Lie To Me

My days passed like a blur. I also just locked myself in my apartment for a whole week and if Hans hadn't bothered me, I wouldn't have been able to go out.

All week I reflected on what had happened in the past few days, and to this day I still cannot accept that my actions were just like that. And every time I do that, I only prove more and more stupid for that person.

But is it my fault?

I have been questioning myself about it and this is the worst part of it. That every time I punish myself for my actions I always end up with another question; that if it's my fault, I'm still acting like that even years later? Is it wrong for me to be like that because until now I am not ready? I'm not ready yet because I'm still hurting.

I sighed.

I never thought I would end up with this thinking, with this situation.

If I only knew.

do you and Russell have?" Reysa asked. Startled, I turned to

to me just for that question. It was still work time and many papers

"Friends." I answered.

together then just

friends." I

resumed the work. Maybe later someone will see us and we will both be sent disciplinary action because

at your house and are willing to wait four hours for your shift to end every day." She said. "You two are more than friends, admit

my head and

he likes me. But we're really

immediately flew to my

Is he courting you already?"