In My Desperate Time

“What’s this?” I ask.

The wind discomposes his hair.

He seems to stand in the wind for a long time.

“Medicine.”

He says and shoves the medicine to me. Then he leaves.

He drinks a lot, too, and probably calls his chauffeur to pick him up. And his car, parks right behind me, I don’t notice it.

Actually, I am thinking, if Frances Louis offers me an olive branch now, perhaps I will really say yes.

Tonight, I am so fragile. I Desperately need a harbor to dock my wandering heart.

I open the medicine bag and look inside. They are all anti-allergic medicine.

I smile sadly. I swallow the medicine without water.

Perhaps only the pain and suffering can support me to go on.

is another

My brother

My parents sit beside him, one is on the left and the other is on the right. They serve him like serving

There are full of snacks and fruits on the tea table. I know these are bought

back? Aren't you studying abroad?” I

He doesn’t even look at me. He is still playing a hand game with his phone.

want to study. And I don't have as much money as other students, so I can't go out to play every day. It’s boring. I might as

by me. My

come back? Have you asked my advice? All of your tuition have been paid by me. And now

grab Frank Noyes's phone, throw it on the tea table, and yell

picks up his mobile phone and hands it to him again, “he is your brother, why are you so fierce? If he doesn’t want to study, then

know my parents spoil my brother. But it is still hard to see them being so inconsiderate

the whole family are living with me, it is clear that I should be able to support a large

you don't want to go

“No, dad and mon would support me.” Frank Noyes fights me back.

“What dad and mon? It’s me

tonight. My dad and she are going to squeeze on the couch, and I need to make a

Suddenly, there is only desperation lest in my heart.