Married at 19

　　Nathan cried in my arms that night. Luckily I was there when he was about to fall or else he might be broken his foot that time. He surely in sadness and I just couldn’t do nothing about it. I’m a useless friend for him who can’t afford to comfort him properly when he needed it.

　　Sasha tried to comfort him already, but it won't do either, our other friends too, but still he just locked himself in his dorm for about several days now. Seth couldn’t even do nothing about it as his roommate. He told us that Nathan will start shouting if he tried to comfort or even speak to him.

　　I'm truly worried about him. I as his friend really don't want him to fall sick if he keeps acting like that. Seth said he didn't eat much, he only lying in his bed, crying.

　　"Are you planning to see him, Bella?" I was surprised a bit when Sasha suddenly patting my shoulder as I was thinking about Nathan’s condition.

　　"Hey, girl...." She smirked. "Why are you surprised all of sudden? What are you thinking right now?"

　　"U-um...no....nothing." as usual Bella Dawson will started to stutter. "I'm not thinking about anything."

　　She knits her eyebrow. "Really Bella?"

　　"Y-yes....Sasha. Why would I lied to you?"

　　She shrugged. "I don't know. Maybe you're hiding something from me?"

　　Oh for your information, none of our friends knew that Nathan was with me that night. I didn’t tell anyone so everyone will not think nonsense about us. "What do you mean, Sasha?" I scoot away from my bed and went to my study desk to organize my anatomy books. "I'm not hiding anything from you, trust me."

　　"Oh yeah...." She still didn't trust me right?

　　Oh god....what should I supposed to say to her?

　　I just can't tell her:

yes Sasha, I'm actually hiding something from you. It's about Nathan, I have been crushing for him since we were

me to keep. Or she will tell him about my feeling to him.

you now?" She flicked her finger in front of my face to wake me

quick smile. "Still here, in

　　"So, are you going or not?" She knits her eyebrow, waiting for my answer which I really don't understand what she means

　"Go to where?" I'm currently have no idea right

　She sighed heavily. "Oh my god....really

so

me

went out from the front door without waiting for me

　She did frustrated

are all on dates right now, so here I am all alone, still single without having any boyfriends ever. Even

　　He doesn’t even notice me at all and only focus on Sasha even though he knew that Sasha with Seth. Sometimes I felt so fed up with him, but there was nothing I can do about it. So,

"Lucky for them to have boyfriends." I murmured to myself when saw several

at the cafe. He's wearing black t-shirt with blue short pants. His blond hair is messy and

　　I feel sorry for him when saw his perfect handsome face full

　　Poor Nathan, he lost his parents all

must really

I go

　　But I'm

　　What if I faint

　　He must be