Life After the Storm

The ride up to Wicked Falls was nice and peaceful. It gave me much needed time to think. My parents did not bring up my mate at all. My brother must have asked them not to mention it which I'm grateful for. I didn't want to talk to them about it until later. I tried to put all my sadness behind me; I want to have fun today especially when we don't do this often only for special events like our birthday for example. My brother's mate Sky is very nice. She called her parents on the way to let them know she was coming with us. They were very excited for her finding her mate, I could hear the excitement in their voices from her phone. 

I just stare out the window wondering what is in store for me with my mate, sad that he doesn't want me. I am sort of jealous of my brother, he will be able to have a life with his mate. All my mate wants to do is use me, I will have his heir, but I will not give my child to him. If he does not agree with that I will not agree to have his heir I will run and never look back. I know my family will follow, we could never be apart, we would follow each other to the ends of the world. We would fight to our deaths to protect one another, that's how strong our love is, no doubt in my mind.

As we pull up and park the car I fill up with excitement I can not wait to turn into my wolf and just be free even if it's only for a couple of hours. As everyone is getting out of the car getting ready for the run. My mom looks at me with sadness in her eyes. I know that she knows what happened and she wants to fix it, but she knows she can't. I can tell she wants to talk to me, so I wait back, so she can talk to me.

“Sweetheart, I'm sorry that things didn't turn out the way you wanted it to with your mate.”

“Thanks mom, but it's not your fault, and it can't be fixed, I just want to enjoy our run.”

“Ok Sweetheart, if you need to talk to me, you know I am always here to listen.”

“I know mom lets not worry about it, lets deal with it tomorrow, not ruin today.”

so much let's go

this all day. I know it will make me feel better Mom you don't have to worry about me, I will be ok

my hardest not to react to his scent, I don't want my family to know he is here. I find a place to shift behind some bushes, I lay my clothes there so when we are finished, I have something to change back into. My wolf is so much different from most wolves for what reason I'm really not sure my wolf is all silver with white paws. I'm bigger than most wolves but smaller than an Alpha wolf 

hours through the forest loving every minute we took some breaks

loose. I wanted to run as fast as my wolf could go, and she just couldn't keep up with me, so I really wanted to leave her behind. I know that it sounds mean, but I just can't help it. It's not like I said it out loud, I was just thinking about it. When I finally made it to the top of the Wicked Falls, I let a howl of desperation out; it was so exhilarating.  I saw another wolf in the shadows, I knew it was my

that the rain will die down a little, but it doesn't slow, it continues to rain. So, we decided to make a run for it, trying to get back to the car. It has never rained like this before when we have come up here not being here all that often it hard to run through here when you're blinded. My silver fur is

my clothes are since it's dark out now. As I'm searching for my clothes I can't find them. Damn

please help me find my clothes I don't want to have to ride home

a bush. I just don't know which one, and it's too dark to see. Let me

so much mom I