His Immense Desires

HIS TURMOILS AND PAST

**KHALIDS'POV**

"yeah boy, you know dad won't be around today, right.

So it's just going to be both of us at home, you and I, alone.

You know how much I have been looking after you, right.

Dad would be travelling abroad for a trip, and it's going to be just you and I.

I have to keep reminding you, because I know sometimes you are a big whole of douche bag.

I don't want to be so hard on you, so pretend I didn't say all this to you and wait for Dad to go away okay?", She said.

"Yes ma" I replied her.

"No boy, don't call me ma, rather do call me mummy.

I know I am your stepmum, but that doesn't make any difference from your original mum.

She must have carried you for nine months and nursed you till you were off age.

It doesn't mean I can not nurse and breastfeed you, like your mum did.

I love you so much, and I would love to show you what it means to be loved, by your not biological mother.

You don't have to wait so much, but I want you to be eager for it.

Hey, have some candy and relief your stress alright?.

Listen boy, I love you so much and I will do anything...like anything at all....to make sure I have you all to myself.

You love how that sounds right?"

I nodded my head to her questions and let the candy stick off with a plop.

suckle me breasts, when your daddy

to wait too long, you just have to be so eager for that

should hear even a bit of it, you won't

hurt you so much, that all your life, you would

want you to feel the pains I am going to bring

your Dad leaves, I am not sure

"Khalid",... "Alright, hurry up, your dad is calling you, remember, do not let our little secret out, if you really love yourself, alright??", She

I nodded my head.

want you nodding your head to my question, I want you to answer me with your mouth, do you get that?"... "Yes

go meet your dad, and when you are done, you come back so we could finish up with

the bed, and was about going out of

that before you leave you are meant to give me

you so much, mum",. "Then why can't you give me a hug, or do I smell irritating to you?, Or you just want to know my reaction", with that she slapped

i-i wa-was only in a hurry to answer my dad",

Dad, right?, You feel I don't have

"Allah, it's not what you think", I said, I almost wanted to cry, but I remembered what my mum told me, that I

told me that no woman is worth my tears, unless I find the woman I would love to spend the rest of my life

was twenty-three, that was when my

was furious, but I couldn't turn back the hands of the clock, I loved my mum and still love her, but there was nothing I could do to remedy

out and go answer your Dad", she said after which I

dad, he was going

getting more pale daily, I try to ask him what was wrong with him, but he always shuns me off, and tells me not to ever ask him

and so...., I don't just know but, he

You called me", I

the bed, while waiting for whatever

old are

up at him, "why was he asking

really not know how old I

I will be fourteen",

just two yesterday, and now you are fourteen,

maybe, you are still six

wonderful", he said, as he kept scrolling up and