Her Freezing Heart

“See” she sighed. “I didn’t want to tell you this but you need to know what a mate cheating on you does to you to understand it better. When a supernatural or a vampire, werewolf or so cheats on their human mate, the human dies immediately after the first shock as they can’t heal like us. That’s how I found out that you are not human. If the mates are both super naturals then the one that is cheated on gets chest pains like the ones you got and their heart starts to be inflicted with poison. Not literal poison but it starts to blacken which you can say acts like a poison killing you bit by bit. Eventually they either go mad or die. In most cases they die but the ones who don’t live with a feeling of emptiness in them that never goes away. The only way to survive is move on but the poison spreading in your heart makes it really difficult. You got to keep your head straight and try to move on.”

Poison? Blacking of heart?

“How do you know all this?” I asked.

“Well Steven went through the same thing and Austin too. But Steven was way too in worse than Austin.” She replied.

“Does that mean…?”

“Yeah he uses sex as a get away from that emptiness.” She replied looking at her hands.

“And Austin?”

“His case is a little different. His mate was a human and she chose someone else over him so he kept away from everything to keep her alive. She would have died if he had chosen then same path as Steven.”

“Oh my God! What am I going to do?” I asked. “If I die papa dies with me. I don’t want him to die. Why would you tell him to be my wolf?”

“You will survive and so will your father. Grayson and I will help you through it and Steven and Austin will too.”

“Okay.” I said. “Just one more thing. Don’t tell anyone else. I don’t want any problems in the pack because of me. I will tell Leo myself. No one other than him, not even Aaron.”

“Why?” Carter said confused and a little angry.

“I don’t want anyone to suffer with me.” I replied smiling at him.

for a moment but

punished.” Caleb said outraged. “He knew the consequences of cheating already. We are told about it from the very beginning. I can’t believe he would do such thing

He looked disgusted.

I wasn’t good enough for him.”

if he didn’t mind me

You are perfect. He is just a cheating asshole.” Caleb

guys.” I said looking at the now

golden rays. I should go see

am going to meet him today.” I said to no one in particular. “And then I

life when you will see with your own eyes that there is nothing left in the old

“Yeah.”

come with you.” The twins said. “We will wait outside his house. I don’t want you

your friendship because of me. I don’t want to be the reason for the cracks in the pack.” I

command now but you are still one of our Alphas just like you were before we came to know

didn’t knew what to say

I said trying to keep my tears at the bay. I didn’t knew they loved me so much. “I should go freshen up. I need to catch him

up. Fortunately Ryder

piece of shit. I need to show you something.” Ryder said in our mind link as

walking towards my bedroom to get a towel and

a ponytail and exited the cabin. Alec is still snoring his way away in my bed. That guy could literally sleep through anything.

and Carter got to their feet and so did

are not coming with me.” I said to

hell I am.” He