Daddy's Love

I am a jerk. Jay told me again and again and I did not listen to him. If I would have taken Ana to the doctors it would all have been over and done by now. She would have been on the path of recovering from the trauma too, but I did not.

And today is the last day.

If I don't take Ana today, two officials will take her and make her get the shots which can be the only possible worse situation than taking her to the Doctors myself.

It's six in the morning, I wake Ana up.

"Come on baby, we got to get up early today." I shake her slightly and then pick her up in my arms.

She whines.

I dress her up while she is still half asleep, and then quickly pack a bag with everything that we are going to need, while she is sitting on the couch hugging her elephant.

"You want to take the stuffie along baby?" I ask her, picking her up.

She nods and yawns.

"Would you like to have some milk?"

She ignores me.

"Maybe some chocolate milkshake?"

She looks at me. That got her attention.

The doorbell rings.

uncle Jay." I say and go to open the door with Ana

"Hey, come on in."

and shine!" He

Ana asks

Jay asks her as I hand

back five minutes later, all ready to

go!" I call and

right now. He is answering all the difficult questions that Ana is asking and the bloke is doing a darn good job of it. I think of when we took

Ana looks at me.

deep breaths to calm the fuck down.

promise?" she asks

answers solemnly. "But only if you be a good

best."

okay to feel scared, right? Your daddy and I are going to be right there

made to sit in the bleak waiting room where I am quickly filling forms and Ana is sitting on Jay's lap with her elephant, looking at me every now and then. I

soon called in for the

with Ana asleep, in my arms, whining every

car. She is fine and her babysitter will be dropping

wouldn't have been able to do

problem. I am famished. You want to eat yet?" He

will just put Ana to bed and come

down. She

are you hungry? Would you like to eat something?" I ask her, when she opens her