My Second Chance

Ryder's P.O.V

"Its 11:40 and she'll change at 12. What will happen if she isn't awake by then?" Alec asked mum. She had a worried and tired look on her face. "I don't know. What will happen?" Mum sighed and slumped deeper into her chair. "Ryder. You have to bring her back. You just have to. She'll listen to you." Clover pleaded. "I don't know how to. Alright? What do you think this is Sleeping fucking Beauty? What? She'll wake up if I kiss her?" I snapped, my grip around Sapph's hand tightening.

"Ryder, I know I haven't seen how Sapphire is when she's with you, but from what I heard, she loves you, a lot. You have to have faith in her. Try to bring her back." Bella said softly. I furrowed my eyebrows. "Its true. Even if she has only known you for like, over 10 days, trust me, she loves you. Did you see her when she spotted you in the woods? She looked so so relieved and happy. And I'm telling you, you can bring her back. Don't you know her? She would leapt into a fire for people she loves." Willow joined in. My wall was starting to crumble. "Ryder, you can do it." Mum said softly, her eyes meeting mine, showing all the confidence she had for me. "Why don't you at least try? Come on guys." Cole said and opened the room's door, herding everyone out.

I sighed and faced Sapph when the door clicked shut. We had transferred her back to our room. A UV needle stuck to her arm. I had everyone camp outdide for a wholeday in tents. And we used a hell lot of tents. I needed to get them out of the pack house in case something happened. I gripped her hand in both of mine. "Please Sapph, please wake up." I pleaded. The little confidence 8 had deflated when she showed no response.

I sighed and leaned my forehead against our hands.

"Please Sapphire, I need you with me. I don't know what happened that day, why you acted like that. But its fine, you were in shock. I'm already thankful that you are still alive... but it would be better if you woke up. I need you by my side. The pack is crumbling wuthout you. We're all feeling weak and helpless. Please Sapph, wake up. Do you know how I reacted when you left the pack? Do you know how I felt when I saw your apartment empty? I threw so big tantrums and you weren't even there to soothe me. Imagine that. It's lucky the pack house wasn't pulled out brick by brick. I felt like a part of me died. I really really need you by my side... Sapph, I love you." I murmered into her hands. Nothing happened and I knew my big ass speech did nothing. I stared at her beautiful unmoving face.

I leaned down and slowly pressed my lips to hers, savouring her lips. I lifted my head and pressed another light kiss on her cheek.

Wait- Jay said so suddenly that I jumped. He hadn't made an appearance in the last three days that his sudden voice scared the shit out of me. What? I said irritated. Her wolf, she's stirring, I feel her, Jay said excitedly. She is? I widened my eyes. Jay nidded his head eagerly.

"Sapphire? Sapph? Can you hear me?" I said, shaking her hand. My breathing quickened in excitement when I heard her heartbeat becoming steadier and louder. "Sapph? Baby, please. I need you. Please, wake up." My shaking had increased and now I was shaking her shoulders. I know what Jay meant. I could feel her stirring. "Sapph." I whispered when her eyelids fluttered open. Her beautiful blue eyes stared into mine for a second. Then, a piercing and painful scream left her mouth. I jumped up. Figurung that she was still panicking, I stood up and shuffled to the door.

"Um sorry. I'll get somebody else." I mumbled, reaching for the doorknob. "No. Wait... I didn't mean that. Its just that-" another scream erupted. I rushed to her side as the door slammed open, the others rushing in. Their faces paled at the writhing girl on the bed.

"What happened?" Clover asked panicky. "I don't know." I said helplessly.

"Everybody get out!" She screamed, sounding so in pain my heart wrenched. "Its starting." Mum said worriedly. We shuffled to the door quietly. "Not you Ryder! Everybody else get out!" She yelled as she curled into a ball. The others sent me hopeful and scared expressions, leaving the room quietly. Mum shot me a look, telling me that I would be fine. I slowly walked towards my writhing mate, scared that something might happen the very next second.

"What's... wrong?" I asked hesitantly. "I'm burning Ryder. I'm seriously burning. Its like I'm on fire. But I'm immune to fire. I just.. " Beads of sweat rolled down her forehead and I hurriely grabbed a fistfull of tissues, dabbing her dry. I winced when she emitted another scream. "This hurts so much." She whimpered. "It hurts me as much to see you like that." I mumbled and puehed her blonde hair away from her forehead. I sat next to her, occasionally placing soft kisses on her face to make her feel better. She grabbed my hand and squeezed. The pain didn't even reach me. I was too busy feeling helpless to feel the pain. She'll be in the same pain when she gives birth, Jay muttered and I growled at him, assume she survives.

"I'm so sorry Ryder." She murmered in pain. "Sorry about what?" I frowned in confusion. "You're so cute when you frown." She smiled tightly. "What?" I cocked my head to the right a little. "I'm sorry for my reaction in the woods. Its just.. I was in too much panic and..." she babbled as sweat continued dripping down and I hurriedly wiped them away. "Shh... I'm fine." I shushed her, covering her mouth. She pushed my hand away. "I want to tell you. I'm sorry, I don't know what happened. And I'm sorry you had a shit mate like me." She mumbled. "Don't ever say that. It'll all be worth it at the end." I said fiercely. She continued to shake her head. "I'm so sorry for dragging you into something this dangerous." She muttered. I pushed her hair away from her forehead and wiped her sweat away. "I'm doing this because I love you. I wouldn't change anything for the world." I smiled down at her and kissed her softly on the lips. I felt her force a smile, despite the pain she was in. "Ryder, I'll understand if you don't want to stay here. Its dangerous." She murmered as another whimper escaped her. I smiled, "you are officially never getting rid of me." With that, her soft pink lips connected with mine.

After 10 minutes of writhing in pain, the moment finally came. She cried in pain as I sat beside gripping her hand for life. Suddenly, her hand became searing hot and I let it go in surprise. "What's happening?" I asked in panic. "Its fading, the pain... its like its leaving my body by every direction." She said in confusion. "I know what you're talking about." I backed away a few steps. "What do you mean?" She frowned in confusion and looked down. She gasped when she caught sight of what frightened me. Her body was set ablaze. It was like golden and red fire were swimming around her. And the source was herself. The fire was coming out of her own body. It swirled and swam around her, it would be a magnificient sight to see if I weren't fearing for her life. She stood there examining herself, full of interest. The pain stopped as she waited for something to happen next.

The fire once again sinked into her skin and her skin glowed. From pink, to orange. And from orange, to a light shade of red. Sapph looked up to me, fear in her eyes. I gave her a reassuring smile, urging her that things will turn out alright. She gave me the sweetest smile she could muster. I was going to smile back, but my eyes were drawn to her hair.

Her blonde hair that was turning raven black.

"My hair." She gasped, her hair straightening in her hand. Her now red skin now glowed against her hair. Her hair now black and her skin red, I'm scared for what would happen next.

Her hands dropped by her side and her pupils dilated, as if she zoned out. After a few seconds, they turned back to normal. But there was something different about them. They were dark pink. Not red, but dark pink.

"Sapphire?" I asked hesitantly.

beat. She looked around nodding, "this place looks nice. Wonder how it'll look after it's burned down." Her voice was strong and rich, like a melody and full of seduction. It could easily make you lose yourself in that voice. Of course not more than my sweet Sapphire's. Swirls of fire danced from the tip of her fingers. Wow, was she straight forward. I opened my mouth to say something but she beat me to it. "And don't think I don't know about the hundreds of people outside on the lawn." She smirked, a mischievous glint in her

to her right now?" I asked angrily. "Just... pushed to the back. The longer I take control, the faster her soul burns." She shrugged

fear creeping into my

stop me though, if you succeed. If not, a choice awaits you. Either you die or Sapphire dies." She said, examining her fingers. I felt my blood run cold. "What.. what do I need to do?" I swallowed. For once, I was scared. The Alpha

whole place. I think it will look better black and burned down, don't you think?" She smirked and sat down, crossing her legs. I gritted my teeth. Drew is dead

I need to do?" I repeated, taking a deep breath. Drew

mind will become blurry and unsure. And don't even start with her wolf, Gwen will be blocked from her. She'll be in a place of complete darkness, feeling helpless, not knowing how to return. Its your voice and choice of words that might bring her back." Drew slipped down from the bed and stood in front of me, her warm breath fanning my face. "And if I fail, either one of us dies?" I crossed my arms. "That isn't the worst part, Sapphire's the one to make the choice of whoever's death." She smirked and I paled. If Sapphire was the one to make the choice, she would surely choose herself. "Yes lover boy, make a choice." She smiled

To save all the pack members, and the 300 new members that joined our

come with me." I rushed and ran back to the pack house, deciding to go to Sapphire and I's room to

as I went through Sapphire's things, going through her items for the symbol of love. "What are you looking for?" Alec frowned. I turned to them and recapped everything that happened as fast as I could. "So

find. "Now this is awkward..." Alec trailed off as he opened the cupboard. I turned to see him staring at Sapphire's bras.

be here." I argued. "Ryder, we have been searching for," Cole paused and looked down at his watch, "3 hours." "Yeah, we've been through everything, twice." Willow frowned. "What if its not in this room?" Clover sat up, deep in thought. "It has to be. All of her stuff is in this room." I mumbled. "Look, let's all thinks before doing anything alright? We've wasted 3 hours on this." Alec rubbed his hands

in my chest. "Symbol of love. Did you give her anything? Maybe a promise ring or necklace... or something?" Willow asked, catching on to whatever Bella implied. "Umm... no?" I said after raking

likes romantic guys, no matter how much they don't like romantic and mushy stuff." Clover rolled her eyes. "Yeah. She'll feel special if something was dedicated

a mission right?" Cole frowned. Bella was starting to arouse my suspicion of it. I haven't given her anything and she hadn't to me. And we

it could be a thing that is shaped like a heart. Hearts are a symbol of

ran a frustrated hand through my hair. "Look, Ryder, calm down. We'll succeed. We just need to keep calm and think, alright?" Alec said and I sighed, giving in

up. "What?" Cole stared at his mate. "Don't you get it. It's your minds making it complicated. Think simple and we'll get

the others looked at me as if I sprouted another

out." I said as Bella and Clover opened their mouths to protest. Surprisingly, Willow was the one who agreed with me. "Guys, trust him. She's his mate. Would he wing her life that easily? I don't think so." She broke the protests of the two girls. I smiled at her in appreciation. "I'm not taking your side, I'm just pointing out

"Damn right." Bella muttered. "But-" Alec protested and Willow gave him a hard glance, implying that whatever will happen next wouldn't be pretty if he went against her.

I took a deep breath. It wasn't easy to tell everybody what I felt for her, when I haven't even told Sapph herself. And hell no I was going to tell them. Sapph

opened their mouths. "Ok. We understand you need your privacy." Bella said and

Well, better get to work, Jay muttered and I couldn't help but scoff, so you're back now? He cursed at me, words I don't think I should repeat. Too...

brain froze. Like literally droze. I couldn't think of anything. With much difficulty, I managed a

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