Resurrection

Xavier Black's pov

Fear

The only feeling I want everyone to have for me.

You can call me a sadist because I truly like to cause people pain

It brings a kind of satisfaction to me and now I am addicted to it.

Those who face my wrath curse me from the depths of their heart.

But it dosen't matter to me.

Their words are nothing when I know that my birth itself was a curse.

I was not meant to be born

My birth itself was a curse which made me loose my mother.

She was supposed to live while I should have died in her womb but when moon goddess controls your arrival and demise we are just puppets in her hands.

It's not that my father dosen't love me.

No ,instead he is the only one who truly loves me but when I see him hold my mothers picture and cry for hours ,I can't help but hate myself for his pain.

Others hate me and I don't have a problem with that, because I also hate myself.

But,

Those beautifull blue eyes of my mate can't hate me.

I will not let them hate me.

I need her more than anything since the day I first saw her innocent blue eyes looking at me.

It was truly love at first sight, as cliche it sounds but this is true.

I was spellbound on seeing them

That was the first time I thought that moongoddess dosen't really curse me as she mated me with her.

But before I could see her face and mark her as  mine

She left

Just like the way she came

I could see her taking small steps away from me

Her eyes held worry and fear

While mine held love and care

Distance between us continued to increase and my only hope of having a mate continued to decrease.

I was too late,

vanished before I could

her captivating blue eyes as

scent which was

didn't even feel those sparks which

proved that she was my mate were those electric blue eyes

her

majority of forces were assigned to

search those electric blue

was as

had lost my only

I lost my mate

Days passed

eyes still envaded my

could still

But that was all

She was gone

rosewood school to continue my

,everyone bowed

the sounds died wherever I

was the fear I was

it really

Beta Eric made his way towards

than Dad he was the only one who feared me but still

also trusted him blindly.

know a person since birth and he has never ever deceived you in

we entered my first class everyone was standing looking down

at me with a shocked look on her face

was so lost that she forgot to acknowledge my presence

not show defiance

weak ,so weak that I couldn't smell it among these powerfull

on

I was still fascinated by her more like intrigued.

her disobedience but it was too

eyes were looking at her

the one I told

in my ear

My eyes analysed her.

posture showing

build showing her

movement of her hands

she

told me

girl he didn't kill

may be monsters but we don't harm women and children unless

lacked self control unlike me and dealing with a defiant girl like her and teaching her how to respect royals required a lot of self control not to

to change me, to teach me how to love but in the end I leave them broken just like

no heart but could crush

But she was different

submission but is

Interesting.

to see her defiance