His Doll

After Few months

Devika's p.o.v

" Abhinav, please go slow...you are hurting me. Ahh!! Please.. stop it, "I am almost crying because of his hard thrust. It's been hours since he is inside me.

He almost choked my neck and said dangerously," Bear with it".

Saying that he again gave a hard thrust. I am feeling pain and exhaustion. 

"Please, I am feeling pain, "I told him crying. This time he slapped my face hard. The impact was so hard that my face started stinging and I felt blood in the corner of my lips. 

He grabbed my chin tightly and said into my ear," did I tell you to speak? Hmm? Then why are you speaking? Just lay down beneath me."

Saying that he kissed my lips and continued his pounding inside me.

After another hour he stopped and I took a relief of breath. We are both naked on the bed panting very hard. We are sweating even though the AC is on.

He nuzzled on my shoulder and said seductively," My doll!! you are like a drug for me. what are you doing with me? huh!! I can't resist myself around you! You are making me lose my sanity!! Saying that he rested his one hand on my belly and I felt shivered. His every touch always makes my whole system filled with fear.

" Don't talk when I fuck you. It ruins my mood. I am sorry if I exhausted you. What can I do!! You know very well that how much I love myself inside you. How much I love to bury myself inside you roughly," saying all these he kissed my shoulder and left bosom.

I didn't say anything because I have nothing to say. I am feeling pain in my whole body. When it's about intimacy, he becomes a wild animal. What would have happened if he behaved a little gentler with me!!! He doesn't care about me. He doesn't care I am feeling pain or not. He is only after his pleasure.

I wrapped a thin quilt around me to hide my naked body.

" Don't forget to take the pill. I don't want to be a father so soon," saying that he went towards his side on the bed and closed his eyes for sleep. After some time I heard his snores indicating he is asleep.

Slowly I got down from the bed. I couldn't even stand up properly. The area between my legs is paining too much.

With limping legs, using the help of the furniture I walked towards the table and opened its drawer. I took out a birth control pill and gulped it down with a glass of water.

He doesn't want to be a father so soon and I also don't want any innocent life in this loveless marriage. If I give birth to any child than the child will suffer the most between us.

I didn't think further and returned to the bed. I laid down there beside him. He told me that I don't have to sleep on the floor anymore. I am grateful towards God that I am not sleeping on the floor anymore.

I am lying on the bed but there is no sleep in my eyes. I am thinking about everything. About this marriage's future.

I always wanted a person who will love me, cherish me and give respect to me but my luck is so cruel to me that it gave me a person whom I don't even understand. I am adjusting with him. There is no love between us. I don't know what he feels for me but for him, I only feel fear.

Recently I am not understanding his behaviour. For the last few months, he has again gotten back into his previous beastly mood.

Sometimes he behaves so nicely and sometimes he behaves like a beast. Sometimes he cares for me like I am his everything and sometimes he treats me like trash. What does he actually want I don't know.

I am grateful to him for one thing that he permitted me for continuing my study though he didn't permit me to use phone, hang out with friends and do other things.

I have to be with Arushi always and his guards are always with me like super glue. He fears that I will escape with another man, that's why his guards always keep watching on me. Heck!! This man!! Why he thinks so low about me.!!

He has given me a limited time for college. If I become late for some reason than he punishes me by slapping or beating me with his belt or thick sticks. After hurting me, he apologised to me so badly like he is really sorry. His mood always changes just like the wind changes its direction. Seeing his weird conditions I have to always forgive him.

One day I requested him to return the company to my ma and most surprisingly he agreed and the next day he told me that he has given back the company to ma. I was surprised that he listened to my words.

 Ma didn't contact me till now and I am still angry with her. Until she calls me first, I will not talk with her. But, I am happy that my ma doesn't have to work as a swiper anymore.

but when his mood become ruined for any reason, he unleashed his anger on me by scolding and beating me.

him I don't know. I hope that one day everything will be ok. After thinking like an eternity, when I drifted into sleep I

At morning

table. Maids are serving food. Ruhani ma has returned to her house and Avantika is now living with her in-laws. Abhinav told me that I don't have to

silent when Abhinav said with his usual impassive tone," Next week is our first marriage anniversary. I

counting all the months mentally. I have spent my one year in this house with him!! I can't believe it!! How quickly time passes!! It's

congratulated Abhinav and me. I can see Arnav is not that happy but Arushi is too much happy. I just gave a small

her in-laws will be also here," he said

invite my family also. He looked at

know what am I thinking!!  And why he agreed so easily. This man is

to college. I am not feeling well, I am still sore down there so I decided to

for his office. He will just leave our room when he told me," Umm..

don't know which file he is talking about.  I asked him," Which file

the red cover. You will find it on my

one is allowed in his study room. I am

study room and walked to the table. But, I didn't find any red file. So, instinctively I started searching.

time I realized that there is no red file. Then I noticed the drawer of his table. Maybe the file is

file. Finally!! I took out the file and when I will just close the drawer I noticed some pills inside the

I picked up the pills and tried to understand what kind of pill are

having those pills.? But, why would he be having

I could read

and closed the drawer. I looked at the

the file from my hand. He slapped on my face and said angrily, " Were you sleeping

slapping is

room right now. Saying sorry I left his study room. But, those pills matter isn't leaving my mind. Why is he having pill and if he is having them than for which problem he

Abhinav's p.o.v

but you always fail. The doctor has given you powerful medicine but still, your condition isn't getting better. You are always losing your sanity and snapping at anyone and anywhere. My doll is suffering too much because of your condition," The good Abhinav is saying all this

I felt like the devil inside

anything the devil inside me said," You are becoming weak again. What's all this doll!! My doll!! Don't forget about your revenge. You are a ruthless mafia and there is no mercy

from my pocket and gulped it down. If this situation continues then one day I will become

Usman baba. He is one of those person's whom I respect most. He is the person who taught me all kinds of martial arts, trained me on how to wield all kinds of weapons like guns, knives, swords etc. Moreover, he is the person who

Flashback 

my siblings for a job and shelter. But no one showed any mercy to me. We were living under a tree at

other siblings were beaten brutally. To save my siblings I picked up a stone and banged one of those drunken man's head. I always carried a knife with me for safety. I stabbed another one with the knife and  They immediately

his money I came to Mumbai with my siblings. After coming to Mumbai, I started facing more problems. I didn't have any guardian, nor I had any money. Every day I was begging in front of people to give me work, food and shelter. But, this world is too much cruel.No one showed me any mercy. At that time I was living with my

his left arm. He was crying for help. I ran

number by using PCO. And told me to tell the owner of the number that bade saheb( Sir) is injured and he needs help. I did as

was with that injured man and consoled him. I found a tube well and collected some water using a broken glass bottle. I helped the man to drink the water. The man became unconscious in my arms. I couldn't leave him alone in that dark area. So, I stayed with him holding him in my

and took that injured man. Then another man told me that he

The policeman broke my hand and feet just because I stole a piece of bread. After 3 days they threw my injured body on the street. I was suffering alone on the street and crying. My condition was so bad that I couldn't even be walking properly. I was thinking only one thing if I die then who will look after my siblings. I

found me. He came out of a car and without saying anything he picked me up, got back into his car and took me

man and found out that I saved none other than the most feared underworld don Usman Seikh. I told him everything about me and my family. Listening to me he hugged me tightly like a real father. I requested him to not share my secrets with anyone and he agreed.

parents. And when I

life like a saviour. They treated us and gave us shelter, food, clothes and other necessary things and most

time with Ruhani ma but I always spent my time with Usman baba. He permitted

like a volcano. I wanted to taste not only money and luxury but also power. I became hungry for power. I wanted to establish myself as so ruthless that only hearing my name people will pee on their pants. The society which always gave me pain and I wanted to establish myself as a superior in this society. I requested Usman baba to make me the ruthless don like him.

understand how much dangerous is this world. That time the fear inside me had already died and before my stubbornness, he had to agree. At that time I came to know the biggest secret of his life that his wife,

to face. Usman baba gave me to Bablu Khan who trained me to become an underworld don. I was learning everything which an underworld don