His Immense Desires

BELONGING TO THE OUTER WORLD

****JANELLE'S POV****

After I had met with the Novato estate agent or manager, whatsoever they call him, I signalled to Steff, for us to go home.

I had surveyed the house very well, and it's just the perfect place for any students to stay, as it's very quiet, and another bonus to the house is the fact that it's so beautiful.

I wasn't bothered of the fact that the lodge, No, I won't literally call it a lodge as that's someone's house. Ohh yeah!!, that reminds me, the estate agent said something about the owner coming back anytime.

Anyways I don't want to be bothered much, since Steff said she hasn't heard that the owner ever came here to stay.

I do hope and pray that by that time, he would have changed his mind, cause I can't imagine staying with a man, at worst, a stranger.

Immediately I thought about him being a stranger, my subconscious mind said, "are you really gonna call him a stranger right now??", Do you really think he's a stranger?.

"Ohh yeah, I do know he's a stranger, cause literally I have never met him in my entire life, so I don't think I know him", I replied back.

"Chubs?,chubs!!!!, Chubs, what are you thinking of, oh yeah I know, you're thinking about the wet life you're gonna live when you resume college"

"WTF are you saying, lady macho, you know I won't ever do what you're thinking of, right now, I feel so blessed of the fact that I won't be staying with you" I said.

"Excuse me!!!!!, What did I just hear you say, I hope am having a dis functional ear, You just called me a lady macho???. I can't believe this.

And for the record let me tell you, for the fact that I won't be staying in your lodge doesn't necessarily mean I won't be with you all the time", Steff replied.

let's just head straight home, I have no energy left for the argument you're trying to start up

I'll ever do is to start up a heated argument with you, just look at how full, you're looking, it's only

***JANELLE'S POV***

home, and met my mum, making Jamaican rum. This is actually the first time hearing

it so smell like this. I greeted her and gave her a warm hug, she turned back immediately and asked you of my

been since morning, I called your best friend, Steff, she said you went to your

she said was a slip of tongue, I don't wanna believe what she said",

damn speechless, Steff, what's the meaning of this nonsense,

mum, calm down, I went nowhere, okay actually, I went somewhere, but mum definitely not my boyfriend's

been here for three months and you think I will be so cheap to run into the

I can't and will never lie to you", I

through my skin, I'm gonna burst, what's the meaning of this, when am trying to gain my

"Hey listen, I know you want to feel what it's like to be loved, but baby, this is not the right time, I don't wanna see you get

snickered. Her best way of making it clear to me that I must adhere to her words, is by ending the

an admission at West Indies University, Steff helped in working it out for me. I was so surprised when she told me to prepare, so we would go to the university, just for me to find out, I

my highschool credentials, I didn't know she sneaked into the house to get it, mum that girl is a big psycho", I

you went to collect your admission letter, oh baby I'm so sorry, maybe that was her best way of

you're grown up, but you know I've got just you and Diaz, I'm so sorry if I

worry about that I do understand, like you do say, every

lookout for me, I LOVE YOU

we unhugged and she looked piercingly into my

for you, you're gonna be entertaining into the outer world, where things are

Literally not everyone wanna see you laugh, but remember when you start glowing they're

a good

scene we got here", that was Diaz, my younger brother. I quickly took a knife and chased him round the house, threatening to stand him

next morning, hurriedly took my bath, I just remembered I am having a meeting