Shouldn't Have Kissed You

Now I know how wrong I was,

But if you say you forgive,

I promise I won't judge you gain,

Please give me another chance in your life,

Because I'm no perfect after all,

I'm down on my knees,

I know.

Chris finished singing the last part of his new song and walked out of the booth. He was at studio recording his audio with his producer and so far, everything was going so well but there was something that was a mess in his life. If only...

"That was so emotional," said his producer getting up from his seat. "Wanna talk about it?"

Of course, he did want to talk about it. Talk about his one past month of silent treatment from his own wife. She said nothing to him and neither did she spare even a glance to him. And that, that bothered him way way too much than he cared admit.

He didn't know why, but every time she came home she ate nothing instead, she would go straight to their bedroom and when he followed her to ask her to go down stairs to grab her food to eat, she would just walk to the bathroom and get changed. After wards, she would either go out or sleep on the floor despite him telling her every day that she could take a couch.

Chris knew he brought this upon himself but he was sorry. He was sorry for his silly moves and for his thinking. But from that day he had changed and she could see that. She could tell it since he didn't stop her from going out with Leonel. He didn't even ask when she came past midnight.

All he wanted was for them to be friends. He wanted another chance with her. He wanted to start all over again but it's like she doesn't exist in his life. She doesn't even acknowledge him when he is around anywhere she is and it really hurts him. It does.

So for the past one month, he thought of draining his sorrow in his music. Yes, music. It wasn't his best talent but what other way to let it out? It was his only way to let go his the argue that he felt bottling up inside him. His way of saying sorry to her, if she cared to listen to the music.

So everyday, he would drag himself to the company where he would sign all the documents that need to be signed then, in the afternoon would be spent in the studio recording his songs and making some changes in them.

And today was the last day of the record and he couldn't be any happier. He was spent for the whole month. I mean, morning meetings and afternoon full of needing energy and then a evening with silent treatment. Who wouldn't be anyway?

"What do we call the album?" Chris asked his manager pulling out a drink from a fridge that was at far end. Of course he was avoiding the discussion of his personal life.

He walked back to one of his seat and pulled his own seat to sit on with the cold drink on his hand.

"How about I'm sorry?" his manager asked. "I mean, all your songs here are basically apologies to whoever you offended and it seems they won't forgive you."

that that is a good title but

course," his manager smiled at him.

I make you my manager again?" He asked taking a sip of his

sure," he said rubbing his already messy hair, "but you

highschool. Actually he was the one who discovered him on a street battle. Of course, he

He had his own share of ups and downs but he managed to get out of the situation they were in. And that,

of him since he was ten. The one who was there to remind him that nothing is impossible as long as you put your mind in it. So, although singing wasn't his number

that music made him go to university without struggling to get fee. It paid for his designing career and he couldn't complain at all. So when he had a little savings, he invested in a starting company where he bought two shares. He knew that

he saved all the money he got. But first, he had to make his mother and nanny comfortable in their own house. A place where they would be rent free. And

moved them in. He would go to visit every weekend since the house wasn't where he worked. So him being the determined person he was, he got to learn more skills from his boss and he

mess, she didn't sugar cot it for you at all. And that made him the person he was today.

started his company and it wasn't easy. Again, no one said

so full and so tempting and since that day wasn't the same again. Yes, it wasn't the same because when he kissed Kimberly, he hoped that he would feel how he felt when he kissed Maya but he felt nothing. No spark, no nothing.

the governor and he feared that he would say

did he know that he was hurting an innocent person. She was also a victim of her own father's madness. What he didn't understand was why he would treat his own fresh like that. See why his life changed when he

waved a hand at him, "did you hear anything that

And just then, something came up on his mind. Why didn't he do that from the start? He just hoped that she will love it.

placed the empty can on

looked at his watch. "I've to be somewhere, so lemme know

was out. He pulled his phone from the pocket and called his nanny. Afterwards, he walked to stores and bought everything that he needed for his plans to work. All he did was hope that she would at least listen to what he had to say and when she spoke up if she will, it won't be a threat like last time

He added the stock in the fridge and took out the things that he needed. Once he

his mum and nanny taught him. His hands were moving faster and he couldn't be any prouder than he was. He was still go at it. This was something

do was set the table then he would head to the shower. Everything had to look perfect for

invent his mind. He had to have positive thoughts all through the night and not negative ones. They weren't needed at

jeans that he had placed on the bed before he walked to the shower. He wore them and his wrist watch. Once done, he pulled his white snickers to match

comes back to you,

he saw that it was half past her arrival time. He didn't want to get himself all worked up when he