Love Aint Always Pretty

Caim

- an invisible circle of protection that reminds you that you are safe and loved even in the darkest times; sanctuary

Origin: Scottish

32

I pulled myself up from the bed.

"Where are you going?" Nick asked.

"Shower. I need to take a shower before I sleep." I said while grabbing my towel.

He glances at his watch. "It's already eleven in the evening."

I nodded. "Yeah, what's wrong with that?"

He stares at me as I grab my mini basket that contains all the things I need for my shower --- shampoo, body wash, shaver, conditioner and some other extra stuff. I started slipping off from my clothes in front of him leaving me with nothing but my underwear on then I quickly wrapped my towel around my body. We just looked at each other for a few seconds and I was waiting for him to get up from the bed and tell me that he's going to join me in the shower.

Oh please join me in the shower, Nick.

"I'll just wait for you here, then." he says.

I sigh inwardly.

"Alright. Don't touch any of my stuff." I said as I march my way to the door and headed out of my room.

I walked my way to the shower and saw a few ladies heading out which leaves me alone. Great. If some serial killer is around the dorm, I'm the first one to die. I looked for a clean or slightly used shower room and hurriedly walked inside and pulled the shower curtains to cover me. I started taking off my bra then my underwear then turned on the shower, setting it warmer.

As the lukewarm water was running down my head and wetting my entire self, my mind was still thinking about Catherine. I wonder how she looks like. I wonder if she's insanely gorgeous. I wonder what's the color of her hair, or the color of her eyes, or how her voice is when she speaks. I wonder how she laughs. I wonder how tall she is. I wonder if she was Nick's first person to have sex with and Nick was her first. I wonder where she is. I wonder if they're still communicating each other.

I sigh.

"You shouldn't be thinking about it Savannah." I whispered to myself.

I started humming a few random songs while I was shampooing my hair. I'm a shower singer even if this is a community shower, I wouldn't really care and usually by this time no one is around here anymore so I think the shower room is all to myself. It's like my own little stage then I found myself singing to Ariana Grande's Just A Little Bit Of Your Heart.

I don't ever tell you how I really feel

Cause I can't find the words to say what I mean

And nothing's ever easy, that's what they say

I know I'm not your only

But I'll still be a fool

Cause I'm a fool for you

As the lyrics come out of my mouth, I was also thinking about Nick. I want just a little bit of his heart, not the whole of it but just a little bit but then tears filling my eyes again cos I know wont. I wiped it away. I'm so stupid. Im trying to tell myself I'm not in love with him but...

I am already in love with Nick.

The sound of the curtain as it opens caught me off guard and I quickly turned around. I jumped back. "Nick?" I said whisperingly.

I covered my private parts and popped my head out of the curtains, I looked around but I think no one is here with us. I stood right before him and he was only wearing Tracy's towel around his naked torso and his abs is always a great view.

asked whisperingly, just to make sure no one could hear cos what if there are other people on the

to take a shower with

closed the curtains behind him

What's he thinking?

that is contagious and I know he

that? As if I haven't seen all of you." he

"It's my turn to take a shower. Wait for your

of a sudden I sense some movement from behind me. Now I feel Nick standing right behind my back, as I gaze over my side, he already took off his towel. Oh jeez, I think he's all naked too. His hand holding on my side while the other was turning the water a little bit colder. He slowly makes me turn to face him and Jesus Christ he is butt and front naked. His soft length was hanging but he slowly pulls my head up to him. I was smiling and he was smiling too. His hair is now wet as well, I love it when his hair is wet like that. The top part always covers his forehead and it makes him look a

Holy macaroons!

we'll get expelled if we'll get

caught if you

would be

back at me. "I like it when you scream though. But let's play a little

brows creasing.

who did will pay for our midnight snack later

smiled at him and nodded.

as the water keeps running down over our bodies. The water is getting colder as it hits my body which is feeling warmer and warmer with every kiss Nick plants on my lips and glorious God his tongue is the best. My hand was busy stroking him to make him hard. We were both quiet

myself away

smirking and reaches over the small counter where I placed my little basket down. He grabbed the foil while I was hanging on to his body like a koala. He puts the condom on his length and kisses me back.

I hold on tighter on his neck, resting my cheek on his shoulder. I feel his tip hitting the end of me as it goes in and out. I was fighting back my moan to come out from my lips. Every time he pushes me down, little gasps escapes from my mouth. I closed my eyes, praying I won't moan and

from moaning."

him. "I'm close

kissing

•••••

his own towel. I grabbed my mini basket

of the cubicle and as we headed to the main door, another couple was also heading. Shit we weren't alone in here. I think they did it too. Duh, obviously. The girl jumped when she saw us and I saw her eyes dilating the moment she saw Nick. I froze. I literally froze. My head slowly moved to Nick

I

They looked so scared of

Cos it'll be easy hunting both of you down."

his hand on my back,

headed out first. I lost the ability to speak and to think of what I have to speak. When we reached my room, both of us headed to my bed and

didn't really have to scare them." I

my spray deodorant and when we were done, we headed out of the dorm

will you teach me to drive?"

good at it."

"Not that kind of drive. Be serious will you." I said while sipping

deeply. "Alright,

us

what's with that comforter on

borrow it from me for them to use this weekend to wherever they were going but she forgot

I nod.

before the stirring wheel. He tells me instructions while he's jokingly acting nervous as hell. I was

Now let go of the clutch and give it a little gas." he tells

what I was

Now step on the clutch again and

did what I was

after this." He joked while letting go of

my eyes at him

little amount of gas. Just step on it lightly if

such a mean-ass teacher." I

cow Im really driving! The car was moving slow but at least I was happy I was