Ray's Pov.

'There was no way I would have controlled myself Ava. ' I paused, wanting her to let the information sink.

'I had no sexual restraint whatsoever. beautiful, and I didn't want our first time to be like that. ' I continued.

'In fact, I wanted to kiss you so bad. It took every ounce of self constrain to push you back. ' She nodded in understanding.

She  was a indeed  good person with an equally beautiful heart. Looking at her right now, with her face displaying the sexual after glow made me feel good about myself. After all, moments earlier I had made her scream as a strong orgasm tore through her.

We'd really hurt Ava, I admit it was so immature of us and unfair to her. She never wronged us in any way, yet we never gave her peace of mind. Always taking any chance we got to make her feel unwanted and unloved.

I wasn't happy with my actions at all. Guilt began setting in that night she told me about her family, especially about her mum. I felt so bad about myself, wanting nothing but to apologize over and over again.

We'd wanted Ava since the first time she set foot in this house. I remember mum telling us one Saturday morning that we'd have a new maid. What we really didn't expect was for her to be a teenager who was extremely beautiful and down to earth.

Our previous nanny was in her forties, and well her face wasn't attractive at all. I still get chills every time I think about what she did to Bryson. She's the reason why Bryson couldn't accept his feelings for Ava.

Well, this is a story Bryson should tell himself but he wasn't ready yet.

I knew Bryson had feelings for Ava, we both had. We'd started sharing girls at 16 Bry was 14 then. And even though to most of the people it seemed odd, we really didn't have a problem with it.

That was no different when it came to Ava. We wanted her, we wanted her so bad it scared us. Yes we had a fair share of women, but not even once were feelings involved.

with Ava, we couldn't help but just love her personality. All the insults we

ever shed because of us brought pain to our hearts. You probably wondering why we did it in the first place. We had our reasons, and as much as it was

couldn't control his feelings for Ava. He didn't know how to deal with them and so he had resulted to abusing Ava more

him off lately. He was confused about the whole situation

him. But that would have to wait till I talked to Ava about all

her eyes, she wanted both of us. I knew she'd never be contended with having me alone

have been pure torment for him,

about getting close to you. There's more to that and even though I really would love to tell you everything, it's

talk to him about this, he will

put you through so far. But please give him

you Ava. It wasn't only for my sexual desires. Guilt was also killing me, your story hit me hard. I couldn't face you knowing how much pain I had deliberately brought upon you. I was ashamed of my actions,

you still wanted me even after all that shit we

and dad are on

side of the door, cutting me

***Ava's pov***

was up on my feet immediately, opening Ray's bedroom door at a supernatural speed.

the utensils I didn't wash since morning. I was so preoccupied with moving in and falling asleep that

didn't wanna lose my job. If I did, then I would be totally done for. Getting a new job in this town was pretty hard. Life in Africa wasn't pleasant at all for

want to imagine how Renata and Reynard would feel coming back to a

If you didn't have at least a degree then you had a hard time finding a good

was working as a maid, my pay wasn't

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