, I knew if I refused to give the answer she wanted, Anna would distance herself from me again, and this was the last thing I needed in my life.

As I stayed silent, she lifted her teary face and looked straight into my eyes.

“ Why, please answer me, this why ruined my five years, I don't have another five years before I can answer my heart why you left me, or are you admitting you didn’t love me if that’s the reason then,” she said something I never wanted to hear.

“ No” without my knowledge, this word left my mouth. I know I should tell her, even if it's a half-truth.

I raised a hand from her waist, touched her face, gently wiped her tears with my thump.

loved you, Love, I love you, and I always will. Never doubt on this, as for why I left you, that was my most helpless decision I took at that moment because I wanted to keep you, I

complicated, I wanted to live a

I said because Anna needs her to accept me, as for the whole truth I don’t

which scared me.

hugged her waist with both my hands. “No, please, Anna.” It scared me that she might push me away from her. But she surprised me. She once again hugged me with both hands” let’s sleep; I need some time, please,” she said. She

pretended to be asleep. I don’t know what I should do or say t0 her at that moment. So I cooperate with her as I pretend to sleep. As I thought she was going to stay

“are you sure you left me because of your brother's death and not

thinking all these years, I clearly showed her how crazy I was

and once again put her face on my chest

tears in her eyes which hurt my heart. I kissed away her tears and kissed on

caressed her head. “Love curses me if

family, or me? She asked, almost peeking at my soul. I laughed because her question was a little funny to me. I had a family when my brother, mother, and sister were alive, but now

this question is not valid,” I said to her, her face full

from the pillow and kissed her hard. I don't know what changed

She finally

question shook something in my heart, the pain, and

with me, but I was not strong enough at that moment so left you to your parents as my deposit, your mother promised to me she will keep my precious Anna carefully, that’s why I left you; otherwise I might take you with me no matter

true; I was so helpless; I was feeling dead tired and wanted to run away taking Anna with me, but Anna’s mother

she was going to snatch my Anna and never let me meet her, but she shocked me when she offered she will keep Anna safe for me until I return to take Anna, she never let me felt alone, never said that Anna is their daughter, she knew Anna is my life so she said she