Her Volkovs #Book 1

Belle's POV

I feel the chills reaching down my spine. I'm sitting on the bed, my back is resting on the head board while I'm curling my knees to my chest. My panties are still on my legs and my tears have gone dry on my cheeks. My femme hurts and I can see little drips of blood on my thigh. I'm staring at the blood that has stained the sheets.

I'm feeling numb. I can't seem to find the right emotion. All I want to do is sit still and stare blankly. It's as if my world just took a sudden halt.

A few moments later Alexei came barging in the room, he has a cut on his lip and he looks frantic. He knelt right next to me and attempted to hold me.

"No please don't touch me Alexei." At this point my tears are again threatening to fall.

He saw the blood on the sheets. He then inspected me and saw the blood on my thigh. I tried to cover it but Alexei already saw the drips of blood. He took off his jacket and wrapped it around my arms.

Alexei paced back and forth next to the bed while running his fingers through his hair. He then forcefully swipes the lamp and everything on top of the small table beside the bed. I did not stop him. I just remained in my position in silence. I know he is blaming himself for what happened to me but its really not his fault. Moments later, Alexei has completely lost it. He smashed everything that he could see in the room. He pushed the cabinets and tables to the floor and he screams every time he destroys something. I on the other hand did not move a muscle. I'm still on my exact position. Still feeling numb.

When everything in the room has been destroyed, Alexei sat on the floor right next to the bed. He rested his back on the side of the bed and looks down all defeated.

"I want to leave this place Alexei."

Alexei stood up and carries me in his arms out of the room. His men are already waiting for us outside. We went out of the house on a different exit where Alexei's car is already waiting.

"I can't go back to Amy like this Alexei. She cant see me like this."

"We will go to my mother. It's a few hours drive but you will be safe there." I did not answer him.

"Can I borrow your phone?"

Alexei took his phone from his side pocket, tapped his phone direct to the dialer and handed it to me. I dialed Amy.

"Hello?" Said Amy. Oh god, I feel like I'm going to sob hearing Amy's voice.

"A."

"B!? What's wrong? I swear if anything bad happened to you, I don't care if that Nikolai is the king of the world, I am going to kill him!"

"A, I'm okay. I just can't go home tonight."

"Oh, so you're with Nikolai? Alexei?"

I quickly interrupt her.

"Book the flight A."

"What?"

"Book the flight home."

I can sense that Amy realized that I have already made up my mind.

"Okay B. You take care okay? Go home as soon as you can."

"Okay. I love you."

I returned the phone to Alexei. I then turn to my side facing the window. I adjusted Alexei's jacket to cover my arms intertwined in front of me. I feel like I'm cold as ice. I just stare outside blankly.

~

"Princess..."

Her wrinkles show on the side of her eyes when she lets out a smile. She then kisses Alexei on his forehead and on his lips. She looks at him like they understood each other without even saying a word.

"Rest now our Yelena."

quickly interrupts her.

introduced tomorrow. Tonight you rest."

left us in

cover and placed it on top

"I'll be back."

thought and expected. I lost my virginity, the Nikolai way. I chuckle escaped my mouth. I guess I had this one coming. He told me to

Alexei went back with a basin of water

him do this to me." I said while holding on to his arm. I want to let him know that this is not

my hair to the side so he can take off my necklace. I removed the silver hair comb attached to my hair and my earrings while he unzipped my

breasts. I took off the sleeves and remove myself from my gown. He

my bra while Alexei pulled my panties down and hurled it right next to my dress. I am now naked, sitting in bed, my arms are

life. I slowly spread my legs for him. I can see that Alexei is now looking at me, all of me. He

from my inner thigh and trails the towel delicately on my femme. I really could not fathom Alexei. Just a while ago he destroyed everything in the room where Nikolai took my virginity like he can kill anyone who gets in his way. Now he touches me so delicately you would even think he

pillow. Alexei said good night and kissed me on my hair. He was about to leave but I reached for his hand. I want him to stay beside

go Alexei.

on my side as he slips under the covers and spoons me. "Sleep now my

tried to close my eyes to sleep but my mind keeps on flashing back the memories of what happened between

cried

~

eyes flickered when I was awaken by two little boys looking at me directly on my face all too closely. One of them placed his hand on my

realized I'm already awake, they covered their mouths with their hands. They ran as fast as they can outside the

eyes are still heavy. My femme still hurts. And the virgin Mary is all gone. I trailed my hand to my right but Alexei is not beside me anymore. I stood up and walked outside the

walked the hallway barefoot. As I approach what seems to be the living room, the two kids are peeking and giggling at me being

the kitchen slicing some vegetables. He

my two boys, they are just enjoying your presence

okay, they

mother in our language. You have the permission to call me matushka since my son brought you

so. Now that I can clearly see Irene's face, I see where Alexei got his beautiful hazel eyes. Irene lets out a sweet yet very strong

happened but I still have eyes around my two boys, I know that you are in the middle of everything."

glass of water she gave me while she continues

over anything before. They always had each other's back. One time, when they were teenagers, Alexei got into trouble, you know what Nikolai did? He talked to his father and asked for guns and men to get back at whoever punched Alexei at their high school urinal. The old man Vyacheslav could never been prouder. Those two became unstoppable. They caused too much trouble that both of them got locked up in

told me about Nikolai's father. Vyacheslav was ruthless but Nikolai

from Columbia University they were off to stand on their own because the old man Vyacheslav died of a gunshot to the head. Same with my husband. You see, even in death my

and listened

between those two, they would still have each other's back. Do not ever blame yourself

thought that she's going to blame

you love them?" She stopped

my country." I looked down on the

did not

Irene is quite scary. I swear I feel

tough. Even tougher than those two. All men think that they are stronger and more powerful than women but that's not true. The truth is, we control them. Women control men. We have them in our hands you know

of your heart and your pussy." I gulped at Irene's bluntness. What does she mean those two? Alexei and Nikolai love me? I

them do what they want to do. Make them think that they are in control. You are in the middle of strong and complicated men. They have gigantic egos. They have a lot of money, guns and power. You just need to

my god, I dont know what to say. How do I even

the food is already cooked, she called

adopted those two." She is looking at

the side. He then ran her fingers through my