One Sided Love novel Chapter 10

After 1 year  (kate)

Today was emma 2 birthday n Im so happy my baby is getting bigger day by day after emily dead evans n alex family was devastated and when they know the truth that I have nothing to do with accident they were very embarrassed ...my father left the hospital n never talk about the incident but alex parents came to me n say sorry about their n alex behavior n about the accident ... after some months my parents become civil for appearance sake n never mentioned about the incident , about the slap ... but I really want them to so that I can believe they do not consider me Emily killer but father never said a word he start ignoring me n mom was in her own world...... 

After few months I got a call from alex mother that she need me , I immediately left everything n enter alex mansion when I saw emma was playing with her doll I took a relive breathe... after emily dead emma become more close to me and I felt she holds a major part of my life... When alex mom saw my expression she told me to relax she just called me so that I can look after emma for few hours so that she can visit her doctor ... I said no problem I love to spend any time with my baby.... after few hours I was so lost in emma that I didn't listen Alex foot step when I looked to him he has very intense expression in his face... I nervously told him that his mother has an appointment n left me to look after emma but I can go if he wants

Alex said ' no you can stay actually I want to talk but,after emma sleep we will'

After I put emma for a nap I went to kitchen to find alex he was looking outside the big Window n was in deep thinking when he felt my presence he offer me drink I said no .

He said 'ofcourse no drink.'... 

when he notice his tone he apologetically looked at me n said 'sorry'

I said... 'its ok ... hmm.. what you want to talk about'

He said' I don't know where to start from.... but lets start with my behavior towards you at the hospital im sorry I should never said that what I said n you dnt deserve any of this but at that moment i need someone to blame , some one to hold responsible for emily death but,,, never mind im really sorry' A tear fell from his eyes.

I feel so sad n hurt when I looked at him he look so broken n so innocent like a child need a hug I dnt know what happen but I give him a hug

He was so surprised by my gesture but he never push me but hold me more tightly 

I said ' Alex plz dnt say sorry I can totally understand it was an misunderstanding 

N im not angry with you ... I cant even tell you how much it broke me when ever I think about you ,emma n what you lost '

.... I was crying so much I lifted my head to look at him .... n dnt know what happen alex hands were on my face he bring his lips to my lips .... fuck... what was happening ...alex is kissing me... he open my mouth with his tongue n start kissing me heavily .... Alex was so good that I can feel my legs to be shaking n my panties were wet ... fuck it was first time... then alex lay me in the kitchen counter n start opening my blouse n start sucking my nipples so hard that I moan .... I dnt know what happen but may be it was my moan that made alex to stop what he was doing...he looked at me with a angry expression n said loudly '

'FUCK'!!!!!

I lie there where I was n was so embarrassed that I was making out with Emily husband .. Alex...

I try to stand n said 'Alex listen..

Alex stop me 'shut up ... just get out from here'

... i was crying at that time fuck I ruined everything he won't let me see emma after that ....so I try once again but he stop pick me roughly

'look katie im just this close to lose my temper so its better just get out from my house'.

I left alex house with tears in my eyes n with tension that he want let me see emma again. 

But after few days alex mother called me again that emma is crying very much n she need me ... I went alex mansion immediately n hold emma n let her calm her ... alex mom told me that she was so worried then alex told her to call me .... I was amazed that after everything alex suggest me... well I feel so relieved that I can still meet my baby.

So today is my emma birthday and I picked her dora cake went to Evans home since my parents has arranged the bdy party in their home I was reluctant to go their because still I was not a favourite person for my father but I do it for my emma I can do anything for her ... when I went there the party was almost started ... my father was holding emma and was laughing what ever she was bubbling in her baby voice ... I went there to greet them

'hello daddy n happy birthday my baby girl and look it you... you look like a little princess' I kisses her

Father interrupted my moment n said

'so you have come... n how is your job...i believe you still a assistance there'

I looked my father n said 'yeah daddy everything is good thank you for asking.... n how are you daddy you look,a little tired'

Cause he really looked tired

'well im ... I lost my only precious thing in this world so yes im very tried'

I really understand my father emotions I really do but why cant he accept me as his daughter I failed to understand.

'daddy take care of yourself' I smiled to him

I try to ignore alex during the party but I saw him giving me glimpses 

After party I was giving love n gift to the emma when alex mom came and said

'hi kate I hope im not disturbing you... but I need a favor alex has left the party after the cake was cut n he seems very upsets n now emma is here I would love to keep her but tonight we have go to london so can you drop emma there n keep in check with alex im quite worried'

I replied ' no problem I will give a bath to emma n put her in bed then after checking alex I will text you ' I give her reassuring smile.