One Day, I Woke Up A Werewolf

Jaxon's POV

Walking away from her door proved to be difficult. I wanted to stay and make things right, make sure that she is okay. After today, I don't blame her but why follow me? The answers are right in her face but the fact that she believes she's human prevents her from seeing them.

I wish she would shift. The idea of running in the forest with her, without anyone knowing would be great. My wolf is excited to meet hers and even though there's a high chance she won't shift, I can still be optimistic. I can't have her already so while I still do,  I want all of her. I want to see just how beautiful and majestic her wolf will be.

My wolf wants to meet her. Mark her and mate with her. He wants to love her the way only he can, in his own way and that can only happen if she shifts and when she does, her wolf will try to find us. I know she will sniff me out and find me because she knows who I am to her.

What will I say if she does shift and comes to find me? Will I go blank like I do everytime I try to tell Hailey how I feel?

When I'm with her, I can't even find the words. I can definitely make conversation but putting my feelings on the table is a different matter.

I want to tell her that I love her but I can't. I've never been in love before and I've never had to utter those words to any girl. Being a player has made me such a loser to the point where I'm such a wuss to the only girl for me.

My coward ass couldn't say those words to her and now I've lost her. I lost the one girl that belongs to me and if she finds out about Thomas then she won't want anything to do with me ever again.

But I'm an alpha and no wolf makes a pass at my mate! I warned him the first time but he didn't get it, he had to come back to the school to see her again, talking about her wolf called out to him.

Her wolf should call out to ME!!!

wall on my way

It takes me a second to answer her because firstly, my mind wondered why she was here on the school grounds when I told

I ask her, getting a little annoyed with her undying

to and now I see you go to the dorms. Anyone there I should know about?" Azuri asks

my face turns serious before I

business?" I ask her and she shakes her

us just being friends. I'm

you even trying?" I

be, you just don't and since you still don't have a mate, I don't see why I shouldn't try my

her?"

push I need to move on from you."

it. Your wolf will want her dead and we both know she'll be human. I'd have to kill you if you hurt her, you

then. Let's not have this mate talk because she isn't in your life yet. Don't ruin this for me. I can

left off, there's no telling what will become of you. You have a promising future as head of the warriors but if my dad finds out that you have feelings for me? He will have your head and if not, you will

She follows in silence and even when we shift, she doesn't say another word until we get back to our

we take over from the older women in the pack. It's not fair that the men get to experience true love and we don't. How did the moon goddess deem it okay to have the one gender grow up without love? I ask myself if this is some sort of punishment from her. Like did we do something so vile that we can't even bring life in to this world? Why can't we be given human mates then because they seem to be the only animal specie that understands when a woman can't have kids. At least that, a reason to fight to stay alive because right now, if a war was to break out, you'd be sending us to fight for a pack of males and their human mates. We have nothing to fight for, nothing so yes. When you ask that I'm willing to risk all of that, even bring shame to my family I say yes. I am willing to because I am not as lucky as you for

ask such a question when I have a mate. When I'm in love already and she has to spend the

a dick question." I try to