Fated For Lycan's Luna (Chloe and Blake)
Chapter 99
Blake's POV
While my exhilaration over the matter of Chloe’s pregnancy overwhelmed me, the desire to be with her became stronger than ever.
Wearing my heart on my sleeves, I begged with all my heart for Chloe to return to me.
That she and I would spend our days in the Silver pack while we await for our child to be born in this world.
But in the end, I saw Chloe’s exhausted state. Her pale complexion doused my selfish begging to come back to reality and addressed the matter at hand.
Like a strike of lightning, it dawned on me that Chloe had been through a lot just today.
From her father’s death, to facing those greedy useless Alpha with confidence, then to containing Vanessa’s annoying tantrums.
It might appear that Chloe is strong and confident, she was still exhausted and affected by the matters that happened.
This was really a long day for her.
Even more so, she was with our child… and was almost hurt earlier.
All these things came back at me, slapping my selfish and thoughtless actions toward my mate.
I cast an apologetic glance at her, while quietly leaving her room so that she could finally rest.
I saw how her body was asking for some rest and it makes my heart ache that even until this point she refused to show such vulnerability in front of me.
Due to that, even though I very much wanted to hold her close and let her rest in my arms, I know that I had to go and give her the space she wanted.
I used every bit of my control to drown my desire to be with her at the moment and exited the room quietly.
But as soon as I stepped out of the door, the urge to run to her side surged once more. My entire body is craving for her presence and warmth.
It was the truth that I never realized until she was no longer by her side. The desperation of her being with me intensified so much that I would go crazy if I chose not to use what is left of my rationality at the moment.
Trapped between letting my mate get the space and rest she wanted, and the longing in every inch of my being, my feet refused to move forward.
by her door and tried to listen
doing inside
and every breath Chloe takes, I could sense
sure she’s fine…’ I
few moments, I heard rustling of the sheets before Chloe's breathing slowed
knew that she
lowered my head on my knees and closed my eyes, trying
sound of her breathing could actually make me this satisfied
me, I felt like I was wandering in a barren desert aimlessly roaming around and desperately searching for nothing.
that I have found her, it was like I had found the oasis
told myself as I decided to stay in this spot and guard Eli in her sleep.
night, I sensed Lyra’s presence. She came to me and was
warning in my eyes. The moment she opens her mouth, Chloe
brings you
to get what I meant and also answered through my mindlink, “Blake, is
the thought of the child in my mate’s womb never failed to give me a great wave of happiness that bloomed a smile
if Chloe still
The next step…
I do not know as well.
ignore her thoughts and feelings. For I know that it may
not answer her question directly as I responded,
is the decision that I made in my heart.
the other matters… I may have to wait until Chloe
Lyra’s face. But in the end, she left after failing to convince me to go to my chambers
entire night, I did not sleep and only listened to
to come, I
she was chasing something and was extremely
having
I had the urge to come inside the room and soothe her,
a wall between the two of us that I must not cross. It was a wall that was even sturdier and
I know that once