Pleasuring the Maid

The drive to my place was comfortable silent except for the occasional directions I was giving Ray. What transpired earlier at their place remained a big elephant.

"Ava, do you live alone? ' Ray questioned after packing his blue convertible on the small drive way.

'It's quite embarrassing how I know nothing about you yet you've been working for us for close to 1 year now.' He shook his head disbelievingly.

' Tell you what? why don't we order take out, and you tell me as much as you can about yourself while we watch a movie? In return I will tell you as much as I can about myself too. Is that okay with you beautiful?"

He just called me beautiful, for the second time. What happened to the old Ray that called me disgusting, what happened to the old Ray that used to insult me all the time? I had so many questions, but that could wait. I would tell him everything about me. Then he would answer my questions and tell me what I needed to know about him.

After eating pepperoni pizza and a coke each, we settled on watching the Witcher, after arguing for almost 4 minutes. Ray apparently didn't like the series, but I got him to agree after giving him a peck too easy I thought.

So I told him about my mothers death, about my cousins not giving a damn about me. I told him about my aunt who travelled so much not caring if I was okay or not. I didn't dwell on my grandparents because it was still a sensitive topic for me.

"That's so sad, It was so selfish of me to taunt you when you had no one in your life Ava, I didn't know, I'm so sorry beautiful, I never thought you went through so much at such a young age. I swear you are really strong baby girl.

But Ava, haven't you ever loved someone? I mean, don't you have a man in your life? Who did you lose your Virginity to?"

'Come on Ray, what has my virginity got to do with this? Well if you must know, my hymen is...'

Ava? and you just let us man handle you... '

let me finish my statement. Are

his name. He was pretty hot, and a don't care type of person. He liked hanging out with me saying he liked how lonely I was. He

me through it all, comforting me and telling me it was going to be alright. At that time, he wasn't seeing anyone although he was pretty popular. Being a year older than me and in college, he had girls wanting him all the time. He

telling him how I wished

and over again. We did it two more times before we mutually decided to just remain

guts. The Nate that I once knew was gone and he became just as bad as everyone else . I wondered how

one night he just texted me and told me he found me disgusting, that he had only taken advantage of my mums death to get close to me and eventually pop my cherry. I was

fun of you later...He must have known he was hurting

disgusting and making fun of my body. You always reminded me of Nate, and sometimes I woud cry

freely, I didn't bother to hold them back, after bottling what happened with mum and Nate for so long it finally came crushing

looking at me, and then he gently wiped my tears with his

you through. Bryson may not admit it now, but trust me he will soon. I know him and I can tell he likes you a lot he just finds it hard to admit. This is

Ava. You already know that I go to

won't lie because it is the truth Ava. We've grown up together and even though

in you, a beautiful girl though we didn't agree with your choice of dressing, no offense. But my parents