Love Aint Always Pretty

Yuanfen

- a relationship by fate or destiny; the binding force between two people

Origin: Chinese

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I hear a knock by the door. "Savannah?"

I quickly slipped out of my bikini and covered my naked self with the towel. I rushed to the door and opened it, finding Nick leaning on the wall with nothing on but his white boxers and his body is always giving me a mini heart attack. I moved my head up to his face, "Yeah?"

God he's also checking me out.

He licked his lips. "Here's a shirt."

I reached for it but he quickly pulled it up, "I almost forgot. We were sleeping naked tonight, weren't we?"

Oh that smirk on his face is making me smile as well. "Then why did you have to knock and hand me a shirt?" I arched my eyebrow.

"Cos..."

"Cos?" I asked.

"Cos you were taking so long." he said quickly and in a second, he quickly threw me over his shoulder and I squealed but then covered my mouth right away so I won't wake the others. My towel is already coming off and I was holding onto it to cover my breasts.

He laid me on top of the bed and I was justy smiling at him while he was over me. "I have been waiting for this since that time you stepped out with bikini."

I bite my lip and his hand starts reaching for the hem of my towel. I slowly pulled my hand away from my breasts, letting him open the towel in half. He looks over my naked body lying down before him.

"I won't get tired looking at your body." He says whisperingly.

I smiled at him and then he reaches for my lips. We start to kiss as I let him pull the towel off the and he threw it to the floor. He manuevers himself on top of me and he starts kissing my neck.

I whimper as I feel his hand running over my inner thigh moving up and up and up until it reaches my sex. His big hand gently pressed against my nub and his lips starts moving down. I feel him kissing over my breasts and his lips brushing over my rib cage leaving featherlike kisses on my skin. His lips now on my hipbone and moves down in between my thighs.

I gasped the second he reached my entrance.

His tongue is amazing. His lips knows well what it's doing. I love the way he looks at me while he licks me. I love how he locks his arms around my thigh to keep me down. I love how he is so great in bed that I cant think of anyone else but him. I love having sex with Nick. I love how he makes me feel so good and so great about myself.

He ate me for twenty goddamn minutes and by the end of it I was shaking uncontrollably.

I watch him tearing the foil and putting the condom on his considerable erection then he slolwy goes inside me. His lips kissing me again and his tongue goes down into my mouth as he keeps thrusting me. He pulls his head away from me and holds my hands down on the bed, while he takes a look into my eyes. He's looking right at me and the way he looks makes me think he loves me. My body and my heart is battling.

"Argh..." I moaned, grasping his hand.

I couldn't explain how he makes my body feel so high. It's like I'm on drugs.

Every touch.

Every look.

Every kiss.

Every lick.

Every suck.

Every thrust.

Everything about Nick that he does to me is beyond the word fantastic.

He intoxicates me.

My heels digging into the bed as he gains speed. He pounds and he didn't even stop to rest. He just keeps going and going. He was now drenched with sweat and I wiped his forehead for him but to be honest it was hard to control myself from not yelling.

"Oh God.." there it goes, Im starting to loose it.

I am now clawing the bedsheets, biting my lip down and my body arching up. I whimper, almost a little cry escaping from my lips. Nick makes me feel alive. Nick makes me feel like a beautiful woman. Nick makes me feel like Im a Goddess and he's the only guy who makes me lose the ability to think straight. I cant think well. And whatever people will call me if they'll find out about this, it's okay. Sex with Nick is worth it. I love it. I love what we do. I love how he steals hugs and kisses from me. I love how he looks for an excuse for us to be alone together.

Whatever he wants to do, I oblige. It's when I say whatever I feel but damn the future consequences of what's gonna happen after this makes me sick to the bones, but I am really alive when we do this and it's okay. This is okay.

should live the present of whatever this thing we have, cos this thing wont last forever. It

will happen between me and Nick after we decide to stop this, but I am not ready for whatever the future has in store for this kind of

just wish this wont

•••••

looked at myself and I was naked as well covered with this white blanket. I looked around and

did

love how he still manages to look devilishly handsome even when he's doing nothing but just sleeping right here. I love how calm his face is when he's asleep and not a frown or furrowing eyebrows are appearing. I love his lashes, they're thick and long. I love his beard, I could still feel it right now every time he's brushing it over my neck. He knows too damn well my neck

in the morning. I need to get out of his bedroom before someone will see me. I just wish they're still asleep though. I reached for the shirt from the drawer right across me that he gave me last night. I moved myself up and pressed my breasts on

I said, successfully grabbing

so fluffy..." He says

turned my head to Nick who was starting to wake up. He opens

"Morning." I greeted.

He half-smiled. "Hey. Morning."

to wake you up but I need to get out of your room."

over me. I pulled my hair into a bun and I see him sitting down on the bed while he was rubbing his

turned to face

mean that?"

his chin over my shoulder.

lips quickly. "I need to go."

careful." He pulls himself away and

head out and once I

the door behind

most especially of it's me, I just feel completely pushed away after what he got from me. We do it, we have sex and it's magical the moment we do it but once it ends, it's really the end of it. I know I shouldn't feel all of this cos I said I want this physical too, but why is it so goddamn hard not to get my hopes up when I'm with Nick? He just makes everything perfect around me. He makes me forget everyone else. He makes me forget that I shouldn't love

•••••

that they had too much fun and too much drink. Penny kept asking for medicine and she's been moodier than ever. After we ate, I helped Megan and Tracy cleaning up the table. I see Aries getting himself a glass of water and he was just quiet the whole time so I walked up

How are you?"

"Still having migraine."

basil oil when

I think

I nod. "Sure."

and I headed out of the kitchen and stumbled to the living room. He lays down on the couch with his head on my lap. I started massaging from the center of his forehead down to his temple and all the way behind his ear.

I hurting you?" I

shakes his head. "A little but it

see the others enjoying the pool before we'll be leaving later this afternoon. The backdoor swings open and it was Nick entering the house. He pauses and stares directly at us but I quickly stared back down

kiss last night, I hope we're still

"Of course we are. We just did that anyways

He smiled.

I like that about

was cool. Thanks."

he was still standing close by but he was heading

I talk to you for

"Sure!"

•••••

the bags you guys have?" I hear

my way out of the house and

calls out to

is driving Aries' car and I'm going with them. We need to make sure he won't take the long

back seat of his car so I rushed to him. I opened the door and he moved his head

alright?" I

nods. "I am. They think it's safer if someone will drive for

that it's alright. "It's okay Aries. It's better

and he rubs my back. "Be safe and

locked to me until I reached the passenger seat. He gets on the driver seat and started the engine. We followed the other cars ahead

close with

always asking about Aries? Is he mad that I'm friends with him? Is he mad cos we kissed? But why is it that his voice tells me he's.....

I think."

you two screwing up

surprised. "Did you really think I could be

"I'm just asking."

unbelievable." I

and all of a sudden stepped

thrown slightly forward then back and I looked back at him while his eyes were shot at me. "I didn't say you were that kind of woman. I was

keep asking about me and Aries anyways? It doesn't