More Than Lust

Grace's pov

I took Deep breaths in fresh air. I can hear murmuring and chattering of people in the park. Kids are playing while laughing and screaming. I want to take a minute for myself and sit in the park between people but i can't. I have to reach office.

I am feeling tired, my body is exhausted. Last night i slept like a dead woman. It was hurting, everything was hurting. My lips were burning after his tortures, that touch was still lingering on my lips. My legs were sore and i could hardly walk. I don't know how I reached home last night, i was crying the whole time. It's getting unbearable day by day. I want to get rid of all this.

My eyes fell on the couples, Will I ever be able find true love? Will I be able to make family? I don't want any pain in it.

I finally reached the office building and pulled my sleeves down. My wrists has turned blue because of his belt. I hate that belt which has hurt me more than anything.

Now a days i have become very light hearted, small things are making me cry. I hate how much weak i have become, I hate my helplessness.

Before going to his office I decided to get coffee for myself, i haven't eat anything since last night. When I reached the kitchen i started making myself coffee but the boy from cafeteria came towards me and handed me paper bag.

"What is this?"

I asked.

"Breakfast..."

He answered and walked away. This must be from Gomez, I don't know why he always gives me food but i am grateful to him.

I sat on the chair and started eating veg-roll.

"Hii..."

Someone said.

I looked up and saw man smiling at me. He looks young, must be employee. I kept my face blank and resumed eating my sandwich. I don't want to get punishment, last time he didn't do it but this time he will kill me.

"Hey, i am talking to you... You are chief's personal accountant right?... What's your name?"

Can't he understand that I don't want to talk to him. I want to leave but i am hungry, I want to eat.

"You know, everyone is curious about you... Afterall you seat in his office everyday. Does he talk to you?. Why you are not talking, are you mute?"

Stupid, shameless... Fuck off. You will get me killed.

"Ohh so sad, you can't talk... No problem... Do you have boyfriend, are you taken?"

He asked and i glared at him while taking big bite of my roll so I can finish it and leave as soon as possible.

I removed my scarf so he can see hickeys on my neck and fuck off.

His eyes landed on my neck and widened, it's literally looking like i have had wild night.

"I got my answer... Bye"

awkwardly and left.

have no right to punish me. I wore my scarf and finished my breakfast silently.

happiness and i finally relaxed when I feel

shaky as I walked towards his office. I tried to ignore everyone's gaze on

care unless and until it threatenes

rang the doorbell and

the window, when I entered he looked

nervously walked towards

"Good morning."

My voice croaked.

but he is my boss i

I flinched back when he raised his hand, his eyebrows turned

in the past but

closer and snaked his hand around my

Please not today. I am

my ear. I gulped when he looked into

on my cold skin. He didn't bite,

lips were caressing mine. I closed my eyes and for a second

then what changed now? Since that night he is kissing me whenever I come in front of him. I don't want it, it makes me

acts like bipolar. Why

this right now.

"C_Chief"

he looked at

p_please take a r_rest t_today....

was thinking

about me? He doesn't care. He just

leaned down and kissed my neck, his warm breath fanned my neck like he is inhaling my scent.

sighed, i was right why would he care about

suddenly he stepped back and looked at

your work and go

He ordered.

looked at him confused. Is he

have read my

you want me to fuck

shook my head

I hold my breath until he walked

in relief as he left me alone.

have leave more marks on it, i sometimes get

today. I really thought he

is rich as fuck. I should start working in mafia, it has

and tried to finish my work

finally completed it and was ready to pick my purse but then suddenly someone opened the door