TRYING TO FIGHT MY FEARS OFF
****JANELLE'S POV****
I wanted to ask her the reason she called me, when my phone went off.
Gawddddddd, I had forgotten to charge it yesterday night. I had come back from classes yesterday evening, because my course was timed for the evening session.
I was so stressed out, that I forgot charging my phone, I woke up in the night to read my books, only to find out that there was no light.
That was just so strange, I didn't expect light not to be that night, as I had grown accustomed to seeing light all through the day.
I kept my phone on the table, I remembered Steff telling me she would be coming to my lodge.
Although that was like 8am in the morning, I guessed she would be doing her morning routine, after all she has all the day to come visiting.
The first day I had gone to her lodge, was the same day I vowed never to put myself in the position of going to see her.
Getting into the gate of their lodge, you could perceive all manner of weed and illegal drugs, which they inhale or take in.
I wasn't mad that they were doing it, I was only sorry for them, because within me they are too young to engage themselves in such illicit things which would definitely make their lives miserable someday.
I am not saying it tho, because I am perfect, No, I don't even think that in my whole life I would ever think of striving to be perfection itself.
I felt like choking, as the smell coming from these drugs were taunting.
I was still trying to make my way through the group of girls talking and chattering while smoking, when I looked up.
Guess who I saw, my course representative, Ben, ohhh myyyy. I never thought in my life that a course representative would ever indulge in such unholy activity.
I laughed inwardly on how our lecturers, praised like alike though, he is god himself.
The look on his face didn't look like someone that cared enough, if what he's doing is wrong or right.
I wanted to wave at him, but on second thoughts, I waved it
most teachers talked about, on how
the normal stuff, which they all seemed as holy, "please can you help me through
"Dah innocent one huhh", I didn't
head,
"I am so sorry, it's Stefflon Douglas, she said it's room two hundred and
you will see a t-junction that separates two hostel, the one by your
I didn't say hostel B, actually I said Room 215, please, so sorry for the inconveniences tho", I said giving her a puppy
is talking, you let him or her to finish up, the
to finish, you claim you don't know the way
sorry, will get going, thanks for the direction", I thanked her, that was wholeheartedly
set off for steffs' lodge, damn everywhere
her lodge, I wanted to knock, but I saw that the door was slightly opened, I
for you, you're her doing God knows what, wait!!!!",
doing, do you know how harmful that is, we talked about it the previous day I had seen
just making me seem not so good, like
table, she wasn't there again,
what she's doing on the floor, "this is definitely one of her pranks",
gotten so tired, she would stand up, rub on her jeans and
moving at all, I had to do something. I thought she
chattering among themselves, "please can
is it you want?", They
hard to explain tho, but it isn't here, rather in my friends' lodge, please it won't take
body, they looked at me with a look
feared the worst, I swore that if anything happens to her am going to take the full blame
and turned her, but,
nodding their
what was I thinking, I should have called them since when I noticed her earlier, I thought it was her normal stunt she was trying
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