Enigma

Mom left me alone in the cabin with Ajax. I know what I did was foolish. I shouldn’t have run away in a situation like this. We already had so much on our plate with the possible attack and I had to go and get everyone in more trouble.

“Are you going to reject me?” Ajax’s voice brought me back from my thoughts.

“I don’t want to reject you Ajax but in no way in the hell can I be with Zeno. Besides he might be the one that will reject me.”

I relaxed on the bed and curled up around him. He is so warm. This feels so nice.

there is a reason he is acting that way. I don’t think he

is it?” I

who am I to you? “Do you know what it feels like when your mate dies? It feels like someone has sucked your life out of you. You feel empty and a darkness starts to creep inside you. You become so desperate to get rid of it that you go to any lengths to feel happy again. That year we lost our other half and he must have felt the changes happen inside him but he was lucky that he found his second chance right after or he would have killed himself eventually. If alive, he would have been beyond repair. Human bodies can’t sustain the effects of rejection. He must have felt the emptiness and darkness leave him when he would have been near you. I felt that too. The relief when I would be around you, I felt content. I put two and two together and I knew from then that you are our mate. I couldn’t ask for more but Zeno kept ruining everything for us. We had already lost one mate but his actions will make us lose our second mate too.” Ajax spat. “Sometimes I wonder if her dying did her good. I mean Zeno is not a kind of person anyone would want to be with. I won’t hold it against you Aria. I can understand if you want to reject us. You deserve to be happy. Zeno won’t give you the life you deserve but please before getting to the rejection, give him just one chance. Not for him but for me.

it wasn’t even my fault. You said that this started the summer before we started high school but he has been bullying me since I started living with mom and dad. He simply hated me. It did get worse once we started high school. I don’t think he ever had any good feelings towards me. He simply hated me since day one. I am sorry Ajax but Zeno would never want to

of this. He will be suffering the consequences of Zeno’s actions and decisions. We both will be suffering because of that ungrateful person. I just hope, whoever Zeno chooses will be a good change in Ajax’s life. Not having control over your life seems nerve wrecking. I couldn’t even fully grasp what he is going through. I just want him to be happy. Why does such a good wolf spirit have to be paired up with a crappy human like Zeno? I wonder how he will react when he finds out about him and me being mates. He will probably berate me and curse me to his heart’s content. He will never choose me no matter what happens. It doesn’t matter if he hurts me. I just hope he becomes a good Alpha to the pack. The Alpha is an important component of the pack. The pack