Love Aint Always Pretty

Drunk In Love

- not intoxicated by liquor or any sort of spiked beverage; she is lit up with attraction, affinity and amor for her man. It might seem like she is saying that when she gets a little tipsy, her inhibitions fall away. But it's really her man who gets her hot, bothered and aroused.

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"Work that thing baby cakes." Kurt encourages me.

I turned around to face Kurt again and even though it was evident on his face that he dislikes me dancing on him, I'm glad he's still helping me with this. I know it's lame for me to do this to make Nick feel jealous but when he said he still loves me, it made me want to do some revenge on him for leaving me out of the blue, for not being here for me, for taking the money and just left without letting me know why. I want him to see that I can flirt with any guy I want now that he's out of my life and he's not the only guy I can do things like the way we used to do.

Kurt and I finally sat back to our table and I was sweating. My heart is still beating fast, the alcohol is slowly fading away but I know it's still there. I ordered another glass and so did Kurt. Our table was a bit on the opposite to Nick's table, his hand was holding a glass of alcohol and all of a sudden that woman pulled Nick up from the couch. He stands voluntarily while he glances at me before she leads him to the dance floor. He's getting his revenge. He's doing this on purpose.

I hate you Nick.

I really fucking hate you.

"Savannah you don't want to see this." Kurt says to me.

"Oh I want to. I want to see it Kurt." I tell him.

"No. Lets go."

I shake my head. "No. I wanna prove to him that I've moved on. I want him to realize what he lost."

"Ugh, that bitch is so ugly. Look at that dress." Kurt commented.

I smiled.

The woman was dancing too close to Nick while his hands were clinging into her waist. They were face to face and their lips were too close to each other that they're almost about to kiss. Nick wasn't looking at us but his eyes were glued to that woman. She's smiling and he's smiling.

Who is she?

Why is Nick looking at her like that?

He used to look at me like that.

I sigh inwardly.

I bent my head down and wiped my tear. No. He can't see me like this. He can't see me crying.

"I have a plan." Kurt whispers to me.

I pulled my head up to him.

"Stop fucking crying girl." Kurt spit while he thumbs away my tears.

"What's your plan?" I asked.

He smirked. "It's so gonna work. But we'll just have to wait until they sit back down on the couch."

I nod.

"I'm so sure Nick will get fucking jealous." Kurt smirked.

"What is it?" I asked.

Kurt moved closer to me and whispered something to my ear. My eyes widened as soon as I heard what he was planning on doing and I quickly turned to face Kurt again.

"No way." I say.

He smirks. "Well we're already doing it, let's do it all."

I laughed.

"Are you sure you can do that?" I asked him.

I'll try to be man

I saw Nick and that woman kissing on the dance floor. My tears quickly gathered behind my eyelids but I'm

Shit. Fuck that man. If he's not only handsome and hot I would've hit him straight on the balls." Kurt says to me

it hurts so much. Why does it still hurt?"

looked behind my

cry. He's staring. He's doing this

him look like he's kissing me.

swear to god I'll make him feel

and wiped my tears.

I smirked.

your revenge?"

I nod.

do it to make it look like it's fucking real." Kurt handed me a

the other shot that we both drank in unison again then the third one. I

"Let's dance." I say.

and I headed back to the dance floor while Nick and that bitch is still there. I chose the spot where Nick could see us. I faced Kurt and we were starting to dance like we were an actual couple. Kurt pulled me close to his body as I grind on him. Kurt moved close to

"It's working." Kurt says.

alcohol is also starting." I

Kurt laughs.

tipsy. Even though my vision was blurry, I can still stand. Kurt held my hand and pulled me away from the crowd all of a sudden. I looked at Nick over my shoulder, and he's

a public make out session in the dark. Holy crap, one on the end of the hallway is giving head to a man. Kurt quickly

make out with

smirked. "Yes. No.

Kurt laughs.

make you feel good. A kiss won't kill

moved to my peripheral view and I see Nick slinking in the corner

you it'll work." Kurt

I smiled.

a good show." He blurted before landing his

tongue now on my tongue. I know he's gay but I feel the burning sensation inside my body. Holy Christ, Kurt is so good at french kissing.

Kurt." I

the alcohol is getting to

I

super gay but why are you

time his hands were moving down to my body. Slowly running over my curves as he squeezed my hips. But then Kurt quickly

I think that's enough. Is he

head. "I can't find him. Ugh, I feel sick.

me take you

guy from across our table. Stay, I'll go grab

"Savannah."

back to the hotel together under this condition, we might end up fucking each

so much better on

laughter then I kissed his cheek. "I'll go now. I don't want to watch Nick and that woman

on your way back

I nod.

to get blurrier. I couldn't see faces anymore and I feel like throwing up again but I don't want to. When Kurt finally walked me out of the bar, I see a blurry vision of Nick walking towards us. I don't know if it was really him but the blurry man stands like Nick or maybe I'm

her? She's fucking drunk. Look at Savannah!"

drunk." I

do you

drive her home." This blurry

go of me blurry man."

at you."

It's the least thing I could do to her after what I've done." The blurry

"If she's not at the hotel room, you're

The

"You're welcome." I slurred.

card. Please take good care

away and I was letting him hold me until I feel myself being placed inside a car. I didn't want to talk anymore cos if I talk more, I'll probably vomit. I feel someone putting a seatbelt on me and the car starts moving. The vision outside the window is blurry