SAGE

Chapter 11

Sage Miller

I'm not a good guy. I can own up to that. I won't pretend that I'm good when I'm not but there's one person I never wanna show my bad side to, because she doesn't deserve to be associated with anything bad.

Because I want to be a hero to her, always. I have to be her hero. I need to be the hero, for everyone. I need people to believe in me.

My thoughts were interrupted when I finally saw Alora stranding towards me with confidence after waiting for so long for her.

And I was pissed. I have never waited this long for her.

"Where the fuck have you been?" I wasted no time and went off on her as soon as she was standing in front of me. "Do you know how long I've been waiting for you?"

"I have a life Sage." She replied rolling her eyes off.

"I swear to God Alora. Please help me." I tried showing her how angry I was but I couldn't without smashing into something. I'm not patient.

So instead of talking, I yank her to me roughly and smashed my lips with hers with force. She was barely keeping up with me but she tried to.

I poured my anger to the kiss and gripped a fist full of her blue hair and pulled her head back exposing her neck to me.

I snaked my other arm around her waist and pulled her to me. I attacked her neck and suck making sure to leave a mark.

"I want you so bad. I've been wanting you for so long." The words escaped my lips before I could catch them.

I felt her freeze the same time I did.

"Sage." She called me warningly. "You... eh.... are.."

She failed to say anything. I just held her shocked that I just said that out loud. I heard exactly what I said and how it sounded. I pulled back a little not letting her go completely.

"We said no feelings." She breathed out and I did the same.

"And there ain't any." I said lying through my teeth. I don't know what I feel for her but I do know I'm feeling something. Strong. The feeling went along the lines of possessive.

"And what was that. The thing you just said." He said it like the words disgust her.

"I want you." I shrugged. I down played the magnitude of the words. "I want to fuck you. What's wrong with that? I haven't fucked you in so long."

She narrowed her eyes at me looking for something in my eyes.

"Ok." She said but her body was still tense.

I wasted no time and pulled her back to me. She could never deny me. I attacked her neck again. I began to suck and she moaned and I sucked harder.

Suddenly as if remembering something she pushed my head.

"I don't want any hickey." She told me and I frowned at her.

I unwrapped myself from her and stared at her. She use to love when I marked her.

"What?" I asked confused.

"I don't__." She started bit I cut her off.

"I heard that but what? Since when?"

She averted her gaze and I knew she was hiding something from me.

My jaw worked itself.

"I just dont want them anymore." She tried to explain.

"Yeah I got that but why? I want a valid reason."

She started to stummer and like I said before. I'm not good guy. I have my flaws, too many flaws.

I cut her hesitation but attacking her neck and making sure to leave more marks.

She tried to struggle but I sucked harder.

"Get off me Sage." She managed to push me off and I stumbled back taken aback.

"What's wrong with you?" I boomed.

"What is wrong with you?" She threw back.

"You got a boyfriend. Is that it? You afraid he'll find out what a cheat and whore you really are, huh? Is that why you took so long. Where you with him before you came here? Is that why you took so long? You kissed him before you came here? Is that fucking it? You fucking whore. What is it? You have a boyfriend now? Then what are you doing here? You wanted a break for your boy toy. I'm your plaything right."

I didn't give her an opportunity to say anything. I blew off taking all the conclusion that came to mind.

I watched her face go from disbelief to shell shock then horror and I didn't feel an ounce of guilt.

I don't even know where that came from but going off on her felt disgustingly good.

"Cat got your tongue?" I smirked then pulled her to me.

I honestly didn't care if she was struggling. I smacked my lips on hers but didn't move them just to leave her with an aftertaste.

I hummed on her lips then let her push me of her and I laughed. I turned around still smiling, her face full of horror and shock.

I didn't let my mind wander off back to what just happened. I blocked her out of my mind.

Just like I said before, I only pretend that I'm all good and mighty for one and one girl only. And that's not her.

I'm not a good guy and I probably never will. I'm just bad.

I'm just like Clara. No matter how much I try not to be but I'm her son after all. How much could I defer from her.

The days went by and all they proved is that my life is crap. The bad days seemed to be piling up, one bad day after another.

I would say I don't know how days have passed since I saw Alora but I would be lying. I know exactly how long it's been. It's been 9 days and 3 hours. I know all of that. I'm pathetic right.

I'm more pathetic because I even know the minutes. My days since then have been hell.

The tension between Sebastian and I is insufferable. I tried talking to him but he's shit hell stubborn and hot headed.

One time it came to blows and since then I tried staying out of his way.

It's hard to because we're in the same gang and we kinda have to talk sometimes when Styles tells me to tell him something.

I think Styles does it on purpose just because he can. He likes to stir trouble and create the awkward interactions. He's an asshole like that.

He wants to see if I'll snap and do something but I won't. I won't give Styles what he wants.

And this messed up my summer plans. Sebastian, Connor and I were planning to drink our asses off but that's not happening anymore.

I do have my nights with Connor sometimes but other times he just disappears without a word.

He still doesn't wanna talk to his mom but I did call her and tell her that Connor is fine.

Lately when I'm at the hideout I spent my time at Styles office or ride along when he's doing arrands.

He was true to his words when he said if I stick with him I'll get to see how big the cartel is. And fucking damn, it is huge and u haven't even seen half of it

guys are jealous that I don't hang with them when I'm at the

sort of hate me. Rumours spread of how I'm his favourite and how I don't deserve to be since I'm the newbie.

them

him and my jaw

what

no idea how we

I finally said when I got my coughing under

Styles laughed hard throwing his head back.

of guns on a harbour. Yes.. the cartel deals with guns too. That's the other business

me that's there's a

you weren't even listening." He pointed out shaking his head

him to explain to me

I swear I did hear most of what you said." I said trying to

you did." He said sarcastically

asked and the question

what?" I tried playing

play dumb. Yoy know what I mean. I know that look. Who's messing up with your head Miller?"

she is." He teased me and I knew he knew

I'm pretty sure she hates my gut." I have no idea why I told him that but i didn't stop there. I continued

Connor is never around when I'm free and he hates Alora. He'll be more thrilled to know she won't come around the house anymore.

Styles drops me off, he's either

right now and he

I don't wanna mess their relationship with my

isn't even my girlfriend just someone I'm

his eyebrow. "You're just fucking her it's not like

love, my whole body went stiff. I tried to hide

yourself

does. They__" I stopped when I realised what I was

in love. I only love woman and that's Eve. There's no space for someone else in my heart. She

it looks like you two are getting attached. So I say, good riddance."

attached from the looks of it. She wanted to

willing to give. She would've wanted a relationship and rings and all that shit woman wants. And you wouldn't have been able to

away. My mind automatically concluded for

were

low that I barely heard it. I almost thought it was in my

they're done loading into the trucks. And I saw that Styles also

done." He declared standing up and walking

he turned around and said something that made my heart pounded faster and hard in

caught Dante's killer." He paused. "Or at least the traitor

in control of the situation. It still amaze me how all these men follow

years or more. And they

dropped me off at my house. I was beyond exhausted. It seems like lately I'm always exhausted. Styles's job is exhausting and I'm not even the one doing it. I

the living I'm surprised to see Connor home.

I breathed out.

He rolled his eyes.

would I be?" He

I mumbled indicating I'm done with this

went to sit down next to him.

a monotone voice and I wanted

like shit and I'm

for you." He started to get up but I

myself." I told him. "Beside

chuckled at that. I can actually hear Eve saying 'You're better than that'. She said that everytime I was

actually lazy to take out a

and took out the last bottle of water

and drank, eating my pizza and after the second piece my brain finally caught up with

eyes thinking. I went back to the fridge

empty except for some spoilt food I had there. Eve hasn't come around to

again.

saw Connor in

the fridge." I didn't ask him. It was a statement but he

only did the buying. Kate did that." He said and

then drank the

you." He explained."Oh, Sage. Before I forgot.

some rolled bills and I frowned

could use it for the cable or water bill or electricity. Or whatever

I never made any action showing that he should pay for living

everything by himself but wanting to pay my bills.

it. You're my guest." I tried to sound neutral as I made it up

me when you

going?" I asked and cringed mentally hoping I didn't sound controlling because

a few second, pounding on whether to

I'll come to dinner tonight." He said and a grin broke out on my face.

happy he finally

me hold you. Go. Don't make her wait." I urged him going

good luck." I said to

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This is a surprise

Connor Simpson POV

hate it though. My life was perfect, well as perfect

with it, even with

of me and I got

of a boss gave me a night off when I aksed. I hardly get

you? What's he blackmailing you with? What is

I'll answer

asshole if you ask me. I fucking hate him. I

A funny story really,

expensive car at a ghetto township and he didn't lock it and I saw it. I watched as he

and drift with it. I wasn't going to steal steal it.

he can control the car

do it. I drifted and when I was bringing

it had a camera and it captured everything.

get me to race

I've been racing for him.

out of my thoughts the cab had

a huge fat tip. I'm finally getting paid for

for his tires for seven months, he was

first increasing my debt to him because he

Now I'm very good.

in and exhaled and walked up to the

once

tight hug and I felt her shaking and small sniffs. I couldn't return the hug. I just let her

weeks. Sure I talked to her for a few seconds during this

you wouldn't come." She confessed still hugging

myself off

come." I told her keeping my

I'm happy you did." She beamed stepping aside

own house. I

It's was the

house but didn't either.

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